Hare Krsna Maharaj, PAMHO, AGTSP,
Hari Bol to TB and BW.
hi to UG.
we hope that all four of your are at comfort in USA, after long tour. Maharaj, we like your new apperance with beard.
HpS - ASA - AG AG To SP.... Thank you. We just had time to get emergency repairs while we were in Tennessee for one week. But six times better than last year. We are like 90% recovered after two weeks whereas it took three months last year.
...there are many things to write to you all, but we write only a few.
i. We bought "True Psychology, by Swami Abhedananda, Pub. by Ramakrishna Vedanta Math, 1965." It gives a very nice summary of contemporary pyschology. This time when you will come we will give it to you.
ii. in node 3054, ur grace wrote we are getting ideas all the time. from where does these ideas come from? we r asking them because we can many ideas and dreams, they are mostly anti bhakti.
HpS - This is a question? Your grammar is not quite clear. "we can many ideas". Do you mean, "to us come many ideas"? They are coming from Maya. "mattah smrter jnanam apo..". We want to forget Krsna so that we can think of ourselves as the Big Doer, so Krsna supplys these anti-bhakti ideas. Maybe we want to become devotees, but a lot of our desire is that we will be the Greatest Devotee and get all the fame of Radharani. In Vrndavana they will chant our name, "Jaya, Dasa!".
iii. we met anant rupa prabhu in delhi this May. there is some change in plan for phd.
iv. maharaj, gradually we are realizing it is our mind which creates most of the problem.
as we remember u said "if person in wrong sociological environment-- he will have pyscho problems." we are struggling with anger/violence a lot though frequency has decreased. but still not zero... we have gone to 4 counsellor/pysch in 7 years one of the basic problem which is highlighted "we dont mix along with people easily" and"we dont have friends". i dont understand, in such condition should we ever think of getting initiateted.
HpS - Certainly. Vibhisan and Prahlad were Raksasas, man-eaters, by birth, Karma... but they became great devotees. This is your problem. Somebody else mixes with people VERY easily. He is a natural leader, inspires people, but he is so lusty that he is not even satisfiec with hetersex and has homosexual catastrophys about every five years also! We all have our Karma. It is good that you are identifying it and then you can purify it to serve Krsna. Go ahead. All your problems can become big assets. You can become a famous Sannyasis who is feared for his anger by the Mayavadis... Ha! Ha! Ha!......... (After 25-years)...
v. Nandsuta pr from Thoubal will be needing help to contact Juhu, ISK to register Thoubal as a centre.
----it feels disgusting some times, even having such nice philosophy with us, we feel stressed out. [ what a mind we have]-- thank all for reading letter.. we hope we can serve all 4 of u more.
Regards,
bhakta harsh
HpS - Wow, your grammar is like a zebra trying to hide on a green golf course. I think one of your Karma's is that you are influenced by ignorance, sleep, so you have to focus on doing at one thing right. Can you chant four rounds with full attention and concentration? Whatever it takes. Of course this is like lifting heavy weights, hard, hard work, but can you do that? No, two rounds??? What? Thank you so much for your association. Honestly, I am very impressed with your determination...
