Letters to the editor

I'm afraid that my japa is still cut, a thousand excuses not get it to be continuous, uncut.
Varuna normal, barely see, and Virginia only cause me problems, you may need to be a long time without seeing Varuna and the truth is that scares me a little because I am very difficult to control my mind in that situation, but I learning to have a more global vision, or so I would like.
They really need my japa is continuing to be well, I know very well, and I wish you much, but I can not.
My mind makes problems eat my day, my steps, plans and the truth, I'm trying to break a stone wall, fought with everything and just look away all that is around me. I do not think that is bad, but it affects me.
My brother needs my help on the ground at 100 km W of farm madrid, Varuna need me and I him, and I can not end under any order to do my duty well, not even sure I can see Varuna 4 days a month.
I would love to take refuge in ISKCON but I can not leave my brother alone in the ground with everything he has done only by the best and highest intentions. I can not leave Varuna, and all my efforts can not solve the problems.
Yadunanda Swami said one thing that will stay with me "acts as if everything depended on you, knowing that everything depends on Krsna" ... When you throw in the towel?.
I feel betrayed Krsna not protecting me, but how can I abandon my immediate obligations?, What example would give?, How to live with myself not knowing if I did the maximum I could? ... That Krsna forgive me so I will say, I find myself unable to leave anyone, least of Varuna, so helpless. I am young, crazy, arrogant and immature, but Krsna is Almighty, He knows everything, He knows many things. He knows how I am and know I'm crazy for running to his arms, but, how can I live with my faults, my situation, my duties and my divine natural duties ?
Karma says Varuna will not learn anything from me, but he will feel admiration for me and surely will be so, but I will do what I have to do, until Providence oblige me to be somewhere else.
Is it wrong to act like this?
Maharaja forgive me if it has been long, I needed to express myself.
I see you everywhere, thanks.

Thanks you very much.

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All glories to Sri Sri Gouranga Nityananda

All Glories to Srila Prabhupada

Please accept my most humble obeisance

Here Krishna Maharaja, my name is Ignacio González. I have been trying to become a devotee here in Viña del Mar, Chile. I´m studying at the university to become a biology teacher.

 I write this letter to ask you, could you take me as your aspirant disciple? I´m not very advanced because I´m envious, but I have been really trying to change these. Maharaja I really think that I have to serve you in whatever I could be useful in your mission, you are the most expert, learned and pure devotee that I ever know, I´m sure that you are my spiritual master and my position is to serve you eternally.

I have been chanting 16 rounds a day for 2 years now, my service for the last year and a half has been cooking for the deities and giving lectures, for the last 8 month we have been running namahatta programs in my place with the help of other devotees, here in Viña del Mar.

 The last time that you bless us with your visit, here in Viña del Mar, I translated a conference for you (this is a link of a picture where we are together, I´m the one in the back that is holding your bag).

I hope that this letter has not bother you

Trying to serve you

Bh. Ignacio González.

HpS -  AGTSP!   pamho.   I am not so advanced, but I am honestly trying to control my mind and senses and by the mercy of Srila Prabhupada we have ISKCON.

If we stay in the association of devotees and follow Srila Prabhupada's program then we can conquer lust and envy.

I remember our visit to Vina, our house on the coast.

I remember we visited devotees house for Nama hatta program.

The link didn't come.

Is very nice to meet you.

Do you have much contact with Vanamali Dasi en Valparaiso and the devotees there?

Ananda shyama in Santiago stays in regular contact with us.

About initiation look at the link under Guru-tattva in the Bulletin.

O.K?

www.jayarama.us

Hare Krsna!!!!!!!!!

 All glories to Srila Prabhupada
Dear Maharaja, please accept my most respectful obeisances
 
Thank you very much for your last letter (it was published in your blog). Each letter you sent me is full of transcendental knowledge.
 I’m fine in general, but struggling (fight)  every day with my defects (anarthas)!
 
This letter is  to ask you about the possibility of publishing in Chile "Light of the Bhagavata”. You asked me to do the steps, remember? I talked to the editorial’s owner of “Editorial Cuarto Propio” and she asked me about copyright permissions.

Marisol Vera asked me questions like:

*Which would be the conditions of the publication?

*The complete financing of the book would make by Editorial Cuarto Propio?

*Whichever units would have this Chilean edition? The books in Chile are generally of 1000 units.

*Who has the rights or legal permissions of the LIGHT OF THE BHAGAVATA? (Who has the right of texts, the photography and the permission of the translators?)

*How it would be the distribution of the book? In Chile or also abroad?

* Perhaps the Chilean edition of the "Light of the Bhagavata" could be  with softcover to lower cost.

I remember you sent a letter to Hanuman Das Prabhu (Spain) about it, but we never hear back from the devotee.

Probably next week I will go to the editorial room and I will have a new interview with the owner. Chile IKSCON’s  president wants to talk to her. Marisol Vera is very nice!

In a next letter I hope to send you a report about Utsaha magazine. Prabhu Jagat Guru, Mother Kriya Sakti  and me are coordinating some important things about this magazine. Maybe this Friday, December 3, we will be a meeting in the Temple!

When do you plan to visit Chile?

To their lotus feet,

the most fallen of all,

Bhakta Rodrigo Hernandez Piceros 

HpS - ASA

Jaya.  AGTSP   paoho.  So, nice to hear from you.  We got three letters from Chile.  We were feeling very sad to hear nothing for so long!

We are in Argentina.

Yes!!!    Hanuman Prabhu seems to be very busy with other Sankirtana service!   We are also thinking to publish it in soft cover.

I think we are in Chile again in July.

If you meet her again explain that the BBT manager is in Spain and is very busy, but if she would like to publish it then we, HpS can run to catch him

If she wants to co-publish, share expenses, then we can talk in July.

99% sure that the BBT would keep all the copy rights and she could publish a fixed quantity under license.

O.K?

Krsna doesn't care so much how much you give.  He is more concerned that you are giving all you have!!

Todas las Glorias a Sri Sri Goura Nitay!

Todas las Glorias a Srila Prabupada!

Por favor acepte mis humildes reverencias.

Hare Krishna Gurudeva, esperando que se encuentre bien en el más amplio sentido, le escribo para contarle sobre mi servicio. Estamos participando junto a mi familia en el programa de Bhakti Vriksa Zona Oriente, junto a P. Janardana. Hoy justamente tenemos una conferencia que se llevara a cabo en una biblioteca en un Mall, se hará una presentación de: ¿Que es la conciencia de Krishna?. Esperamos que sea un exito y más personas puedan conocer este movimiento y a Srila Prabhupada. Mis rondas las estoy cantando más tarde de lo que me gustaria, se que es una cosa que debo mejorar. Me encuentro leyendo el canto II del SB, texto 22, Cap 4, El Proceso de la Creación. El mes anterior con mi esposa e hija, ofrecimos casi todo el mes mechitas de ghe a Sri Damorar, tambien participaron unas compañeras de escuela de mi hija,encendiendo mechitas y pidiendo deseos al Señor, y ahora quieren sus collares de Kunti, es muy lindo ver a los niños haciendo esto de manera natural y alegre. Querido Gurudeva, me gustaria en algun momento ser un digno discipulo suyo, tengo mucha maleza en mi corazon que a veces ahogan mi bhakti, me gustaria estar con Ud porque me inspira de una maravillosa forma.

Me despido Gurudeva, le estoy muy agradecido.

Su sirviente

Ekanatha Gouranda das

HpS - ASA ---  No podemos entider muy bien Castellano.  Pero TLGASP   pfanrh.  Muchas gracias sus noticias.  Aparece que tiene buena familia quien ayuda mucho en su vida espiritual. Adelante, puede ser mas y mas occupado en servicio confidential!!    Estamos en Argentina, y esta bien todo.  Claro, es una luch con Maya!

All glories to Srila Prabhupada! KI Jaya !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<img alt="" src="http://hps-d6.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/40.gif" title="" /><img alt="" src="http://hps-d6.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/40.gif" title="" /><img alt="" src="http://hps-d6.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/40.gif" title="" />

ALL glories to Sri Guru and Gauranga !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<img alt="" src="http://hps-d6.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/40.gif" title="" /><img alt="" src="http://hps-d6.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/40.gif" title="" /><img alt="" src="http://hps-d6.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/40.gif" title="" />

Dear Gurumaharaja:             <img alt="" src="http://hps-d6.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/40.gif" title="" />  <img alt="" src="http://hps-d6.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/a36.gif" title="" /><img alt="" src="http://hps-d6.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/38.gif" title="" /><img alt="" src="http://hps-d6.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/40.gif" title="" />

Hare Krishna! let me offer my MOST Respectful and humble reverence.

16 ROUNDS

4 PRINCIPLES

• Happy because my biological mother is singing the Hare Krishna mantra to provide food.Neither my father nor I will oblige. Their own initiative.<img alt="" src="http://hps-d6.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/01.gif" title="" />

• Cooking fixed service to the deity on Sundays. A mother is helping me and teaching.It has made me very happy. 3 times a month. On Sundays for breakfast from Sri Sri Gaura Nitai.<img alt="" src="http://hps-d6.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/01.gif" title="" />

• When I have traveled to Santiago Clarita mother association (Aravinda Prabhu's sister)who is very enthusiastic about his spiritual life, very determined and happy to work with the devotees.<img alt="" src="http://hps-d6.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/a09.gif" title="" />

• My father has been in the process of composing music for the universal form, but sometimes he is feel that a service is too high for him. He is reading Prabhupada's books,a vegetarian food and offers its Krishna.<img alt="" src="http://hps-d6.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/01.gif" title="" />

• I have a cousin in Buenos Aires, he was in my initiation. The spiritual quest is sing the maha mantra HARE KRISHNA<img alt="" src="http://hps-d6.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/40.gif" title="" />,likes listening to Srila Prabhupada and is always asking. Communicates with Prabhu Jagat Guru, who preached in Buenos Aires.

• I have the desire to travel to Perú to your Vyasa Puja. I need your bless!<img alt="" src="http://hps-d6.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/51.gif" title="" />

My obeisances to your lotus feet<img alt="" src="http://hps-d6.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/40.gif" title="" />

Your stupid servant

Vanamali Dasi

HpS -  AGTSP   paoho

Thank you so much for the news.  We were wondering what has happened to you.

Krsna will give you more and more direct service as you stay fixed and develop your regular practices!

We are in Argentina.

We just got here.

The weekened in Brazil was super intense.  Three big programs every day.

We arrive in Peru 31st Deecember and go directly North to Chiclayo until the 5th.

Then we are in Lima from 5th until 17th (Lima and Choseeka).

Candra mukhi Devi Dasi knows the schedule.  Her address is in the boletin in the link for Lettes to the Edito.

Very good news.

Just keep on!!!<img alt="" src="http://hps-d6.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/a37.gif" title="" />

Respected Guru Maharaj,

Please accept my humble obeisances.  All glories to Shrila Prabhupad.

Read the Kapi-Dhvaja, I was waiting for it and now, I come to know what's happening.

Guruji, one thing I did not understand, why there was no visa for Brazil on your passport? Did you forget to obtain the visa or something else.

HpS - Jaya!   AGTSP   pamho.   Esteemed Number One Son,

Paoho.  AGTSP.   Until 4 years ago Brazil did not require Visa.  Almost no South American countrys required them for USA, Dudes.

So, it was surprise for everyone. Everyone made mistake in this regard. Think that it was Krsna's arrangment in many ways. We were very, very, very tired but this week we have had like 90% rest!    Also we were very, very, very behind on writing projects, but now we are very caught up.

We would be celebrating your divine appearance day festival on 06th Jan 2011 in Sydney.  I am just about to book the ticket to go there from here, Brisbane.  One question-What time you were born, because mother Adi Adri and Dhaneshvari are in confusion, thinking that should celebrate it during daytime or in the evening ( so everyone can come), but first, we would like to know the time, kindly tell us your birht time, thanks.

HpS  -   I don't think it is any more divine appearance that yours.  For me "My Vyasapuja" is incredible chance for me to offer little glorification of the Parampara. We may deserve this opportunity or not, but as it is available we are taking it. We look at it as chance to glorify Krsna. The root of the Parampara!  Then Vyasadeva, Nitai-Nimai, Narottama Dasa Thakur, Srila Prabhupada, ourselves, yourselves ... in our proper perspective.  No more, no less!

According to our mother, she returned to her hospital room after the delivery and heard the cars leaving from the military base theater. She says that took place about 10PM,  so we must have be forced into this world about 9.30PM  I'm

In temple, we are on chapter 47, tenth canto, bumble bee, Uddhava pacifying the gopis.  I finished reading back to godhead Sep-Oct and Nov-Dec edition.

Chanting----I am so tired from my work that I can get up 2'o' clock and start chanting, I tried but always failed. So now, I chant 03-4 rounds in the train while going to work, 3-4 coming back and another 08 at home after honouring prasadam, peacefully chanting.  In my heart, I am sure that one day, I will achieve this getting-up 2'o' clock goal.

I was in contact with my old god-brothers Lanka Vijay and Varuthapa Das through facebook, and we found some old photoes from Vrindavan, Vraj Mandal Parikrama.  I will upload some more photoes on the facebook, so all the god-brothers and god-sisters can see them.

I will not ask you to come to Australia, though, in my heart, I want it, not for my personal sense gratification so I can enjoy your company, but for the other sincere seekers of the Absolute Truth, so they can find some shelter underneath your lotus feet and thus advance and for my personal purification as well,  but I know, you are very busy, very-very tired from your continueous preaching/traveling, so I beg you to kindly take some rest, May Krishna give you very good health.

Thank you, HARE KRISHNA.

yours servant,

Maybe we get to Australia!??

Raktak Das

HpS - Jaya.    AGTSP.   Yes, Srila Prabhupada also didn't keep a Sannyasa schedule while he was in Grhastha ashrama.  In the future tell us about the temple, devotees, family!   Now is 3.20PM.   We have to honor Prasadam!!!  Then work on our Bhakti Sastri letters,  Then to the airport.   Thank you so, so much for your association!