Hare Krishna Dear Gurudeva,

Please accept my obeisances at Your Lotus Feet.

HpS/ASA - Agt your lotus feet!

All Glory to Srila Prabhupada!!!

ASA - !

I am very well here, with some challenges but always attached to Srila Prabhupada. I am currently in the South (Patagonia), with my parents—they are well but getting older. My father is one year younger than You, and my mother is 72 years old. They are doing fine, thank Krishna.

I feel good to be here. My health is fine, and the climate where I am is very dry and hardly rains, which suits me very well.

I am studying law at university, right across from my parents' house. I have promoted some classes, and it’s interesting.

The kirtans are going well; the quality varies but there are very good moments. The principles are good, of course with challenges but alright—always reading and singing Bhajans.

I am very grateful to Srila Prabhupada for the Vaishnava worldview, the clarity with which He transmits it through His books, and the realizations His words bring.

I remain quite hermit-like in my path, postponing some things I desire but which have not yet materialized. I believe it’s just a matter of time. I go swimming twice a week. Basically, that’s my day-to-day: kirtans, studying, being with my parents, and swimming.

Sometimes I struggle with screens [?}; I lose a lot of time—they stimulate material Rasa, jaja—but we can observe it and return to Bhajan, feeling that other Rasa, that joy for a while, until pride takes over again, and we fall into that spiral. But Krishna teaches us and doesn’t leave us.

I really enjoy participating in Your Gotomeeting program in the mornings, seeing and singing with You and the devotees. Thank you always for everything.

Always at Your Service,

Adi Yajña Das

HpS - Many, many thanks!!! Your Brother??

Whatever progress we make is eternal, no?

Maybe we will take birth again in this material world, but maybe with Nimai in Nadia, in a family that will inspire us in more intimate, practical, service from the very beginning. Maybe your whole family will be there!

Nimai!

What are "pantallas"??????

Why not many photos of everything and everyone?

Hare Krishna Querido Gurudeva.

Por Favor acepte mis reverencias a Sus Pies de Loto.

Toda Gloria Srila Prabhupada!!!

Aquí estamos muy bien, con desafíos pero siempre apegados a Srila Prabhupada, me encuentro en el Sur (Patagonia), estoy con mis padres, están bien pero ya son grandes, Mi padre tiene un año menos que Usted, y mi Madre con 72 años, están bien gracias a Krishna, me siento bien por estar aquí. La salud mía bien, el clima es muy seco donde estoy y prácticamente no llueve, y eso me sienta muy bien, estoy estudiando en la universidad Abogacía, queda justo en frente de la casa de mis padres, promocione algunas materias, y es interesante. Las Rondas están bien , la calidad varia pero con momentos muy buenos, Los principios bien, claro con desafíos pero bien, como siempre leyendo y cantando Bhajams. Muy agradecido a Srila Prabhupada por la cosmovisión Vaishnava, la claridad con la que nos la transmite en Sus libros, y las realizaciones que dan sus palabras, sigo muy ermitaño, en mi camino, posponiendo algunas cosas que deseo, pero que no se han dado, pero pienso que es solo tiempo, voy a natación dos veces por semana. Básicamente ese es mi Dia a Dia , Rondas, Estudio, Estar con mis Padres, y nadar. Con las pantallas tengo desafío a veces pierdo mucho tiempo, estimulan el Rasa material, jeje, pero lo podemos observar y volvemos hacia el Bhajam y sentimos el otro Rasa, esa alegría por algún tiempo, hasta que nos volvemos orgullosos, y de vuelta a esa espiral, pero bien Krishna nos enseña y no nos deja.

Disfruto mucho de participar de Su programa de gotomeeting en la mañana y poder verlo y cantar con Usted y los Devotos. Gracias por Todo Siempre

A Su Servicio Siempre Adi Yajña Das

Hare Krisna Maharaja, Todas las glorias a Srila Prabhupada 🙏🏽 Soy Narayani G. Devi Dasi.

Necesito su ayuda con respecto a su discípulo Vijaya Govinda Das 

Desde hace un tiempo vengo escuchando cosas que está diciendo de mí y de nuestra separación.. quiero contarle a través de este medio todo lo que pasé y lo que me llevó a tramitar legalmente el divorcio, y no solo una simple separación.

HpS / ASA - AgtSP, Thank you, Prabhu. This media is like the devotees who come up around the speaker after a Sunday Feast lecture and wish to talk about more specific topics and not things that new guests and others would want to hear and discuss.

We are trying to discuss these things in a private WhatsApp group with Anandamaya Das, and Rohini kumara Das as a neutral Grhastha approved by both, since as Sannyasis, even though Diksa Guru under Srila Prabhupada's authority, we certainly have some very real personal concern for the situation. We just made AmD an Administrator in the Group so you might participate as you wish. Of course, we are trying to be in good correspondence with Vijay govinda Das and Mother Madhava priya Devi Dasi, whom we understand as Temple President of the Center in Uruguay (or is it Paraguay?).

Let us go ahead and look at your letter. We will certainly edit it and comment if we feel some things are too particular for this Group and should be handled in the above mentioned Group.

Really don't think this place is best for a dialog between participants.

Many participants may chose to just not proceed beyond this point as they chose. Maybe having enough problems just like yours of their own! 🙂

This material world is a joke for the pure spirit soul!

En mi carta anterior mencioné que no quería exponer todos los motivos públicamente pero creo que es conveniente dada la situación. A la vez me gustaría que le pida por favor a su discípulo que me deje en paz.

Él está diciendo a todos los devotos que yo lo engañé estando juntos, pero nuestra separación se dio mucho antes del divorcio… lastimosamente los trámites llevaron un buen tiempo y por fin salió el 02/06/25, antes de eso y a pesar de nuestra separación sin divorcio yo nunca salí con otra persona en un humor sentimental. 

Le envío copia del documento del Divorcio.

Desde los primeros años juntos, él demostró tener problemas con el control de sus emociones, temas que su familia conocía.. y desde siempre fue muy difícil para los dos ponernos de acuerdo en cualquier decisión importante q debíamos tomar.

Él me informó que sufría de depresión y tenía tendencias suicidas, y que ya había intentado quitarse la vida antes… información que no tome con la debida importancia. Creí que con cariño y servicio devocional juntos, eso podría desaparecer. Cuando él se frustraba en cualquier ámbito de su vida (discusiones entre nosotros, su trabajo o sus estudios) él me amenazada que quería suicidarse y buscaba la forma de hacerlo y tenía actos de furia e ira donde rompía muebles; golpeaba y tiraba cosas al piso, gritaba y a veces hasta se golpeaba a sí mismo. Eso me causaba temor y desesperación constante y fue así que le llegué a decir que nunca tendríamos hijos.. lo que me causó mucho dolor ya que mi idea de casarme era formar una linda familia en CK,

ASA - 🤔

pero teniendo a mi lado a un esposo inestable mentalmente, lo veía imposible ya que no soy lo suficientemente fuerte como para sobrellevar la carga de ser madre y además tener que sopórtalo a él en sus crisis diarias. 

Con el tiempo empecé a enfermar físicamente. Mi madre que es psicóloga me ayudó bastante a entender la razón de esos dolores, fui al doctor y no encontraron la causa.. y entendimos que estaba somatizando frustraciones.

Más adelante también empecé a encerrarme en mi misma… y caí en depresión.. sus crisis depresivas ya eran crisis de ambos. Solo quería dormir y llorar.

En esas crisis que él tenía también me pedía constantemente que me divorcie, que yo era cobarde por no hacerlo; y muchas otras cosas más.. todo esto nos llevó a separarnos, y hace más de un año vivíamos en cuartos separados. 

En más de una ocasión él me dijo que ni yo ni nadie lo conocía en realidad, que yo no dimensionaba de lo que él podía ser capaz… que él no estaba mentalmente bien… 

Ya separados este año yo tuve que salir de casa de mis padres donde vivíamos, porque los trámites del divorcio estaban encaminados pero no podía pedirle que se marchara, por miedo a que se autolesione o atente con la vida de mi familia o me ataque en una de sus crisis. Sé lo impredecible que es por sus problemas psicológicos y traté de ser lo más cuidadosa posible, así que avisé a mis padres y me fui esperando que él también saliera de ahí por su cuenta, para yo poder volver.. tardó varios meses en salir y en ese tiempo no pude ver a mis padres como antes. 

Más adelante prometió pagarme un dinero que me debía y hasta hoy en día no lo ha hecho. 

En el templo de Asunción a donde yo iba , varías veces expresé que lo nuestro no estaba funcionando…ya que me veían a veces llorar o no podía ir a hacer servicio, y más de una vez las autoridades del templo me recomendaron que me divorcie; y como también tienen los datos de nuestras cartas astrales ; llegaron a mencionar que en futuro íbamos a separarnos. 

Otros devotos y devotas solo me decían q el matrimonio era así y que debía aguantar.. pero nadie sabía en detalle todo lo que yo estaba viviendo. 

En una ocasión escribí a una madre mayor discípula de usted para que por favor hable con su esposo y con usted para que puedan hacer algo para ayudar a VGD, ya que me amenazaba todo el tiempo, y tenia temor de que se quitaría la vida pronto…. Mi gran error creo que fue no querer exponer demasiado nuestros problemas y cuando pedía ayuda nadie dimensionaba que yo ya no podía sola con él.

En un intento de disminuir sus crisis; él trató de ir al psicólogo pero después de la primera sesión nunca más fue. 

El año pasado fui a india y después de mucho rogarle y llorarle que vayamos juntos, decidió acompañarme. 

Creí que después de ese viaje QUIZA podrían mejorar nuestra vida pero no pasó así.. 

Gracias a Krishna mi divorcio está hecho legalmente en mi país... y me gustaría que me dejen en paz.. yo traté siempre de no molestar a nadie ni meterme en la vida ajena.

Lastimosamente sigo decepcionándome cada vez más de las autoridades del templo de Asunción ya que no les basta con hablar mal de todos los que van a templo incluyéndome a mí y a Vijay, y Vijay mismo lo sabe... ahora pasaron al nivel de querer perjudicar a otros devotos.

Disculpe por favor que haya usado este medio para expresarme pero necesito su ayuda.

Deseando que nuestro Señor Sri Krisna lo proteja siempre, me despido de usted muy atentamente.

NGDD.

HpS/ASA - Wow! Oooof! Let us write in English and then you can use Translate.Google.com to translate. I remember we met in the Transit area when you both were returning from India. Vijaya govinda Das was recovering from some intense anxiety attack, and had taken some help from the medical staff in the airport.

We are too far away from this situation to offer practical, detailed advice. We are just trying to help a little with the four or five communities here in Middle Tennessee with a physical visit for four weeks etc.

Next Vijaya Das may come back and make some contrasting description of the situation from his perspective.

We, and I guess this forum, cannot offer much more to this in practical advice.

We might have been more involved with our limited strength but it didn't happen.

Our obligation is to act as Diksa Guru in ISKCON for AMD and for that we are discussing in the Private Group.

We feel that as Diksa guru we must be involved with these formal varna ashrama relations, such as marriage etc.

When that is lacking we feel that we all are not capable of acting on the real Brahmnical platform that the Parampara we represent requires.

Worshipping Silas, wearing Brahminical threads, is a challenge that Srila Prabhupada directly in his purports delays or limits for his Western disciples like us who have not been born in Brahmana families until we have demonstrated that we have come to that level.

So, we pretty much want to put an end to this discussion in this forum with comment that details of all of this from different perspectives has not been presented here, but anyone who wants to know more for positive help can certainly contact the individuals involved, and we are certain that this process is wonderful for making the very best progress in dealing with the reactions that we have from previous lives!!!

Please, Guru Maharaja, accept my humble and respectful obeisances at your lotus feet. You are so merciful! You give us thousands of opportunities to purify ourselves, to listen to you, and I, for so many stupid reasons stemming from my bad karma, fail to take advantage of them.

All glories to Srila Prabhupada!!! All glories to You my adored Spiritual master!!!

Today I woke up at 2. My body has gotten used to it, (due to his mercy Gurudeva and that of the devotees who taught me by example), to wake up at this hour, I feel calm, in peace, I can sing calmly. Sometimes Franco also wakes up at the moment, but especially at 5 he comes to greet us. He rests in his work workshop he is building.

I always put a cell phone in a very high window from where I send a signal to another phone that is inside the house. So I can connect by being inside the house. The phone that Watsap has is the one that I go up to the high window almost like the roof of the house and that sends a signal. Today, foolishly, I thought: I am going to concentrate well on singing rounds and then I look at the messages. And you had done the Goto program!

I thought about the importance of time. Today is the appearance of Srila Bhaktivinoda Thakur!!! I love his songs, his devotion!! I infinitely thank you and Srila Prabhupada! Thanks to you we can honor these days! But one day as important as today, I lost your Gurudeva association at the most beautiful and quiet time for me. How can I wait to sing only the Holy Name?... I just have to run after you! I was very stupid. But I learned this: I should never think that I can. It is only thanks to his blessing that I can sing with determination. Gopal used to wake up quickly but now, sometimes, I have to fight to wake him up and I don't want to bother him either, I wish he was something beautiful and natural for him. It's amazing, but when he falls asleep early he wakes up alone.

You are so merciful, GuruMaharaja, that you are present on these applications like WhatsApp to stay in touch with Your disciples. Before, I had gotten used to doing everything alone, due to my lack of internet connection, but also to the temple. There is a program here twice a month, on Sundays. We never go! Because on Sundays the buses pass every one or two hours, and Franco doesn't want to go because of that and worries a lot about me going alone because waiting for the bus there is dangerous; there are no people. So that's why I don't go. I resigned myself to doing everything at home; I know that's okay too. Because I resigned myself to this, I think maybe that's why my mind got used to thinking that I can do it alone.

This could be a response to your instruction that we go to the Sandya Artik to the temple!

I used to suffer a lot from this situation because in Peru I was so used to being with devotees. But then I was glad to understand that my Govinda put me in this situation, and it's perfect for me now. So I try to make the most of what I can. But these imperfections in my mind can arise, like believing I can do it alone. Today Govinda showed me this. He is always so merciful!! He always gives us opportunities to learn! ❤️

I hope you recover Gurumaharaja! of his throat and the headache... I can only continue singing for you. Thank you eternal for being our spiritual teacher. Today after singing basic rounds and while I started singing Sri Guru Astaka, I fell asleep for 30 minutes and when I woke up I saw: You had done Japa Joe!! I'm very sorry, but I learned: I can't do it alone! Please forgive me if I committed an offense in this letter, unintentionally:

Japa Prati Jalpa Radha Devi dasi

HpS/ASA - Thank you for this news. We could not read all of it, but we are not the only Monkeys in this Circus!!!

Hare Krsna, guru maharaja, please accept my humble Obeisances and all glories to Srila Prabhupada. 

Guru Maharaja, Thank you so much for your efforts in the WhatsApp group.You are so kind to do this .I am fortune to receive your chanting videos and other sharing every day.

HpS/ASA - Thanks, agtSP, also to Srinivasa Das who did such practical work to investigate it and set it up.

Thanks to the Administrators of each Group in the Community.

We discovered that if we go to Settings in the Chat area of WhatsApp we have the option to make our phone number private.

After 5 years, Indian visas for Chinese citizens have resumed, and we are planning to spend a few months in Vrindavan. I haven't been to India before. We seek your blessings and guidance. 

HpS/ASA - 😿

Such wonderful news! So wonderful! Hope you can take the dust of Sri Vrndavana Dhama on your head. Hope your esteemed husband rubs some on your head. Hope you can offer some and water from the Yamuna to your esteemed parents and grandparents and everyone who you love and who has helped you become the upright persona that you are.

The place we are living now is a small city, but natural and simple, Dali, Yunnan Province. This place, there are national parks and herbs used for Chinese medicine. Apparently high altitude gives more strength to herbs and roots. I have been doing Traditional Chinese Treatments for some years. Acupuncture is really beneficial for harmonizing and energizing effect on mind and body. Meanwhile, Through my job, I see people suffering so much physically and mentally. Then they have to spend so much money and time to make themsevles feel better. We try to help them, inviting them to home program. This summer, H. H. Indradyumna Swami, He came to Dali ,5-day programs, it's inspiring. Last year, I got initiation yajña in Bali temple with other devotees. Sorry guru maharaja, after a long time, i write this letter.

Please forgive my offence during the service, I'm a such fallen soul, and Maya is so powerful.Without your shelter, I can't survive.

Trying to be sincere servant

Vanara-rani Anjana DD 

HpS - Thank you. So very nice to hear from you. I feel so strongly attracted to China. Of course, we were born on Guam. Must be some connection with China from previous life. Of course, I have heard, and you must know, that some aspects of Chinese culture are among the worst in the world 😆

China is so big, such variety, must be number one in many things! Light of the Bhagavata can shine very nicely there, no?

Please keep nice diary of your travels and report. If you are pure then while you are traveling with your husband, Krsna will send many innocent people for you to meet and enlighten. Lead them to Srila Prabhupada's books.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dali_Town,_Yunnan

https://www.google.com/maps/place/Dali,+Yunnan,+China/@25.5722955,99.9011481,10z/data=!3m1!4b1!4m6!3m5!1s0x3727b8a355da57b7:0xdc4ea8f6c9d7b856!8m2!3d25.6064799!4d100.26764!16zL20vMDF6c25m?entry=ttu&g_ep=EgoyMDI1MDkwMy4wIKXMDSoASAFQAw%3D%3D

🐵

Hare Krishna, my dear and always remembered Gurumaharaja 🙏🏻

Please accept my sincere obeisances 🙏🏻

All glories to our savior Srila Prabhupada 🙏🏻

HpS/ASA - AgtSP!!!

Dear Gurumaharaja, I hope you are in good health. I always see you well. Although I know you are always smiling for us, your students in the spiritual life.

Gurumaharaja, I apologize for not being able to join the GoTo program these past few weeks, but since the last time I spoke to you, my life has been like a whirlwind, and for now I'm happy about it. I have a few things to tell you; I'll try to summarize:

ASA - 🐵 🐵 🐵

By Radharani's arrangement, we got a larger space to spend the summer season. We are in a village very close to NVM. We'll probably return to NVM in the winter because the owner of the house doesn't want us to install a fireplace (God's arrangements?).

I was accepted for a temporary job (6 months) at the town hall, cleaning in the villages near Brihuega. I am very grateful to Radha Govinda Chandra for the opportunity to collect.

HpS - Super!

I left my service caring for the 92-year-old devotee. We took care of him for two years. It's time to step back and allow others to collect (I feel incredible peace not being responsible for someone else's life).

I still maintain my service at the inn (I really enjoy working with Jambula; he always reminds me of you. Jambula is organized, not a Hare Krishna fanatic; he's protective; he's one of the few best godbrothers I have). I also keep the mini-room so I can rest (I think a woman should always keep her room in her family's home, for safety. Even though I'm married, etc., I'm a single woman in a foreign country and continent).

WHAT AM I?

ASA - WHO.... are you! 😃

Gurumaharaja, I've been analyzing my life in this material world, the various jobs/services I've performed, and I'm still not clear on exactly WHAT AM I? I remember the first time I spoke to you, you asked me, "WHO ARE YOU?" and when I told you my name, you told me YOU ARE A SPIRITUAL SOUL, WE ARE SERVANT DOGS OF SRILA PRABHUPADA (and you showed me the kanti saying that it was our leash) I was very shocked. Every so often that I meditate on the subject I ask you, another day you told me YOU ARE BRAHMANA (my father and brothers are lawyers) VAYSHA (my mother and her family are business merchants) AND SUDRA (we all are) I asked the same question to several devotees and some said "I am a brahmana, I am future vanaprastha (oh no!), I am a leader, I am a grihastra, etc etc" I am not very clear at what stage or what I really am, BUT I know that now I HAVE TO COLLECT.

I've worked as a teacher (15 years), ASA - Brahmani

a waitress in a bar, ASA - Sudra (survive each day!)

my dad's secretary, managed my mom's family business, I'm a wife, I was a pujari for over 10 years, etc., and now a cleaning laborer, ... and I feel tired of EVERYTHING... Once you told me "you're an old soul, you've lived through almost everything before."

In Vrindavan they told me "you're a Westerner, contaminated, you only chant HARE KRISHNA and take prasadam." I feel that THAT ANSWER is the essence of my existence. And one day you told me, "You are my third-class disciple." That's the answer that makes me feel completely happy (whenever I remember you, I AM HAPPY).

HpS - Third class?????? I don't know what that means. You seems to be doing pretty good as an affectionate mother to whomever you meet. Nice person. Someone easy for everyone to love.

Current world is a mess!!!!! Have your noticed! Relatively speaking ISKCON is pretty good. In some respects it is good in that it does not deceive people too much into thinking that it is great.

So, your life is materially chaotic and it is going to get more so. At 77 years plus, mine gets more more chaotic daily. I have control over smaller and smaller world but.... that is GREAT! Sages and Sagginis pray for Kali yuga. No way to get attached to anything more than 27% and just pause and chant:

Hare Krsna

.. in the presence of your Bead Bag. [Keep it nearby, tied up all day] and you are a liberated soul and you are going more and MORE and M O R E back to Goloka.

1. So, keep chanting more and more.
2. Look more and more for Sankirtan Partners in whatever institutional relationship.
3. Be ready to grab the mercy when it passes.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ozX0KazFoDk

INDIA

VRINDAVAN, EXTERNALLY, IS VERY SIMILAR TO PERU... BUT IT IS A SPIRITUAL PERU... Vrindavan is a place I would like to return to... RADHARANI❤️ I think I saw my Gopal in the form of a child in some places in Vrindavan (am I going crazy?).

HpS - Yes.

I had many beautiful experiences and experiential teachings in my short time in India. I felt like I had lived there before. I dressed as a man, and when I went out on the streets, I felt so natural... Wow! Thanks to the monkeys and motorcycle horns, I was able to realize I was in the material world... RADHE RADHE❤️ Without her, nothing happens! RADHE is the queen of everything and everyone!

SPAIN

Gurumaharaja would like to ask you to pray. Please have the mercy to visit us soon in New Vrajamandala (NVM). Gurumaharaja, without you, I feel like I don't want to be in this place anymore... I feel so alone without you... When I clean the NVM staircase, I remember your feet stepping on each step and I get so emotional!!! I remember you staying at NVM and the service I receive seems so beautiful... I beg you, please have the mercy to visit us again... 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 We will organize everything better than the last time you visited us. We will welcome the godbrothers with more devotion. Please 🙏🏻 We are an HpS team at NVM Yugala, Tarangakshi and I (it's only because of you that I'm still at NVM)

Missing and remembering you every day

In vain, trying to be your third-class disciple

Yasoda Devi Dasi

May Lord Nrisimha continue to protect you 🙏🏻

HpS - We only plan to chant HK. Dream a lot of Sankirtan. Act as a sleep walker in the sensual world.

Seems that we will be Camped in Nila-madhava Dhama, Houston, ISKCON, until December, with another visit to ISKCON Nashville in November. Maybe another in January on the way to Spain. Stay for some time with my heart meds, then go with Yadu Swami to India/Radha Kunda.

Of course, Putin may start a nuclear war, but seems likely because that would stop the internet, and FOX Communications Corporation would not like that!!!

Please, adorado Gurumaharaja, accept my humble obeisances to your lotus feet ,🌹💐💐🌹💐🌹💐🌹🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

All Glories To Srila Prabhupada!!!

All glories to You, mi adored Spiritual Master!

I wanted to respond to your comment that you made to me telling me that you can only be our Guru siksha diksha, if we accept Srila Prabhupada as our personal Guru Uthama Adhikari

Yes, Gurumaharaja. It is a great honor to have Srila Prabhupada as my Guru uthama Adikari. Just reading, hearing His name, makes me ecstatically happy!

I believe He is always the Guru of all sincere devotees because we simply accept His books as our supreme authority. But it is thanks to You, GuruMaharaja, that we are able to understand and love those books! Because this is revealed knowledge. It is not just theoretical or academic. By serving You, we are able to love this movement, this process, this blissful life. That is why I honor You so much, but also because of the love that is naturally born in our hearts for You. There is nothing to say, it just is born, grows, blossoms, and keeps blossoming more and more, as happens to me when I read the books of His Divine Grace. It is a personal contact with Him, He speaks to us with so much love! And our love for Him grows more and more. This is spiritual life!!! It increases all the time, it is not something still. It is always increasing, as You told us happens in Goloka... it is always increasing! I can feel this in my heart and understand thanks to You, As Srila Prabhupada said: It requires nothing but sincerity.

Tomorrow is the appearance ceremony of Srimati Radha Rani! I will be able to celebrate because of you, GuruMaharaja, and because of Srila Prabhupada! This is what I see, I can celebrate, I can remember, honor, love, all because of you! I feel so fortunate! I have no words... What is one or a million thanks? I want to do something to give back... I am so limited... but Krsna is not limited! I only surrender to the dust of your feet, Gurudev, and so I can continue surrendering to the dust of Srila Prabhupada's lotus feet, and so to the entire parampara. That is why I want to continue honoring you, but also because you are the way you are, you with your dedication, humility and so many of your qualities, make us surrender. Srila Prabhupada speaks of the importance of surrender in the preface to Caitanya Caritamrita that I was able to read thanks to you. Only through you will I be able to love, to feel love for Govinda, to awaken my latent love.

Without the blessing of Srimati RadhaRani, I cannot reach. Please pray to her for me. You ask me if it is good to awaken this love and like the fool that I am... I don't understand well... the only thing I can understand is that... maybe it is dangerous... because it damages your health, people will look at you like you are crazy, your family will say that you are crazy, your friends... they can move away.. you can stay "alone" but we are never alone: ​​1: it took me years and a lot of silly crying to feel that I am not alone and 2: I don't care how dangerous it is, I want to awaken my love for Govinda right now, I am willing to do anything. Now I thank you again, It is all thanks to You...I'm listening: we are to blame for Your madness" 😊 it doesn't matter, thank you for making me immensely happy!

all glories to my spiritual master who prays for me to wake up. I used the word "advance," because our beloved Acarya says in the Nectar of Devotion: "...it will be revealed to you how to advance further...and although I am not capable of achieving that alone, I ask for Your merciful help.

Please forgive any offense in this letter."

Japa Prati Jalpa Radha Devi Dasi

PST data: I sent these letters the day before Radha Astami, but I checked today and noticed some errors in the Google translation. So, to try to express my feelings as best as possible, I edited them today. Please forgive me, Gurudeva, if I have caused you any inconvenience.

HpS/ASA - Thank you for your letters and Sentiments. We made most of our little comments in the other Blog Post. Thank you.

Thank you for your glorification of Srila Prabhupada. That really gives us and I guess all other readers of these Posts and comments very heartfelt, eternal nutrition.

It, the sun, is at 7.43 after the meridian here in Murfreesboro, Tennessee. Fall seems to be starting and we have to use the heater at night.

We spent three hours with Abhaya today working on NIOS accounts. One hour walking in the forest by the river with NgD.

Now our eyes are starting to defocus from the strain of writing, so we should stop.

At 8PM we will join NgD and the Sri Sri Radha Natabara evening Zoom sanga. Now Gayatri. See you in Gayatri!