Finally....Diksha Guruship for HH Bhakti Ananda Haridasa Goswami Maharaj

3 weeks, 5 days ago by Sarada Gaurangi Devi Dasi in Special Category A

All glories to Srila Prabhupada. All glories to H. H. Hanumat Presaka Swami Guru Maharaj.


Hare Krishna Guru Maharaj,

Please accept our humble obeisances at Your sweet lotus feet.


hps // asa --- which some day we hope to meet.


On this auspicious day of Pandava Nirjala Ekadasi, Your poor, insignificant servant bring you this news of acceptance of Guruship to HH Bhakti Ananda Haridasa Goswami Maharaj as recommend by GBC.


We recall the words of Guru Maharaj at Sri RadhaKund about Maharaj going to become Guru very soon.

Thank you Guru Maharaj for the mercy.

HH Haridas Maharaj conveyed that Maharaj is a little shy to tell Guru Maharaj about the Guruship recommendation.

Maharaj sends His regards with all humility.


Thank you Guru Maharaj

Your insignificant servant always


Sarad Gaurangi DD


hps//asa - yes, we have had the very, very, very good fortune to give some small help to maharaja in some of his dealings with the transcendental bureaucracy of iskcon. it is very purifying.

we hope that we have also been able to serve him as a brahminical resource also.


we also hope that he takes this task for some time. inspires, trains, others, and retires.

🚋 👌



"The spiritual master who first gives information about spiritual life is called the vartma-pradarśaka-guru, the spiritual master who initiates according to the regulations of the śāstras is called the dīkṣā-guru, and the spiritual master who gives instructions for elevation is called the śikṣā-guru. Factually the qualifications of a spiritual master depend on his knowledge of the science of Kṛṣṇa."

https://vedabase.io/en/library/cc/madhya/8/128/


Thank you so much for this news!


We wish all success to Manipuri Sankirtan!!!!

It is just like Vraja in so many ways, no?


A photo of Maharaja please!



Comment of Preface Caitanya cartamrta

4 weeks, 1 day ago by Radha Japa in Special Category A

Hare Krsna, remenbered Gurumaharaja. Please accept my humble obeisances to your lotus feet🙏❤️🌷🌻🌹

HpS/ASA - ... and obeisances to your lotus feet. we hope one day we can see them and you in your siddha deha.


All glories to Srila prabhupada!!!

All glories to You, my spiritual master!

HpS/ASA - We have only a little qualification, on Lord Caitanya's order, to become spiritual master, and "one who initiates according to the rules and regulations", diksa guru in Srila Prabhupada's ISKCON.

So, let us understand Guru Puja in that perspective, no?


Here I'm sending you the comment you asked for from the CC preface. It may not be of much use, but I'm sending it anyway.

HpS - ASA -- Many thanks.

COMMENT:

From what I can understand, the essential point of the entire preface is Surrender to Krishna.

Our beloved Srila Prabhupada begins by talking about It, what It means, and the six guidelines required to fully surrender to Krishna.


He warns us about worldly scholarship and the dangerous chaos it is causing in society.


He gives us proof by quoting verses from the BG,

encouraging us to surrender. What love for humanity on the part of the author!


He tells us a little about impersonalism and its inadequacy in helping us surrender, because without understanding that God has a form and a personality, and remaining only with His effulgence, the heart, which ardently seeks to resume its eternal relationship, will not feel any transcendental bliss that would inspire it to surrender progressively more and more, having a fiery sraddha, as Srila Prabhupada comments in NOI.


 He tells us about the absolute nature of Krishna and the teachings of Lord Caitanya, which is the direct worship of Krishna. He gives us the highest example: the gopis of Vraja, who surrendered as completely surrendered souls without any desire for material or spiritual gain.


He also affirms that Lord Caitanya recommended Srimad Bhagavatam as the literature for developing love of God and that this is the highest goal of the human life.


He tells us about Meditation, a process of great interest in these times; the importance of meditating on Krishna in His transcendental form; and the proof in BG 6.47 of how a person surrendered to Him lives.


He also points out that the holy name of Krishna, the sound vibration of His name, is equal to Krishna. There is no difference between Him and His name; Therefore, to relate directly to Krishna, he teaches us the stages of chanting that naturally lead us to love for Krishna and complete surrender to Him.


He tells us about the danger of an uncontrolled mind and how to keep it under control by engaging it in various activities designed to please Krishna. These activities naturally satisfy our minds, and prevent us from becoming entangled in activities that bind us to material existence, which distance us from surrendering to the Supreme Personality of Godhead.


He tells us about Krishna consciousness as an absolute science and about the ideal teacher, Lord Caitanya, and the wonderful blessings He gives us as His students.


In this book, we can see the author's concern for the misguided civilization of this world and His wonderful desire that we all take Lord Caitanya's teachings seriously. The author inspires us by telling us about our activities on the spiritual platform as the goal of our lives.


 The author ends the preface by discouraging us from engaging in materialistic activities that will only frustrate us, and blesses us to understand these teachings by giving us the light of knowing that by knowing them, we will be able to act with the correct perspective, knowing our true identity.

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always trying to please him:🙏🙏🙏🌷🌹🙇‍♀️

Radha Japa Prati Jalpa Devi Dasi

HpS/ASA - Thank you.

We think that as you are describing it, it is not actually a Preface but an Introduction? Yet it is perfect whatever name you give us and gives the reader a chance to understand, Krsna, Bhagavad gita, through Lord Caitanya!

Vyasapuja

1 month ago by mani@108 in Special Category A

Hare Krishna,

All glories to Sri Prabhupada,

All glories to Hanumetpresaka swami and Gauranga

I've had the good fortune to be witness you're Vyasapuja in Houston.

Wonderful on how well the devotees are helping support you in your good health.

I've been traveling since November 11th of last year. Was able to go down under to New Zealand and Australia.

In New Zealand they found out you were my Guru and they were able have you're assocation in Rhada Kune and were vary enthusiastic about praising your knowledge and how saintly you are

Every time the temple president saw me he insisted I invite you to come to New Zealand.

I tried to explain that your travel is limited but wouldn't hear 🙉 of it. you are cherished by the devotees there and Melbourne, the standard in Melbourne is one of the highest outstanding of India.

You can't even light the stove unless you have braman thread

I'm still maintaining a ashram in SD in a small studio with devotees

I have a invite to shelter in ISV and other places but see where I can do the greatness good for the most number of people.

Hopefully I can send some pics

Thanks for your valuable time,by your good grace I'm the most fortunate

Your aspiring servant Mani das


HpS - Thank you, thank you!!!

Rotten as an apple this body rots and fades.


Thank you, Thank you!!!


We look at three Annual Reports now and go to sleep. To get up for Japa at 1.30AM to dye and happy death.

Final Thoughts On Previous Letter

1 month ago by balabhadra dasa in Special Category A

Dear Siksha Guru Maharaja, Srila Hanumat Presak Swami Maharaja, please kindly accept my most humble obeisances; all glories to his divine grace, Srila Prabhupada; all glories to your good self, his surrendered and sincere disciple; all glories to all the devotees of Lord Chaitanya.


As a follow-up to my last letter and any concerns that others may have, with regard to my behavior and thoughts, I would like to mention that I have never had any hatred for the devotees here in Boise, or anywhere else. That would not only be counter-productive to my efforts to engage in devotional service, but it would be brazen Vaishnava aparadha.


When I was in Houston to celebrate your Vyasapuja in 2024, I mentioned at one time to Sriman Niti Sara prabhu in confidence that I did not hate him, but still had all hope for him and his wife: and I still do. However, I did also mention that I was sorely hurt and upset. They are very nice devotees; and it has always been my understanding that a devotee is very dear to Krishna: so much so that even with all his faults, he is worth an unlimited number of non-devotees.


If hatred was an aspect of my response to things here, I don't believe that I would be able to maintain any measure of sadhana even in my own home. Neither would I be able to visit the temple on the most rare occasions, when nobody is there except for the pujari during the evening arotik. There is one conversation between Srila Prabhupada and one Christian clergyman, in which the question was raised "Is it possible for the devotee to hate the Deity?" Srila Prabhupada replied "How can the devotee serve the Deity if he hates the Deity?" And I feel within me that this same principle is essential between devotees: it is not possible to be a devotee and to hate devotees at the same time.


About the discussion between the GBC and myself on the ride to the airport, his holiness, Badrinarayana Maharaja, expressed to me that "he hopes that he and I could still be good friends in spite of this unpleasant turn of events." He embraced me out of his kindness, thus assuring me of his blessings and understanding. Even now, I still remember his comments very clearly, "These devotees are young and naive, and they wish to manage and preach in their own way; and I have to learn to tolerate them." I took that to mean that I am somehow seen as a threat to this community, and therefore I am in their way. That's why I lost it emotionally. I still feel the pain of it all, almost 2 years later.


I feel better, having finally revealed my pains to you in my last letter. Know for certain that even now "Not a day goes by when I don't think about the temple, and the painful moments that had transpired." I still ask myself "How did it come to this?" I think of all the devotees who used to live here; who sympathized and supported me in my struggles with this temple over the years. I reflect on how they were cent-per-cent committed to serving here for life. Instead, they all ended up leaving. This could've easily been a thriving community by now, with more than a two dozen well qualified brahmanas, not including myself: and now they're all gone.


I wish my wife and I were blessed with such intelligence and good fortune to move, confident that what happened to us here Boise, ID would not repeat itself somewhere else. I will close here, hoping to be worthy of your causeless mercy: Hare Krishna.


Your lowly servant,

Balabhadra dasa🙏


HpS - Personally, I think everyone goes through these crises. Someone may feel they are giving their life, blood, to build a Temple, deal with all the diverse conflicts of the devotees, and people are just exploiting them in so many ways.

In a big temple, we may not feel pain and social conflict from the Temple as a whole, but then everyone belongs to a Department the size of a little Temple like in Boise such as the Deity Department, the Food for Life Department, the Sankirtan Department.... and within those they get all the immediate personal conflicts that one gets in a small Temple.


If something really hurts us, clings to us, as initiated devotees, then it seems it must be connected to some deep aspect of our perverted relationship with Krsna, and as we work through it we are working through very deep steps.

Maybe a ton of work will be done in this lifetime, but it will not manifest until our next birth in Nadia with Nimai?

Maybe we will be Chand Kazi, or a friend like Mukunda...


In general, we see that Temples that once had many devotees are now with only a few, but some are prospering.


I don't know why Krsna has kept us in the ISKCON Boise community.

Srila Prabhupada didn't know why Krsna brought him to Boston, no?

🙂

The fundamental principle is that we have chosen to worship a butter thief.

Thank you.


Mostly we are chanting, looking for any service to the Sankirtan movement and then watching for Krsna's indications.

My Account of Events

1 month ago by balabhadra dasa in Special Category A

Dear Siksha Gurudeva, Srila Hanumat Presaka Swami Maharaja, please kindly accept my most humble obeisances; all glories to Srila Prabhupada; all glories to your good self for your many years of selfless and exemplary devotional service; all glories to all the devotees of Lord Chaitanya Mahaprabhu. I will leave it up to you to decide whether or not you wish to print this letter for all to see. I have stopped caring one way or the other.


I have been wondering whether or not to share some things that had happened prior to my leaving the temple for a second time, back in the summer of 2023. I purposely withheld these topics from you because I know that you are often assaulted with grievances from devotees: all of whom, like myself, look to you for some hope, some guidance. I did not wish to burden you with additional grievances. But I have had a change of heart, and I am thinking that you should know at least some of the details from my side of the story. I am quite sure that you have heard plenty from the other side. I will be very brief, leaving out lots of details.


HpS/ASA - O.K. AgtSP. We will make our effort to see that these topics are suitable for this forum, and hope that Srila Prabhupada does 99.999% of the work.

First, we only heard that there was some disturbance, that some Temple administrators felt your preaching to some neophytes needed some changes in perspective, but that is about all.

From top to bottom, from you and others, some administrators approached you and administrators and friends, and we heard from them that it was a misunderstanding, but that is all, and maybe we will read other perspectives as we go on.


Before the very first Thursday evening Krishna Lounge ever got started in early 2022, I was offered the honor of being the very first speaker at the Thursday night programs here.

However, that event was passed on to to Bhakti Sundara Swami, a visiting guest speaker: and I can understand that it was Krishna's arrangement. But since that beginning, I was NEVER ever invited to give a class at the Thursday evening programs at any time. I don't know why; nothing was ever explain to me. So, I simply accepted it quietly as Krishna's arrangement for my own purification.


HpS - Does seems strange. Same thing happens to us, even now? Some times I try to gentle catch of sniff of why we are not invited, though not rejected, and sometimes it is because the organizers think that we are only for use in big programs!

Maybe we are useless. 😃


I never inquired and I never complained. And I still participated in all the temple functions: with the exception of the Thursday night programs.


About a year later, at the start of 2023, again for reasons unknown to me, I was removed from ever giving a class or leading a kirtan at any Sunday Feast festivals, or any other Vaishnava celebrations.


HpS/ASA - Amazing


Nothing was explained to me about why; and again I simply accepted it quietly as Krishna's arrangement for my purification: never questioning or complaining about it. And still, I continued to attend all the temple functions.


When H. H. Badrinarayana Maharaja came for a visit in 2023, just prior to your own visit to Boise, Maharaja requested that I be the one to drive him to the airport for his departure. And it was during that drive that he expressed to me some grievances that the temple had against me. He felt bad about it, and he asked me to somehow consider making some changes to my involvement: in other words not to be so involved with the ongoing preaching efforts of the new administration, as if I was doing something very wrong.


HpS - You mentioned this a little and said that you felt Maharaja was speaking as you well wisher, no?


I tried to accept it as Krishna's arrangement as another chance to be humble, to keep my head down, to swallow my grief and be at peace somehow: but I couldn"t. I actually suffered an emotional breakdown, and there was no one I could run to for shelter. And it wasn't until the very next day that it came to me as a realization that I had to remove myself from this community. And it was then that I informed the community as a whole on Whatsapp, and I informed you as well at the same time.


Since then, several appeals were made to try and bring me back, but I was convinced that if I were to do so, I would be setting myself up for a third occasion to be chased away. As offensive as my words may sound, "I really don't give a damn anymore what happens to this temple."


HpS/ASA - Ooops. Red Flag!! Even if I separate from difficult devotees, people and communities. I go to Krsna, Prabhupada, and I see that they are well wishers of all living entities and so I have to situate myself so that I can help them. At least not hate them and be ready to help as an opportunity arise, in this lifetime or the next.

Yes, let Krsna deal with situations that are too difficult.

Sitting outside the Temple, Institute, on a house stoop around the corner on a Saturday in the Sunshine, with many shoppers passing by, I recovered from raising my hands in the air like Draupadi while being attacked again, by one devotee, and a few tears came to the eyes, and Krsna took us out and we found a comfortable place to sit and chanted.... and after some time we got the intelligence from the chanting on how to relate to the situation, painful person, and returned to make our resignation from full participation in the institution, but remaining as a well wisher from a distance.

That worked, was functional, but two years later was another conflict with the same person, even at some distance.

Hari bolo!

Hare Krsna.

Maharaja Parkishit cursed by a Brahmana boy?

Reaction for our hypocritical actions?

Doesn't stop our main progress. Will be resolved.

Maybe in our next life in Nadiya with Nimai.


I have tried to serve, even after I was expelled from this temple back in 2008. I have nothing but complete distrust and despondency for this community. I don't feel safe here at all, and the only reason why I am still living here in Boise is because I am too old, too tired and too lazy to move once again.


I realize that this must be a most offensive letter to unload.


HpS/ASA - Who are we to judge?

Yet, we are chanting and following process, so our opinion is of some worth.

From that perspective we feel that you aren't looking at the situation from the view point of Prahlada Maharaja toward his father. 😆


But I feel compelled, otherwise I will simply struggle with depression if I don't. I wanted to share these things with you long ago, but I didn't have the heart to impose upon you, knowing how you must hear so much of the same griefs from others.


HpS - Feel to some degree we have learned how, and how much we can get involved in these situations as counselor, or 'victim' 🙂.

We can always take up the attitude of the Brajavasi, ISKCON members :In Braja only Krsna and Balarama kill demons. Everyone else calls, Hare Krsna, Hare Rama


You have been a great source of encouragement for my wife and I in our lives. And yet, somehow I feel like I have lost everything and I am without a friend in the world.


But I still have my sadhana. In 1984 I went before Sri Sri Radha Govinda in Denver and took a personal vow to chant 20 rounds of japa every single day: a vow that I have kept for over 40 years to this very day.

I worship my Deities on the altar twice a day, every day.

I have my daily readings of Srimad Bhagavatam, my daily attendances on Bhagavatam classes from Hawaii, plus my evening Bhagavad gita classes 3 times a week.

I still have my Iskcon Prison Ministry preaching, and my book distribution when driving for Uber.


If you find yourself unhappy or disgusted with me and choose to push me away, I will accept it: painful as it may all be. But know for certain that it is genuinely impossible for me to care about this community, where I have felt most unwelcomed and unwanted even from the very beginning. Their "jai prabhus" laden with smiles, and their invitations to come back are all facade and pretentious.




I pray that you can forgive me for this offensive letter. I pray that you will still show some mercy upon my wife and I, and find favor with us. If possible, maybe you can allow us to serve you some prasadam in our home during your upcoming visit.


Your lowly and unworthy servant

Balabhadra dasa



HpS // ASA - We read in the Ramayana that Rama sent Hanuman to talk with Vali about reconciling with Sugriva, but Hanuman came back and said that Vali will never accept that Vali did not intentionally betray him and bury him alive and give up his anger toward him until Vali dies.


Long story.

Yet we can only recommend that if we cannot deal with situations as Uttama adhhikaris, (Which we face in our own life), then we should at least face them as Madhyama adhikaris and avoid what we perceive as demonic character in devotees.

Later Krsna may show us that it is a misunderstanding or he may adjust the situation for the offenders.

Then we go ahead.


Going ahead, means cultivating another community as you say, and that means finding some way to go ahead, every day.

My experience, as a Sannyasi, is that if we do it sincerely, then Krsna will protect us even if we are old, and have to physical resources.

Of course, maybe we do not need to move physically, just accept that for the next few short years, we will have mostly virtual association.


O.K. Thank you.


Maybe others will want to comment on these comments. This is about the most we can do. It may not be much, but it is something!

Five minutes past our bed time. 💤


Reply: Titles in ISKCON

1 month, 1 week ago by bhaktabigfoot in Special Category A

Hare Krishna! guru maharaja, PAMHO AGTSP!


Thank you so much for giving this to me to chew on.


One thing I appreciate so much about your association is I have felt such a healthy understanding of who Srila Prabhupada is to us, who you are to us and who the categories of other devotees are to us (obviously that clarity does grow and grow as we make some advancement, thankfully)


I feel very clear that Srila Prabhupada is our predominant Guru, we are going home because of his authority, however, I do believe that you have given me Srila Prabhupada by accepting me as a disciple and therefore without your mercy going back home isn't available for me.


HpS/ASA - Hare Krsna... One very relevant experience comes to mind: We were Treasurer etc in Berkeley and Jaya tirtha Das came to act as Temple President for some time because we had none.

We had been initiate for maybe one year.

Then he went back to L. A. and we had some other arrangement for Temple President.

Then... a letter came addressed from him from India with return address from Srila Prabhupad in India.

I called him right away and asked if I should forward it to him.

He responded [are you crazy!] open it immediately and read it to me!

I learned a lot about relations with Srila Prabhupada from his urgent emotions and response.

It was a very interesting letter but Srila Prabhupada finished it with a line that hit my heart and has remained there.

"You cannot exist without my mercy".

I reacted that it was very strong [even a little bit over bearing] but swallowed and in my own mind said, Yes, Srila Prabhupada.

Then I read the next lines and got even more floored:

"... and I cannot exist without your mercy. That mutual respect, mutual love, is Krsna Consciousness".


...and therefore without your mercy going back home isn't available for me.

I believe these both can be simultaneously true and are. With this in mind I believe I am trying to be personal and so my personal relationship with you has shown me that we promote Srila Prabhupada, I believe in this and so therefor I do, even though sometimes I am given an evil eye from others that I seem "ritviky".


To be honest guru maharaja I do sometimes wonder because I am a uncultured monkey that I don't have the respect for you that I should, and lets be honest that certainly is true because, well, I am a uncultured monkey. I would like to say my intent in this respect is that I believe you want me to behave in away that is focused on Srila Prabhupada, promoting Srila Prabhupada. Even though to some mistake on my part currently. Sometimes I am concerned about my behavior. For instance, Gaura Kishor das babaji treated Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati Thakur Maharaj in so many ways but BSTM knew not to be fooled. The truth is I am just to dull to even be able to play at that level of game, to know how truly a disciple should act. In this case all I can do is tell you my honest from the heart intention and please forgive me for offenses.


So although I see others, say Guru Maharaja, I promise to address you as guru maharaja because you ask me to. I do see your intention in this differentiation and I believe I understand it. I will not offer you a dish at your Vyasa Puja that you do not want to eat.


HpS/ASA - Very interesting. .. or we could use "guru Maharaja". 😆 😆 😆

Basically I think you, me, Bhakta Tom, Bhakta Buck and even the Robot are headed for Nabadvipa with Srila Prabhupada and Nimai in our next life, what to speak of the so many wonderful devotees who participate in this Blog.



Your disciple,

Nanda-braja das


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Nanda braja Das from New Kalachandji Dhama asks:

Hare Krishna! Pamho AGTSP! Guru Maharaja, I see that you are going to go for Ratha Yatra in Boise. Any updates thoughts about me joining you in Houston and traveling to Boise?


HpS/ASA - Thank you for the question.

We are old and our donkey is lame, so we only exist in practice by the impetus of others.


First, let us please comment on titles in ISKCON.

We feel that it may be impertinent for us to be addressed as "Guru Maharaja" in ISKCON. It maybe insulting to Srila Prabhupada's position, and then how to deal with this academic "Bhaktivedanta" title.


Ooof! Too much for one small monkey to handle. 🐵


First, we remember a letter from Srila Prabhupada where one disciple asked if he could address someone such as his authority Bhagavan Das or Hansadutta Das as 'Guru', and Srila Prabhupada answered, "Yes", but that we should not forget himself as his real Guru.

Hmmm. Interesting.


We feel that maybe we can be addressed as guru maharaja very much in the perspective of ISKCON Diksa guru, and sannyasi and Shiksa, Sankirtan leader, guru in the perspective that we are 🐖

🐖 🐖 pigs become people, PRABHUS [???], by the great personal sacrifice of His Divine Grace, Srila A. C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada, Founder/Acharya of ISKCON and author of book KRSNA - SPOG.


Is O.K., no?


We can't even begin to to take a so called Ritvik Guru philosophy seriously because we do not find it discussed in even one Bhaktivedanta Purport, what to speak of detailed and repeated discussion in several Purports.


Wow! 🚓


O.K. Next - 💪

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Prabhupada directly instructed in a letter that he wanted his disciples to become ISKCON, Vedic, scholars and earn this title Bhaktivedanta as a hereditary title.

Also, Lord Caitanya says: amar anjay guru haya, on my order, you become guru.

Vaisesika Das, ISKCON Minister of Sankirtan, said we should earn these titles and use them. Show the world our quality of education.


We feel His Holiness H. P. Bhaktivedanta Swami is quite pretentious, for us. Maybe some other devotees in ISKCON merit it?

We feel like we can survive, do practical service, with H. H. Hanumat presaka Swami [Bh. Ved].


What do you think?