CCD Doubts

9 years, 1 month ago by Caitanya candrodaya das in Personal Sadhana Reports

Hare krishna Dear Gurudeva! 

Algtsp! 

Pamho! 

Dear Gurudeva in this moments i write to u cuz i really need u and  i know that i didnt report myself  for a long time, sometines i dont want to write to u cuz i feel that u have so many things to do maybe i´m wrong to think in this way, i feel so confused . i´m sorry pls forgive me .

I have passed for many trouble situations after been in Mayapur , i got really sick , i felt depressed for not been in mayapur, my health situation is not good now, and so on ! i´m not feeling good and  sometimes i would like to disappear from this world!

Maybe i have all this problem  cuz i´m not chanting 16 rounds and i dont have a good sadhana but i dont feel inspired anymore for anybody, i feel like dead , even i dont want to go to the temple cuz there r  many fights  and problems what does everybody to go away. 

I like and love to do kirtan for Radha Madhana Bihari in the temple and  i try to keep myself in this service but sometines no one is there, i ask myself that is happening to the devotees ? what the authorities are doing ? Are they a devotees or a demons ? what is going on ? why the authorities r not taking care of the devotees ? what to do ?

Dear Gurudeva i don´t want to bother u with all this problem but  i don´t  know to whom to talk. pls help me. 

Vanca kalpa ! 

Ys Caitanya Candrodaya Das.

ASA - There are problems in the Temples. Some of the authorities are acting like demons. The nation is corrupt... This is the material world. There is one good thing - just by chanting Hare Krsna one can escape all this and go to Goloka. Krsna wants to help you but you have your mouth tight closed. The only way to open it is to chant 16-sincere rounds If you can breath you can chant. Take a vow to chant 4-rounds a day for five days and write us with the Blog news.

India Recap!

9 years, 1 month ago by sarita108 in Personal Sadhana Reports

Dear Gurudev,

 Please accept my humble obeisances, all Glories to Srila Prabhupad!

I saw a few clips of you dancing ecstatically in the Kirtan Mela in Mayapur—it felt so great to see you so active. I hope your health has caught up with your enthusiasm (in other words, hope you are feeling great).

I just came back from India and tried to absorb as much energy as possible from Vrindavan. Went to mangal aarti every morning, finished rounds, and then headed to the rest of the temples daily.

 I went on parkrima marg [on foot and stopped at all the temples along the way (Gopeshwara, Kaliya ghat, Keshi ghat, Imli tree mandir, Radha Raman, Vamsivat etc. )

I had the purifying experience of   getting my maha-prasad stolen from monkeys a few times.

I had a wee  bit of an accident with a rickshaw- it ran into me and left a few scratches on my face, but since it happened in Vrindaban, it was a relishable experience as well.

Also drove to Govardhan and offered sincere respects to the divine kunds. Radha kund was especially sweet. I think Nidhivan was one of the best experiences. I went to the temple there (with the bed) and the pandit gave me a good smack with peacock feathers six or seven times and "bestowed" the "dancing power in kirtans" ....that's verbatim what the priest said...what a blessing for all it's worth! 

It was an ineffable experience. I pray to Sri Sri Radha Shyam for the energy and enthusiasm to please Srila Prabhupad and yourself. I also pray for your good health, and momentum to carry out Lord Chaitanya's mission as you so desire. I hope I can keep this feeling up here in the US. The separation mood from the dham is already trickling in.

Well Gurudev, I wish I could have seen you in Vrindaban but perhaps another time when Krishna deems appropriate. I hope you have a wonderful and enchanting time in Vrindaban and India. 

Please keep me engaged in your service, please keep me sheltered at your lotus feet, and thank you for your causeless mercy.

Your aspiring servant,

Sarita 

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Hp Swami - Hare Krsna! You don't have to go back to godhead. You are already there! Give mercy! !

Sankirtana

Todas las Glorias a Srila Prabhupada y su Sankirtana eterno!!!!

Hare Krsna Guru Maharaj, reciba mis reverencias, seguimos acá en Huancayo, en tramites, papeles y cosas parecidas. 

Hicimos Sankirtan para el día de Gaura Purnima y distribui 12 libros pequeños y 5 Bhagavad - Gitas. 

Me estoy proponiendo a mejorar mi Sankirtana y distribuir más  libros y enseñar a otros devotos y personas a que se unan a esta sagrada misión, parece que comprare una cantidad de libros, espero sea así.

Con mi esposa Nadiya Nivasi pondremos un negocio de venta de comida "Prasadhan", sera algo pequeño, para no descuidar nuestro Sankirtana y nuestro Sadhana.

Para el mes de mayo tendremos disponible 3 terrenos de mi padre para sembrar y construir una pequeña casa o base de descanso, a lo cual mi esposa podra vivir ahí con su prima y la madre Laksmi, para que la acompañen cuando yo este viajando de sankirtana, a Nadiya Nivasi le gusta mucho el campo y sembrar, a su prima también y a la madre Laksmi también.

También pensamos en la Apicultura "Criar abejas" y obtener miel.

Nuestro Sadhana marcha bien, 5 am Mangal Artik, 16 rondas y algo más, 4 principios, Srimad - Bhagavatam canto 2, cap. 2,  Krsna Book  cap. 2.

También me regalaron otra Salagrama Sila, un miembro más de la familia y a nuestras Jagannath, Balarama y Subhadra las hemos refaccionado y pintado. Ahi le envío unas fotos.

Bueno Guru Maharaj me despido, Hare Krsna.

Gadai Gauranga Das

Hp Swami - Hare Krsna! Your report is wonderful. Our seems very full of the variety of Krsna consciousness. Start training people! Saligram sila is like a baby you can't put it aside when become "tired" of it! Hope your Yatra expands!

.Hate Krishna!

9 years, 1 month ago by keninbali in Personal Sadhana Reports
Dear Swamiji, PAMHO, AGTSP. This is bhakta Ken from Berkeley, now I'm in Bali. I had to sign up again because I had problems with my email. Maharaj the devotees here in Bali would very much like to have your trancendental association. I am always being asked when you will come to Bali. I was wondering ing that would you come if I sent you a ticket? Also the Temple authorities are asking me how to contact you so that they can recommend me for initiation. Your servant, Bhakta Ken HpS - Hare Krsna! You can see from the Blog, Calendar that we are booked until August. Then we have to evaluate the results and plan. Basically we are getting too old for this hard travel, but we hope to visit Bali through books. They call write us at - [email protected]. SANKIRTAN!

HAPPY GOURA POURNIMA 2016!!!!

9 years, 1 month ago by Panca tattva das in Personal Sadhana Reports
AgtSP,Pamho... Haré Krishna Gurudev!!! I hope and desire you recibe this letter with good health and in auspicious moment. Thanks for asking about our family situation..Actualy my mother, sister and brother apreciate Very much our ocupatión...especialy my mother shes always saying that shes proud of me She always asks if threre is new publicaciones and during SP maratona she distribute some books at work..Last maraton we stay at home a couple of days with other devotes and my mother wanted to wash ouf cloths, the devote said:No is Ok I'Il wassh them..so my mother said "please let me wash them so I purificate too"" She is always doing things that shows shes devotion...and I always think that she is more devote that I am... When I asosiate with my mother y realize that before being a devote I must be a good human being.My father is not so favorable but he is acepting more an more with time passes.. Generaly when Im in Sankirtana I give to people the local temple contact.But now I'm creating a Contact list so they can keep in touch, we have one devote that is helping with our office work.we want to generate a program for skt contacts with some basic clases in web with options of doing some questions and build some relationships.. Sankirtan is an ocean of Néctar!!!! Were I can easely find Krsna in people and try to develop compasion, pacience, austerity,surrender, etc...I wish I never give up book distribución..please pray for me GM..Jai Srila Prabhupada!!!! HARE KRISHNA.. ALWAYS PRAYING FOR GOURA NITAY ,SP AND YOURS MERCY TO KEEP ON THIS PATH... your servant and asistant.. Ptd.. HpS - Very nice news. We are in Spain then home for two months. Is it time to focus on training Sankirtan men more than doing Sankirtan personally? Do you read the DTCs?

urgente!! ter kadamba devi dasi. (buenos aires)

9 years, 1 month ago by bhaktina teresa in Personal Sadhana Reports
Todas las glorias a sri sri gaura nitay tlgsp y mis respetuosas reverencias a usted gm guru maharaja como se encuentra? Disculpe mi carta en español solo queria contarle un poco de mi vida(claro hablar de mi haha) anteriormente yo envie una carta quizá no se envio, o debido a mi ansiedad no puedo esperar. quiero pedirle perdon por no haber asistido cuando vino a buenos aires, yo estaba haciendo la adoracion de las deidades en diciembre-enero y me enferme nuevamente del estomago!!! Los doctores dijeron que es cronico, entonces tengo una dieta. ya no hago adoracion de la deidad y no quiero comprometer a las autoridades y luego abandonar, mi mayor deseo es seguir atendiendo a gaura nitay pero en mi estado voy comenzar por ayudar a los pujaris o limpiar algo en el templo. esta semana comenzaron mis estudios y estoy feliz!!!! sigo con mucha mente, me cuesta cambiar y no tengo nada de humildad, por eso mis 16 rondas no son tan buenas. Me exigo en los 4 principios. siempre estoy obligandome y eso no me gusta, soy exigente conmigo misma y con las personas, no puedo evitar tener mal caracter y no puedo ser mas dulce, eso hace que me canse fisica y mentalmente. leyendo todas las mañanas antes de salir a la calle y entrar a estudiar Con paciencia!!!!!! ¿gm como puedo dejar mi exigencia mental, y cantar las rondas y el gayatri con mejor conciencia? ¿como evito las personas que quieren causar problemas y ofensas? estoy haciendo titeres para dos templos en el norte de europa (suecia y finlandia) es un proyecto y los voy a enviar..ellos estan muy agradecidos y krsna ksetra swami tambien, alli escucharon sus clases sobre puppets!!! Yo le pido sus bendiciones para tener fuerza en esta vida hermosa tan dificil que es para mi, soy tan debil y tan distraida que necesito estar constantemente obligandome. PD: estuve en el monasterio santa clara! Esas monjas son un ejemplo para mi. Porfavor acepte mis respetuosas reverencias y perdone mis ofensas. Ss ter kadamba dd. HpS - Translate.google.com You can read in the DTC that we are suffering great stress also. So the answer is improve your Bhakti Yoga. Then the stress will not impede your service. Get up early and get your rounds done! It works. Your can advance as quickly as you desire. Engage your bad stomach and mind in Krsnas service and they will become good tools. Then you can leave them and go to your eternal friend.