Urgent... my humble obeisances

9 years, 4 months ago by Eternal Servant in Personal Sadhana Reports

Hare Krishna Gurudeva
Thank you very much for your quick response.

Please accept my humble obeisances

At one point in your answers, about talking to devotees who can help improve the situation, or conversing with devotees who are in the same situation,  I have talked confidentially with some devotees, and some devotees have already made the decision to go to other countries, some are trying to go live out of town and start preaching centers, and others decided to emigrate to other countries in Europe, USA,  and South America, India ... then the temple being left with new people (That's good, because most devotees do), but devotees take years, and are very good devotees are bored of seeing that the movement will not grow, does not want to be a family, much less work together, and they decide to go to other yatras, and good many others go to another organization, or just keep your faith in Krishna but leave to attend the temple.

Once you told me, don't look at those who come, or who leave the movement, you follow the road to Krsna, and that I do, and that many do, but we are in the material world, and is equally sad situation.
As you say, everywhere there are problems, and we will never get perfection.
But it would be pretty much our family Iskcon, if all those defects and problems, WERE united, educated, and happy 100%, 

I'm alone in my point of view, and the things that I observe in my surroundings.
 

Maybe there are people who are in the same situation, maybe they are not.
 

I hope at some point find that sweetness back in motion, as when it comes to movement of srila prabhupada.

Thanks dear Gurudeva, for your advice and words of wisdom.
I will write often, so maybe some of your ideas can help to change the vision to improve our private life as a devotee, and in our movement.

 

Maybe it is Karma, maybe I have to learn something from all this that I am feeling.

Your eternal servant!

Monkey - Piggy --   A G T S P !    "The result of Krsna consciousness is that one becomes increasingly enlightened, and he enjoys life with a thrill, not only for some time, but at every moment." - BG 18.76.
 

So, we can see any problem situation as an ecstatic opportunity to spread Krsna's service!  Jaya!

"The magic will not be done my ME, nor YOU, nor anyone else. The magic will be done by Krsna when we become pure devotes of Krsna."

Preach, teach where ever Krsna has put you right now. That is the best way to understand if you should make any change.

Hare Krishna from Lima

9 years, 4 months ago by Germán Vegas in Personal Sadhana Reports

Hare Krishna dear Gurudeva
Please, accept my humble obeisances
All glories to Srila Prabhupada

I hope you're fine, I wish your sankirtana is best than ever and your health is good.

It's gong to be wonderfull to have your association this summer I hope I can serve you as I did in your last trip. My life is going fine, reading quite a lot.

This year I've finished The Mahabharata, the Srimad Bhagavatam's first two cantos, I read the Bhagavad Gita for a second time and I'm currently reading the Sri Caitanya Caritamrta Adi Lila and the Light of the Bhagavatam when I travel by bus.

Reading means to me that I have time for doing it, and when I have time, it means tha something in my life is running well and this feeling pervades the rest of my activities, becoming a virtuous circle. Hopefully I can keep it, it's so delicate!

Do you think that knowledge and conviction travels the same path? In which way do knowledge increases willpower? Is this only my perception or it happens effectively? 

HpS - ASA --- AGTSP!!!  Try these answers:
https://www.vedabase.com/en/sb/1/2/7
https://www.vedabase.com/en/bg/10/11  

In the beginning we can develop knowledge, knowledge with wisdom and act on that with conviction, but as soon as we get a little connection to devotional service, chanting, service the Diety, buy things for the Deity, then knowledge, wisdom, will automatically come from that more and more.
The first result of Dev. Ser. is freedoms from distress. Then everything becomes harmonius, auspicious... then... 

The readings have raised a number of questions, actually. But one of the most persistent have to do with our perception of Lord Govinda: Is the impersonal Brahman perceptible through our senses? Is Paramatma, the partial manifestation, who enables the perception of impersonal aspect? How, do the three aspects of the Absolute Truth are present in chanting the Holy Name?

HpS - Once upon a time a man named Jose (whose wife was named Maria, and who also happened to be a carpenter) moved to another country. This happend long ago in a different universe, but one very similar to ours.
When he got to the country he found the people were honest, the economy was good, religious life was practiced in many churches, people looked forward to life and even death with no fear. They wanted to learn.

After living in the city for some time he was noticed for his ability and sincerity and was asked by some friends if he would like to work on a project doing civic design. He said, "Yes", and very soon was even in meetings with the King whom he had heard of earlier and even seen in events. As he expected it was the character of the King that generated all the effects that he had seen in the Kingdom, but now he got to see him and know him in detail.

Then, one day after one meeting, the King approached him, they had already been formally introduced and even made exchanges during meetings, but now the King asked him, "Sr. Jose, you are from Alderbran, right?"

"Yes, your majesty"

"Do you have and aunt named, Lucinda?"

"Yes, your Majesty"

"Ho, ho, ho! We are cousins, and please stop calling me, "Your Majesty". Alf, will do. Do you have a moment, can you come for lunch with me today? Maybe you will invite me and Maharani to lunch in a few days"

Do you see Brahman, Paramatma and Bhagavam realization? Are your questions answered by this?         Jaya Srila Prabhupada!
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Next year, we are going to live in Chosica. The Lord has allowed me to make arrangements to come to Lima to teach classes only two days a week dedicating the remaining time to devotional service. He is very generous with us, despite being so foolish and stupid. We are excited about this change of circumstances. I've started the online Disciple's course given by Param padam prabhu, today I had my second class. We met through a Google video conference provider. The course is interesting and, despite being a course online, he is very helpful with us for the understanding of all the issues discussed.This online sessions are complemented with further readings and forum written discussions, very similar to what I've seen in this kind of virtual academic activities at the university. NIMSAR's idea is to entrust me the the dictation of this course in a future, now that is mandatory for the first iniciation. I hope to have better conclusions later. 

I say goodbye to you, hoping not to bother with my inquiries.

Haribolo Guru Maharaja.

Your servant

Bhakta Germán

HpS - Thank you very much. All respects to your good wife also! !     !

Ashrama - Questions, Festivals!

Hare Krsna beloved Gurudeva

AGTSP 

PAMHO ¡¡

 I hope this meets U in really good health ¡¡¡¡

Our Sadhana is ok fixed in mangala artik, 16 rounds daily, our reading MUST improve ¡¡¡ But the new BV semester will help a lot ¡¡¡ 

Our life has changed a lot, we are not in charge of pujari anymore but we have service as pujari in wilson, also we go to chosica once a month, but we guess that on December we will go all Saturdays due to on January we will go the ASA TOUR ¡¡¡ and will be absent for two months ¡¡¡

We continue helping Jagad Guru for the Latin American Congress in Education ¡¡¡ we like really like the meetings and the group we work with ¡¡¡

Being in a relationship is really nice we learn a lot from each other, specially to be tolerant, and symphatetic. For me is a new service. I try to do it with patience and dedication. We as ladies  protect them  and get strong by being chaste right Gurudeva?? What else can I do to help him???

 HpS - ASA - Well, AgtSP!     Paoho....  You are (almost) Bhakti-vaibhvin, no? So, what have you learned practically about Stri-dharma in your studies? Starting from Upadesamrta, NOD, BG, Isopanisad, SRIMAD BHAGAVATAM: Canto One, Canto Two ... Three...  Where are there good instructions how to execute your Dharma.
Everyone is waiting for your answer!

 

It is really nice try to do service together. On Govardhana puja we did service in pujari and the whole festival was really nice ¡¡¡ NBD has so many good qualities that is very easy and natural for us to serve him. But we have a lot of challenges to face also.  However we know that by putting Krsna in the center, worshiping the deitiy and being fixed on Sadhana everything will be all right. Please Gurudeva any further advice may U have???

ASA - Same as above to start with, no?

Tomorrow is Ratha Yatra ¡¡¡¡¡¡ uffffff many many devotees specially young devotees made a lot of effort to carry on with this festival ¡¡¡

We hope that Lord Jagannatha may be at least a little please with us ¡¡

JAYA JAGANNATHA ¡¡¡

We are attaching also one picture from Rama Vijaya we did the flower dress for Sita (the small one)

Thank u for your daily associaton ¡¡

Trying to be your disiciple [disciple] '0'

Candramukhi dd

HpS - ASA -  We add some Rathayatra photos. It is very special chance to go from Vaidhi-bhakti to Raganuaga Bakti to even Vraja-bhakti in the mood of Radharani. Pull Then back to Vraja.
CC Madhya 13.120-133. Then Lord Jagannatha is in Vrndavana for two weeks or more after the Rathayatra, so Wilson will be Vraja for two weeks. Prabhupada requested a festival every day during this time and then a return Rathayatra. You could take little Deities back. If we try to arrange all these festivals Laksmi Devi will help us.

Hari

9 years, 4 months ago by Bhaktin Camila R. in Personal Sadhana Reports

All Glories to Sri Sri Gour Nitay
All Glories to Srila Prabhupada
All Glories to all devotees!
All Glories to you!

Hare Krsna Maharaj, please accept my sincere obeisances at your lotus feet, I hope this find you in a veeeeeeeery good health. 

Camila-21years old- Chile/Argentina 

I do not know how much time has passed since the last time I wrote to you, and the last time that I did, was for private message...also I don't know if you published the letter... But really, doesn't matter too much. 
Well, I want to tell you, that We're chanting everyday our 16 rounds, they aren't good, but I know that if I still fixed at my japa bead, the taste will come...but always praying for that.. Also We decided to adorate deities, their names are : <img alt="heart" height="23" src="http://www.hps.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/heart.png" title="heart" width="23" />NITAY GOURA SUNDAR<img alt="heart" height="23" src="http://www.hps.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/heart.png" title="heart" width="23" />(BhaktiMarg Swami puts their names). (Enclosed in this letter a picture of them). In the morning I attend them :)))))))) ...is so beautiful, I'm really happy...I wanted this for so long. 
We're not doing any "formal service" for now (in the temple), but soon I will. 
In the other side, in my "normal" life I'm attending to classes of Contrabass/Double bass, music is everything. <img alt="heart" height="23" src="http://www.hps.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/heart.png" title="heart" width="23" />

Many things were around in my head after the letter that I wrote. And the answer that you gave me ... my poor intelligence would not let me fully understand your advice and instruction, I turned to Abhimanyu Das, who is like my older brother, and he tried to show me what you meant. I don't know really if I'm ready to get married (formally), I'm always doing things in the wrong way...I'm not able to live in the temple, I see that sometimes devotees do that so easily, and I saw that isn't for me.. is that bad? I'm in the lowest position for that? 
The relationship that I'm keeping now, is so beautiful, We're worshiping the deities, reading about krsna, chanting our rounds...my spiritual life has become more stable. Maybe I'm the kind of person that needs to have someone next...

 I don't know how this affect my relationship with you, the person who I feel and know that is my Guru, my Spiritual Master. ¿Do you want to me to do something? ¿How can I sincerely serve you? I'm such a fallen soul, always making mistaken, one after another... The only thing that keeps always in my mind is: Attach to the chant of your japa. 

Well, This letter is TOO long, PLEASE EXCUSE ME for that, I wanted to make it short, but I couldn't ... Excuse my bad english.
¨Please accept again my sincere obeisances. 

¡All Glories to Srila Prabhupada!

HpS - AGTSP paoho. Thank you for the letter. It is nice to hear from you. We all like you. Who is your male associate? Does he have a name? Our best wishes to him also.
In Kali-yuga there is no other way for spiritual advancement than chanting of the Holy Names. Of we should first chant the Pancha-tattva mantra and by the interaction of the mercy of these five Acharyas we can get free from offenses and then chant the Hare Krsna mantra in ecstacy.
Santa-rasa is the first level of service. It means detachment from matter and attachment to Krsna. Material attachement basically means the four sinful activities, illicit sex, intoxication. . . We use these to have a Rasa with our senses so we can turn our back on Krsna.

How terrible!!!

So, we have to chant and try to give up the four sinful activities. If we engage in them we will see that they make us poor stupid and greedy. Krsna never suggests anything impractical.

O.K?

Aim toward chanting Holy Names with partner, devotees, self and following 4-principles strictly, then you will understand how to have a superior relationship with partner, family, devotees, countrymen... Mmmmmm! Go to Goloka!
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9 years, 4 months ago by gadadhar in Personal Sadhana Reports

Por favor acepte mis mas humildes y respetuosas reverencias

Todas las glorias a srila prabhupada.

Querido gurudeva disculpé mis ofensas por ser tan negligente en mis votos , a pasado tiempo que no le escribía pero siempre lo llevo en mi corazón , pase tiempo sin terminar las rondas pero ahora estoy cantando las 16 , debido al excesivo trabajo fui negligente al querer hacer mas de lo que no podía ,ahora estoy mas trankilo y puedo cantar mejor , mi esposa esta embarazada y esperamos un niño esta pronosticado su nacimiento para el 25 de diciembre nos gustaría que usted le de el nombre a nuestro hijo. Att su aspirante a sirviente Gadadhar Gosai das

HpS - ASA - AGTSP paoho. [translate.google.com] Chanting 16-enthusiastic rounds is a personal sacrifice we have promised to offer to Krsna. It is like someone promising to bring you water every day but then not bringing it. Krsna wants our service and He demands our service.

Yes, we have accidental falldowns like Ajamil or even intentional neglect like Maharaja Bharata, but then Krsna shakes us and wakes us up. Did you keep a record of how many rounds you have missed? If not make a good estimate and gradually chant extra rounds each day to recover your promise to Krsna. He will appreciate it very much.
Without chanting enthusiastic rounds daily we have become like Duryodhana more and more. He worked very hard but it created a problem for Krsna.
O.K.
Falldowns happen, but then let's get back up in a glorious fashion. You know how many people need Krsna. Their lives are hell and because of ignorance they try to solve the problem by making it worse. You know this better than me.

Thank you so much for the letter. Please send us more news. You have a lot of work to do.

Kasisvara is a good name, no? He was personal associate of Lord Caitanya. When Lord would go to the Temple he would clear the path for him. Really the first letter of the name should depend on the day of the week the child is born.

bhakta from india begging for you mercy.5 (URGENT)

9 years, 4 months ago by RiturajMajumder in Personal Sadhana Reports

Hare krisna maharaj

Please accept my humble pranam at your lotus feet.
HpS - ASA - AGTSP. Moderately swollen feet.

All glories to srila Prabhupada.

All glories to you H.H.Hanumatpresaka swami maharaj.

Maharaj how are you? Hope this letter finds you in good health and spirit.

HpS - O.K. Just starting to get a headache. 1PM, Friday. Lot of work today.

I really dont know how to say but i am in huge mind struggle maharaj. Please help me . As i had mentioned i am doing my graduation in bachelors of medicine. Maharaj because of exam season and this being my last year (excluding internship) I am not able to chant my rounds . I feel either lazy doing it and when i do it i am not able to concentrate.This consequently makes me feel guily . I can neither do anything spiritual nor can i concentrate on my studies. When i sit to study my medical books i feel like i am wasting my time and that i should chant and do spiritual things . But when i try to do spiritual things i get tensed thinking about my study. My academic life is in mess. i feel depressed and i am not able to balance anything. My exams are nearing . My parents dont understand my spiritual beliefs. All my college teachers and friends blame my krsna consciousness for my failure . I know its not krsna that is to be blamed ...its me only. I couldnt balance things. I feel like i wasted government's money by joining medicine( govt. sponsered seat). Please help me maharaj. I didn't want to disturb you by my stupid problems but devotees told me that only you can help me understand my position. Please ask krsna what to do. 

Maharaj in future i want to help prabhupad in his mission. Is there any service that i can do as a doctor? in future, because i feel my current academic qualification is no use to krsna so i get more demotivated. Please suggest somethings. How can i serve you and prabhupada as a doctor . Please help me understand my situation better.

I am not following 16 rounds currently and i had to drink coffee to stay awake and study for exams last 15 days.my next final exams are going to start from december 2 till 20 . i think i will need caffeine again that time. Even worse demons attack us out of frustration last few days. I dont deserve to be initiated . I couldn't follow you.  I still hope you forgive me for my mistakes . I know i am your worst student but you are papita pavan . Please forgive me and help me.

Regarding your last advice, my relationship with that devotee has improved . I have seen that when i praise him and instead of fault finding in him  find mistakes in me i tend to improve. I realized that i cannot even be .0000001 % sincere like him . 

Please guide me maharaj. I am lost and need guidance from you to understand what i have to do . I cannot leave my studies now. I need to know how can i serve you and prabhupada with my studies. I need your blessing and guidance urgently. Please scold me and chastise me but help me back to correct path.

Sorry again for disturbing you and all my mistakes.Protect me from myself maharaj.

your worst servant

Rituraj majumder

shillong ,india

HpS - ASA - Wellllll, let us not expect to solve all the problems of life in six minutes. In contrast we can make rapid progress.

1) Set a standard for Japa that you know you can do. Think about it. If it is one round a day. O.K. Be SINCERE. There is no substitute for sincerity.

2) Get up early and get you rounds. Done. Later take a break from the passion and chant as appropriate.

3) During the day force your self to read a little bit from Srila Prabhupada's book several times, like taking bitter medicine.

4) Most of the other students are in a worse situation than you are.

Write again!