Letters to the editor

Hare Krsna, Gurudev Maharaja!
Please accept my humble obeisances at your lotus feet. All glories to Srila Prabhupada, Sripada, and Guru Parampara, Goura Bhakta Vrnda Ki Jay, Radha Krsna Ki Jay. Dandavat Pranam Guruji Maharaja!

I have downloaded Gurujis amritabani reply of my previous letters. I am so happly to get Guruji’s reply and I thing I am just siting with Guruji’s and discussing about different topics. I had narrated Bhagavatam 9:15:1-15 last Sunday in the Radha Krsna Mandir, Thoubal. In sloka no. 12 Translation : Satyavati later became the sacred river Kausiki to pirify the entire world, ………What is the full story? How human being became river? Is it any crush or boon from a God or Demi God? Guruji! Please explain.

HpS - AGTSP!!!   Paoho....    Manipuri nagar sankirtan, Ki Jai!!   More and more devotees in the Kirtan. We experience Krsna's association, so will they!
We don't know the details of how Satyavati becime Kausiki, but these things happen on a subtle level. You may have a book on your USB drive. It is real. It is there and you can transfer the file to another USB drive or... it can become a spiral bound book, or it can become a movie...  So the demigods exist on a subtle level, like we somtimes experience in dreams where things can change from one to another easier then here. Ice is hard to move, but when turned to steam it and be pumped all over the place, no?

I am continuing my routine work of japa of 8 rounds in the morning after mangal arati, remembering some selected slokas from Gita, Bhagavatam, BRS, NOD etc. and reading some books before going to Office. For the last one week I could not heard Goruji’s amrtabani. I think it may be Guruji’s full engagement in other programmes. Yours fallen servant, Yamunesvara Das.

HpS - Our full engagement in other programs can many times just trying to survive. This is not Goloka and so we have to just rest and read books or play ball sometime.  Ooof.   As we get more purified we learn how to rest with more and more connection to Krsna, and then we never rest!
How much longer you will work at the University?  Many people want to come to Manipur in middle of October. Is that a good time?  Good weather? Any cultural events??
More news!   More news!   Manipur can save the world!

Hare Krishna Dear Maharaja 
Accept my most humble obeisances at your lotus feet.
ASA - Lettuce feet.

All Glories to Srila Prabhupada
ASA - !!!  !  Who is so, so, tolerant!!

Dear Maharaja,
I had trouble with my laptop, lost my charger and completly forgot where, finally i found it and im able to do my weekly report.

 things have gone intensly good and bad , due to some changes, i'm getting to know myself better thru service, which amazes me the most, i've been cleaning the main hall at the temple, where the deities are, washing prabhupada's cloths and making garlands, attending to mangal aarti again this week because last week was really hard for me, but atending every sunday to the main party and doing service on sunday and  as well doing another services  requiered in the temple. I already spoke to the temple's president in order to let him know im following steps in order to get all the  requirements  done, and hopefully get to be under your shelter. following my 4 principles takes me to been fallen a month ago, i broke principle of not having sex  before marriage with my boyfriend, it's being hell...i'm still recovering due to the damage i did to myself, i feel truly ashamed of myself but i couldnt go on without letting you know, i fail myself, i fail to you, to my daughter and to my devotee friends, i want to be honest and sincered with you because you are my main guidance. i'm learning that the best way to learn (yes i said it) it's telling when one is making or believes being making a mistake to your head superiors. i'm ashamed for what i did and im doing everything is possible to get back on track and keep doing my best, it's a hard process, but i see the small results in every act. i could be saying im the most fallen but i know i would be speaking from my ego, im surprised how im starting to know myself and learning to be hard on me when its need it after falling. i thank you from deep inside my soul for guiding me and ask mercifully to forgive me for breaking principles as such an early start, if there is a consecuence i will asume it and take it as deserve for my actions.

HpS - ASA --- Hare Krsna, Mataji.  We all thank you for your honesty. Probably six more people who had the same falldown as you within the last few months are feeling very respectful toward you that you have the courage to admit this.
Illicit, stupid, sex does contaminate our consciousness. Socrates said exactly the same thing... Mohammad, Jesus, Shakespeare....   It STRONGLY conditions you to experience things from a meangingless, or at least superficially meaningful, point of view. I don't see the spirit in the other person. I just see, and feel, their tool, their body.
Yet, it can be a deep attachment. We learn from our falldowns. If we just enjoy attention from the other sex because of our intelligence, material skills, that is also a falldown.   We have to be in LOVE with Krsna, again.

For this community, this Blog, it is like talking about something after a Sunday Feast lecture with the 6-7 devotees who come up to the speaker after the lecture for more confidential discussions. No need to go into such detail. If necessary we can talk in private with another devotee as a chaperone, but usually the general principles are enough.

Even in marriage the only natural gross relationship between husband and wife is to get great kids. Eat for strength.

. . . also my chanting it was improving but i keep losing track,  there is no excuse for losing track of my chanting but it stills hard for me to discipline myself into chanting my 16 rounds.  what else can i say... im not doing my best right now, and im taking responsability of my acts by being honest to you, and to myself, i dont know if its normal in the process to go thru all of this, falling from time to time, and everytime being more aware at what im failing at, im not proud of this at all. i spoke to H.H Bhakti Sundar Maharaja about it, and he told me, it was ok for me to feel bad about braking principles, because feeling bad meant i was aware i was doing something bad, and that's my main punishment.

HpS - Jaya, Maharaja. Everyone is different. Someone may be free from illicit sex within the first month but still be addicted to tobacco 20-years later and be sincere.

 I'm a mess, i know that now, but i deeply and sincerily want to make it better.

 Krishna, Prabhupada, you and my daughter is everything i've got  and i dont want to lose any of you for being a fool and making such stupid mistakes....

 Please forgive me.

 Bhaktina Andrea. 

HpS - ASA -- Seems you are doing O.K.  Go ahead. Help you fiancee and whole world to go ahead!   Waiting for more news.

HARE KRISHNA Dear Guru Maharaja !!
AGTSP
PAMHO

How is your health?

ASA - Srila Prabhupada said (they say), 'This body doesn't get diseases, this body is a disease.' We are purifying our material attachments, using this material attachment. 

And, where on the planet are you right now?

ASA - We are sitting our our big, old, donated desk. It has three drawers on each side. This way we sit cross legged and then our feet don't swell up. Also puts us as high as the window and we see all the cars going by which keeps us awake. Where are you sitting?? Planet desk, Murfreesboro Tenneessee, "The City Dedicated to Creating a Better Quality of Life".

I'm writing to you because 3 different subject matters, but, off course, in some way they are all connected.

1. I sent you a letter on december 5, telling you my experience working on the Ratha Yatra Festival, and you said to me the 2 following instructions: "Next write about a Sunday Festival in Santiago. Distribute this letter locally." So, until the moment, I have concreted only the second instruction that you gave to me. Last wednesday, january 15, I could translate our letter and sent it first to the email group that your chilean disciples use to communicate, and later I posted the letter on the Facebook group we use to coordinate the Ratha Yatra communications, there are almost 500 devotees in that group. Was amazing to do it, many devotees reacted and posted comments about the letter, they really love you, some friends and family said to me phrases like "Maharaja is a surreal genius...".

ASA - You letter was nice. You should be a Journalist.

2. Saturday, january 20, we had an online meeting with your disciple PND. He showed to me how to do the importation from english to spanish on Vedabase. The first mission he gave to me is to import the second chant [canto] of the Srimad Bhagavatam. So far I have been able to import chapters 1 and 2, they are already imported! I realized it is a lot of work, easy to do, but takes time, but I love to do it, I feel this is a blessing to me, I'm a writer, I love words and language, this is a job for me! While I was importing, I readed every verse of the conversation between Sukadeva Goswami and Maharaja Pariksit. I have no more words to describe my feelings about it, just gratitude. What a conversation they had! My heart resounds and vibrates with every word they share... someone like me does not deserve this...  All glories to Srila Prabhupada !!

ASA - ...and how many more people will be able to read it because of your effort!

3. My brother in law, Visvanath Chakravarti Thakur Das, during the past year, was working on organizing a tour to India, about yoga and ayurveda, in association with a travelling agency. So, the opportunity to get a low cost ticket to travel was presented to me. I have never left Chile and I have never traveled by plane. I have to ask for permission in court and the procedures are flowing positively. If everything goes well, I will travel with the group on February 14. But I will not participate in the tour with them. If everything goes well my plan is to go to Vrindavan and be there during 2 months and later come back to Chile. If I do this, I probably can not travel to visit you during your visit to South America. What do you think about, Guru Maharaja?

HpS - ASA --- Hmmm. Going with  devotees who have some knowledge of ISKCON India is very useful. To go alone is like going to New York city alone. Vrndavana may still be cold then. Again, you have to know who to meet. We can give you some help.  Of course, it would be nice to see you when we are there. So we are kind of in the middle. It is nice to get a chance to go to Vrndavan, but better with a guide and we will miss you when we are there. Chant Hare Krsna, talk with some more devotees and you can make a good decision, both seem possible to me.

And my last question in this letter! May you let us know how will be your travel itinerary during 2018?

ASA - jayarama.us/kd/cal.htm

Many thanks, Guru Maharaja, for your patience with this foolish human being and, please, forgive the mistakes I commit (and without etiquette) in my communication to you. I really wanna be your disciple someday.

HARE KRISHNA !!!

Your aspirant to disciple and servant,

Carlos Rold. 

HpS - ASA --- Yes!!   Report on the Sunday Feasts in Santiago!

Hare Krsna Gurudeva.

Por favor acepte nuestras reverencias.

Todas las glorias a Srila Prabhupada.

Hoy estuvimos en casa de Abhiram Prabhu, pudimos compartir con los devotos (algo de 14 devotos) en un taller de “adoración en el hogar”. Contamos nuestra experiencia adorando a nuestras deidades en casa los últimos 10 años, cantamos, compartimos prasadam y conversamos un poco. Estamos tratando de entusiasmarnos y formar una comunidad con los demás devotos (as) de Iskcon Callao, para estudiar y leer diariamente del Srimad Bhagavatam, ojala podamos lograrlo.

Acabamos de llegar a casa, y con Karuna hemos leído su respuesta… Muchas gracias por darnos ánimo, por ahora aquí participando con los devotos de Iskcon en el Callao.

       Que Nrshimhadeva lo siga protegiendo…

           Anandamaya das and Karuna Mayi dd.

Hare Krsna Gurudeva.

Please accept our obeisances.

All glories to Srila Prabhupada.

Today we were at Abhiram Prabhu's house, we were able to share with the devotees (some 14 devotees) in a workshop of "adoration at home". We count our experience worshiping our deities at home for the last 10 years, we sing, we share prasadam and we talk a little. We are trying to get excited and form a community with the other devotees of Iskcon Callao, to study and read daily from Srimad Bhagavatam, I hope we can achieve it.

We have just arrived home, and with Karuna we have read your answer ... Thank you very much for encouraging us, for now here participating with the devotees of Iskcon in Callao.

        May Nrshimhadeva continue to protect him ...

            Anandamaya das and Karuna Mayi dd.

HpS - Jaya!   The more we approach Krsna, the more He can approach us.  Krsna has only one goal: To enjoy. He is so anxious about that that He wants our particular help!  Of course, He knows that His parts and parcels enjoy most to see Him enjoying...     Get more service soon!

HpS - ¡Jaya! Cuanto más nos acercamos a Krsna, más puede acercarse a nosotros. Krsna tiene un solo objetivo: disfrutar. ¡Está tan ansioso por eso que quiere nuestra ayuda particular! Por supuesto, él sabe que sus partes y parcelas disfrutan más al verlo disfrutar ... ¡Obtenga más servicio pronto!

Por favor acepte mis humildes reverencias. Hare Krishna.

Todas kas glorias a sri Guru y Gauranga, srila Prabhupada ki jay.

Querido gurudev hoy llegue a la India New Delhi, mañana tratare de ir al templo de Isckon en Delhi el 24 viajo hacia Calcutta, Mayapur donde me encontrare con maharaja Bhakti Marga Swami para empezar mi servicio. Sus bendiciones por favor para realizar un buen seva para los vaisnavas.

HpS - Hare Krsna / Hare Rama!!

En la embajada de la India me dieron una visa por 5 años, es muy bueno para venir seguido al santo dhan.

Gurudev si las autoridades de Lima no llegaron a coordinar con Ud para dar clases en el templo por favor acepte la invitacion para ir al templo de Huancayo los devotos estaran muy felices de recibirlo y escuchar de ud.

HpS - Por que no?  <img alt="smiley" height="23" src="http://hps.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/regular_smile.png" title="smiley" width="23" />   Tenemos muy buen relaciones con todo!  Pero espamos si pudimos ir a Huancayo tambien.

El dia q piense es mejor nosotros tenemos clase de bhagavad gita los dias miercoles y sábados.

Su sirviente parama karuna das.

HpS - O.K. Noticias de su viaje!  Un Diario con much cosa que aprece muy simple pero leyendo despues de 5-anyos va a ser un tesor!

Hare Krsna Gurudeva

Please accept my humble obeisances. All glories to Srila Prabhupada.

I hope you are in good health.

HpS - Pretty good but Monkey was reading a medical book and thinks we might have Anthrax, Agina, Arthitis or Apoplexy. He hasn't got beyond the "As" yet.

I am very happy about your next visit to Lima.

Monkey (Tom Brown) - Will there be mangos? Should we bring our own water?

Looking forward to see you. Please forgive me for the long silence, lots of work and something at heart, at mind, feeling disappointed with some authorities attitude

HpS - Radharani has that problem with some of Her authorities also.

About your schedule, aspirants here, Juan, Miguel Angel, Rukmini and Lourdes, are asking me about the day for initiation, also authorities, you say saturday 10th march, so is OK. Also they are asking me to perform the ceremony. Will be very great to have the sacrifice for the evening program, in this way much devotees and guests can be present in this auspicious ceremony, getting also the invaluable benefit.

HpS - O.K. but we have heard that you Peruvians do human sacrifices. So they will get new bodies afterwards, right?

I wish to ask you to have a day for a meeting on education. On march I will be again full time at work, so for me will be all right monday to thursday at evening or saturday morning or afternoon.

HpS - Can you co-ordinate with the Gangamayi and the Isvari and the Abhirama Thakura? The basic calendar has been posted here. Just look at the last letters and use the "Calendar" filter and it should come up quickly. I mention this because the Junta de Wilson wanted some meeting and Abhiram had some artists to meet (want to go?), and Mathuresa Das may come.

Also young devotees, now parents, in Chosica are asking about a gurukula. They are asking Atmananda dasa (JpS) if will be posssible to use the former brahmacari asrama.

Despite all the stuff and mess, to my surprise last december Wilson centre authorities asked me to lecture again on Bg. So since last 31st december I am going again to ISKCON Lima. New year, new time. I am on january vacation at work, so taking advantage to go with Adi Lila every saturday and sunday to attend evening program, lead kirtana and associate with devotees, I was missing everything very much.

And now authorities asked me to teach again the Introduction to Bhakti-Yoga Course. I will do my best. Please give me your blessings to do well. I hope you and Krsna will be pleased. Also will be a great opportunity to teach ISKCON Disciple Course too.

Also I was very happy coordinating godbrothers and godsisters for the last Vyasa-puja, was a success! Aratik, puspanjali, pujas to you, SP and 6 Gosvamis; meaning of VP; your biography, your last year homage to SP, homages from disciples and lot of prasadam, mahaprasadam, cake. Thank you very much for the virtual connection. I personally count 132 different preparations among salty, sweet, salads and nectars.

I am working as teacher at secondary school, two years ago in History and Geography at one school I don't want to go anymore, last year in Arts, Religion and Civics at other now pleasent school. This year they want to hire me again.

Adi Lila is always doing noon offering and aratik monday to friday at Wilson. My son Krishna is 13 years old, going to 2nd grade secondary, learning with the Waldorf method. And now he is taller than me haha.

Thank you very much for having accepted me as your disciple, I hope one day I will be some useful.

Your eternal servant,

Jiva-Sakti dasa.

HpS - Thank you for the news. Maybe the Candra-mukhi Devi Das can be the central secretary for the Calendar for this HPS/ASA tour.   Then return from BsAs.  Then go to Goloka. You can teach science to the monkeys there!!!!!!    BooMM!