Dear Maharaja Accept my most humble obeisances at your lotus feet.

6 years, 3 months ago by Andrea Ramirez in Personal Sadhana Reports

   

   All glories to Srila Prabhupada!

  All glories to Sri Gaura Nitai!!!

   Dear Maharaja Accept my most humble obeisances at your lotus feet!!! 

  Dear Maharaja, I deeply hope with profound love that you have a happy and auspicious new year's eve. 

Initiation. Did you read our Guru-tattva, how we understand the role of Guru?

answering what you asked me i did read the English version because the Spanish version wasn't available and i want to thank you and tell you i would never be able to thank you enough for guiding me and taking your precious time to answer all my questions and doubts. now i know what i have to do in order of being aspirant to take shelter under your guidance to become a disciple of yours, and I'm working on it, and start doing what i need to do, and I'm starting from now. I'm going to talk to the temple's president for his guidance in all these subject matters.

Here is the address in Spanish. I think it is pretty current, but the English location also follows. What do you think about it?

 It's the perfect guide, just exactly what i needed, i appreciate you take the time to send me this helpful links dear Maharaja.its also true what is said in the Madhudvisa explanation, where it says that if we cannot follow the instructions of attending to Mangala Arti, chant 16 rounds and following the 4 principles and learning how to live in ISKCON, how can we execute further duties. first things first, right?

I spend the whole Christmas season here at the temple as same as new year's eve. I've been attending to mangal aarti every day and finally chanting my 16 rounds as well. I'm waiting for the temple's president to come back from India to ask him if i can stay the 6 months needed for the process required to be under your shelter, as an aspirant, i want to do my best in order to get everything well settle. I also wanted to talk about a behavior I'm developing and which is bothering me, hurting me really bad, to the point its affecting my eating schedule or sleep, I'm  becoming too attached to my ex-boyfriend, we broke up two days ago,  and even tho i want to be back with him he just doesn't want to be with me anymore, i guess i scared him away with an almost obsessive behavior of mine from last week after we had a big fight about an argument where i wanted to react in a different way than the way he did. what should i do? i really need to work on my patience dear Maharaja, but i still don't know how. i don't want to lose him, but it seems everything is lost already. i will always wait for your answer to analyze what I'm going thru and make the best desition. 

  thank you for your guidance Maharaja, I would never have enough to return all the time you spend on answering my letters.

HpS - For decisions about personal relations we cannot say much being a long way away. You should keep a nice connectiong with nice people and ask them for their opinion. In general we have Nectar of Instruction, especially text five.   Four and five give nice perspective. Arjuna had to kill his grandfather, teacher, cousins and nephews, but he saw that it was the best thing for them. If we get Krsna then we really have all these family relations, for ever.

Hare Krsna!!!!