Urgent I will never leave Krsna

6 years, 5 months ago by candra108_mukhi in Personal Sadhana Reports

Hare Krsna Beloved Gurudeva

AGTSP

PAMHO

Ufff,  as I told U in my last letter I am nowadays more aware that everybody of us are facing differents challenges.

ASA - "Even the President of the United States must some times stand naked, " Bob Dylan

My mom's cancer is advancing grade 3 to 4, she refuses to have chemotherapy treatment and I respect that, I am more time with her, I said did you chant your rosary today? and she says oh no and started chanting She developed her dharma as a mom pretty well. Ther most amazing thing is that I am not sad or depressed or negative on the contrary I have the strenght to accept what her Karma is, and help her as much as I can, with all the alternative medicine that we have, but most importantly I am there for her giving support, love etc. My sister and I work but we try to be with her as much as we can.

HpS - It is so stupid if we think of death as a bad thing. If nothing else, she is going to have a new body after she finishes this one. So why be so afraid of leave this old wreck?    She must realize that she really has one very close, old friend, Jesus, God, Krsna who is laughing at all her antics in the material world. Whe she looks at Him again, she will see all of her family there, but in truth!!  Get to work. Wonderful progress to make every day.

The lines that I am going to write are not my ego talking I hope,  so haha, but it is very important that we take care of ourselves, spiritually, mentally, because we do not know how many people we are inspiring, some devotees and people in general sometimes aproach me, and due to all the coaching, therapy, years of being a devotee (12 years of having taken second initiation), I feel that in some way or another I have helped them, of course is Krsna using me, but I really love that , I love the feeling of selfconfidence, but that comes after a lot of suffering, something that now I can thank

For instance, Yasoda dd one day before Balaram Purnima called me "Candra can I help you in pujari in the festival? " and I said oh wow I remember your words in a class Gurudeva when U said that SP said "haha You all  now have come to Krsna and now You can not go away"

I was not going to the temple due to my mom 's situation, but this week when I had some free time I went to the temple because is near my job and I had association with Yugala, etc Also Palika she is a extremely nice person I am so lucky to have her as one of my best girlfriends The point is that being in the temple surrounded with devotees reminds me that Srila Prabhupada gave us a BIG FAMILY, a place where everybody can live, I feel supported and safe and that for a girl is very important

Your daily association is our treasure, thank U for that

Yesterday we lead the abhishek, puja, etc for Balaram Purnima, every festival is so useful

Janmastami is on Monday so I can not go to Chosica. Is too far and next day I have classes so my Janmastami is going to be at home with my deities. Umm  maybe I can join another sanga, are you going to have some internet connection for Janmastami?

HpS - ASA -- If live that long at the travel works, we will be in Spain, Brihuega, with Radha Govinda candra and maybe three hundred devotees!!!     Six hours earlier than Peru.  We try to broadcast a lot!!!!  Tweet!    Tweet!!

Thank U Gurudeva I am calm, happy and in peace. nevertheless I know that everthing changes (sukha, dukha) but now I am not a drama queen, haha

Thank U Thank U

Calendar development soon I will write to you about calendar proposals, coordinations with temple authorities, Artd, etc

Hope to see U soon

Trying to be your disciple

Candramukhi dd

HpS -

Lilly told her friend: "When I was in college, there was this one lady. She taught our English class and I could always rely on her to be half way sane, even though all the rest of the school and my life was tumbling this way and that. That was like thirty years ago now. I wonder whatever happened to her. You know I think she was a Hare Krsna. Do you know them?"

Thanks to much for the fotos. See you in a few weeks. (In Lima or Goloka).  Lot of work to do!

URGENT From Spain

6 years, 5 months ago by premarasarnava in Personal Sadhana Reports

Hare Krishna, Maharaj AGTSP PAMHO,

My name is Prema-rasarnava dasa a disciple of Krishna Ksetra Swami, from Argentina, I lived with your disciple Adi Yajña for several years, and served you in some occasions while you visited Buenos Aires Temple. I am married to your disciple Sukanya Sita and we are currently living just 20 minutes from Jara Mara Hari das,  working to establish ISKCON Cantabria in north Spain, and supporting other projects like new Vrajamandala with Erasmus + projects, gathering youth and second generation devotees accross Europe.

I received diksa in 2011 while in Buenos Aires.  My wife recieved Bhakti Sastri in 2011 from MIHE, and since you will be visiting Spain  very soon, I wanted to ask if you consider appropiate that Sita takes diksa from you along with Jara Mara Hari das and Pablo in Nueva Vraja Mandala.

your servants

Prema-rasarnava dasa and Sukanya Sita devi dasi

HpS - Many, many thanks your letter. I have been wonder what happened to you all and just because of that it seems to us that to make decisions about Second Initiation just a few days befor the event is wild! I think it is a good direction to go, so let us work on this while we are in Spain....   

Etapa de algunos cambios!!!

6 years, 5 months ago by Gadai in Personal Sadhana Reports

¡Todas las Glorias a Srila Prabhupada!

Hare Krsna Guru Maharaja, por favor reciba mis respetuosas reverencias.

Seguimos en la ciudad de Huancayo-Perú, estuvimos haciendo Sankirtan durante los últimos 6 meses, ahora surgió un cambio, hemos abierto el restaurante con mi esposa Nadiya Nivasi Dasi, tenemos un horario de atención, nuestro horario de atención es de 8: 30 a.m. a 4:00 p.m.Esperamos que todo mejore. Hay algunas personas favorables, espero poder predicarles de un poco. Por qué pronto se purifica con el Prasadam ... porque todo lo que cocinamos se lo ofrecemos a las Salagrama Silas ya Gaura Nitay y Jagannath, Balaram y Subhadra.

Nuestro Sadhana marcha bien, Mangal Artik 4:30 am, de ahi rondas de Japa en la casa y en el autobús y llegar al restaurante y ahi leemos el Srimad-Bhagavatam ... Canto 3. 16 Rondas de Japa y algo más, 4 principios, luchando Mucho con la lujuria. 

Por las tardes Gaura Artik, luego lectura de la Biografía de Srila Prabhupada, El Bhagavad-Gita, los Pasatiempos de Srimati Radharani.

Bueno, estamos propensos a cambios en nuestra corta vida, me despido Guru Maharaja, que Nrismha lo proteja siempre, hasta pronto. Hare Krsna.

Gadai Gauranga Dasa.

HpS - ASA ---- Muy muy bien escribir a Vd!    Gracias.   Estmos en ruta como estamos explicando en la Kapi Dhvaja y muy deficil responder a carta. Pone "URGENTE" e el espacio de Title. Su reportaje es super. Por nuestra experiencia restaurante require MUCHO tiempo y esfuerza fisico. Mejor es llamar lo una Centro Cultural en vez de Restaunta. Y posible solament unos dias cada semana eg. Jueves, Vienes Sadabo. Menu basica simple. Siempre la misma y numeros especial cuando Vds o OTROS puede cocinar.

JMHD from Spain

Dear Hanumat Presaka Swami:

PAMHO AGTSP

Long time without contact.

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During these months Marta and my self have been going trough different challenges.

She has been and incredible partner and companion.

We had a miscarriage 2 months ago, it was so bad that Marta went into dangerous surgery.

HpS - Oooof!   Intense, but if we are chanting our rounds and following four principles strictly then it is under Krsna's control.

Thanks to Krishna she is now fully recovery physically and emotionally, also grateful to have lived this loving experience as a mother.

We understood that this boy might have some little karma from the past so needed some fast visit to the material world among devotee parents so he can later go back home, back to Godhead.

HpS - We heard from Mahi-bharata Das that Prabhupada had exactly wrote to him about this. Also, maybe Mataji had a debt of some physical violence to the baby, no?  Karma is compicated. You know that.  All respects to her. I think she is a great person. Very rare.

Even though it's her decision, maybe we try again so she can experience the miracle of being a fully mother in this material world.

If so, it seems like I might have to keep serving as a Grihasta for some time still (guess at least 20 more years) (Till I become 68) (Jayyy)

But she is also thinking maybe it is not worth trying again taking into consideration our circumstances so she could exercise the mother's roll toward young devotees by helping and supporting them, as she is been doing lately.

HpS - Yes, that is recomended if possible. There are enough kids in the village that need Aunts to love them!!!

We continue our service to the ISKCON youth.

This year we traveled with our youth gang (16 teenagers) to Itally (Vilaggio Hare Krishna), Hungary (Krisna Valley Farm), Slovenia (Ljubjiana Temple) and Croacia (we had a nice meeting in the Pula temple and a bath in the sea with our dear God Brother Namacarya).

Then we had a 100 youth meeting in New Vrajamandala with youth from Spain, Sweden, Hungary, Slovenia, Germany, Latvia.....

Tirta Kirti Prabhu, Antonio, Vesko and Devananda prabhu were so kind that the play a Mantra rock concert for the youth and as usual all the youth were jumping to the sky and chanting like nothing.

Laksmana also joined the gathering and his [her] son Shyam got an amazing birthday cake and more than 100 devotees chanted happy Krishna to you and birthday songs in different languages.

Jayanta and Purnamasi were also there and helped a lot (We are coordinating with Purnamasi to start a second group for the youngest age 12-15). So another generation will have this opportunity for European Sanga, Parikrama and training.

Urmila DD was giving nice seminars about her new book on Varna Ashrama.

She showed very interesting views in her description of Varnas: Shudras are the ones who give beauty to this world (It's a much nicer description than those who are incapable to be in the other 3 so must serve because their bad capabilities)

Also nice explanations about the different wealthness in the world (Not only money is wealth but many others like living in nature or surrendered [surrounded] by beauty an nice people or being respected)

She explained that once you know all the difference wealthness you might choose which ones you like the most and according to your preference you might understand better your nature or Varna.

Manorama Prabhu (The minister for ISKCON youth) was also part of the team and he gave very nice advice about finding your call in KC.

Definitely we will start working with Manorama in different youth projects.

Mahajan Prabhu (The Argentinian devotee from Mar del Plata) recently moved into NV with wife and daughter and gave an amazing workshop about man and women in ISKCON "The metaphysics of sex". This workshop was a great success.

HpS - We saw him in Mar de Plata just before he left!

We are finding a very nice association with Mahajan and wife and feel it is the starting of a great friendship in the service of SP.

This year we will finalise our European youth meetings in the wonderful Ljubjiana temple from 28 December to 3rd January.

And next year we plan to develop new adventures and projects for youth.

We are also working close to Kalakanta Prabhu (Minister of Cow protection and agriculture in ISKCON). We will gather in Karuna Bhavan Farm in Scotland from 5th-10th September for the European ISKCON Farm conference. Kalakanta Prabhu offered me to be the ministry representative for Spain (and maybe Portugal). If this process goes on I might be also a member of the national council in Spain.

At home in Miengo (North Spain) I am developing preaching efforts. Marta and my self are lucky enough to have the greatest neighbours: Your disciple Sukania Sita and his great husband Prema Rasarvana. We are very happy they are living so close to us, 10 minutes walk. We are very good friends and share the same vision of ISKCON and service.

We are working hard in the development of the Nanda Gram Organisation.

Once a month we have a Bhakti Sanga meeting and between 12 and 28 devotees gather together and chant, read, dance and have Prasadham together.

Some devotees are moving or thinking about moving to the area.

We are thinking about buying some land and try again to start a rural community.

Looking for possible ways of economic development of the project we found a very nice business of establishing spirulina farms and most probably we might start a pilot plot to check possibilities.

Of course I have to mention about Krisna Balarama deities arrival!

They came home the auspicious day of Balarama Rasayatra and, since then, we have realised that they are so merciful as Gaura Nitai but with an special mood of Rural Teenagers. They gave us a lot of mercy but definitely they like to have fun, so sometimes we have to face situations that look like impossible for us to deal with, then in the last moment, when we feel hopeless and facing an inevitable fall down, we surrender our souls, minds and bodies to their lotus feed and immediately we perceive their loving hand taking care of us and solving all the impossible problems and challenges.

HpS - Its a fact: Krsna I can't do any more. The festival is about to fall apart! . . . Knock, knock, knock on the door and here comes someone to help!

Marta decorates every morning the altar with amazing local flower arrangements.

My son Vrindavana (16) is traveling with us in the European tours and participate in the local Bhakti Sangas every month. In one year from now he will have the chance to go to university.

HpS - Jaya!!!

My son Mario (29) has become an international logistic expert, and he is now a very successful boy traveling all around the world. He is not still too much spiritual inclined but I believe we might work out in the future.

I am also cooperating with Yadunandana Swami in the development of some specifics projects in NV.

We try to get money income through European Union funds and also try to bring some devotees to develop service.

I'm specially enthusiastic about the idea of developing a Varna Ashrama Dharma training course for devotees.

The idea is to offer a 3 months training where students will learn to get the maximum from their bodies, minds and souls for the service of the society and the Lord.


 

The starting point is this:

Training program Varna Ashrama Dharma

Introduction:

The main objective of the course is to provide participants with an understanding of the concept of the Varna Ashrama Dharma, its structure, function and benefits.

Each student will make a trip to his self to be able to understand his nature (physical, mental , material and social body) and in this way to develop his full potential and to be able to serve society fully according to his nature.

The student will learn to develop his maximum potential in the areas of the body, mind, spirit and society.

The student will learn to develop the maximum potential of his body applying the knowledge of Ayurveda.

The student will learn to take full advantage of his or her mind and intelligence and to get rid of psycho-emotional obstacles through the modules of Vedic Psychology.

The student will learn to understand his occupational nature through Vedic Astrology and vocational tutoring and in this way he will be able to develop in those areas that are natural to him and will satisfy his occupational yearnings.

The Ashrama modules will serve to help understand the different stages of life and how to transit and position themselves appropriately in each of them.

All this accompanied by the fundamental modules of Bhakti Yoga where we will learn to unite all the above with the Divinity, the Spiritual, the Supreme.

In these modules we will understand the importance and benefit of the practice of Japa, the study of the Bhagavad Gita, Srimad Bhagavatam and other Vaisnava literature, the importance of the 4 regulative principles and, in short, all the benefits that the practice of Vaisnavism gives us.

No less important will be the section on personal relationships, nonviolent communication and conflict resolution.

The course will last for 3 months that we could compare with a complete reset of the body, mind and spirit in order to free ourselves from the disturbing elements that impede our full personal development, in order to become the best version of us and serve in this way in the best possible way to society and ultimately to the supreme.

After this 3 months course the student with Brahminical or Kshatriya inclination will take an extra 3 month training including Bhakti Sastri and Manu Samhita training including leadership, etc.

The Vaishyas and Shudras will take advantage of the European grands so they will take an apprentice job with some successful Vaisnava entrepreneurs in the areas of their interest.

The internship will last between 6 and 18 months.

SO well ......... this is a summary of my service during this months

As you can see I am taking some more Kshatriya roll (administrative and organisational position which I am finding is my natural position)

I hope you like and approve this service from my site [side].

Also I did not asked for, but the national council talked about my service and decided to give me an special relief on the Bhati Sastri Mandatory to get second initiation.

Even though I am trying to get the Bhakti Sastri diploma (I already did 1/3 of the tests and I hope to be done with 2/3 by your next visit), I was wondering if it would be good for me to finally get the second initiation ceremony.

HpS - At least let's get a letter from the National Council!

We just celebrated recently our 20 years anniversary as Guru-disciple contract.

And I feel I am ready for the compromise.

Yadunandana Swami is ready to recommend me for the initiation.

What do you think Maharaja?

HpS - Start with letter from National Council and then we can see if you know Srila Prabhupada's books well enough for a Ksatriya.

Are you ready to take in your back all the sinful reactions of this fallen donkey aspirant?

Do you think I am ready to be second initiated?

I will travel with your good self in the train from Guadalajara to Barcelona (31 August) and the train back (3 September) and we might talk (And rest of course !!!!!!!!)

HpS - SUper.  The more the merrier!

It seems that Pablo´s initiation ceremony might be on NV on the auspicious day of Janmashtami 3rd September.

hps- yes

Do you think it might be possible for me to take initiation the same day?

HpS - Yes, possible. Letter from National Council today!

Or I do not know, do you think is better for me to try to serve you in my actual position of first initiated.

Thank you for all the love, care, example and inspiration of this 20 years.

Hare Krishna Hare Krishna Krishna Krishna Hare Hare

Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare

Ysv

JMHD

I send you some pictures of the youth meetings and Krisna and Balarama

If you do not recognise me I am the fat one with beard.

HpS - Thank you for your letter.   How is your Japa?  A Dvija, twice born man, must show proper comportment so that if neophytes see him they can do the right thing just by imitating his example. How is your morning program????   Brahmana means Brahma-muhurta, no?

Reply to last letter

6 years, 5 months ago by RiturajMajumder in Personal Sadhana Reports

Hare Krishna gurudev 

Dandavat pranam at your lotus feet.

All glories to Srila prabhupada and acharyas

As to the last letter you had asked me few things.

HpS - ASA - Sorry it has taken to so long to respond. Traveling we meet hundreds of people with whom we talk.  Very nice, but limits the chance to respond of Blog posts.

Well I was working in a rural hospital in West Bengal but I submitted my resignation on 30 July

.I stay alone in Siliguri and plan to stay here for few more months .Going through depression and trying to control my emotions. I will be going to Delhi on 21st august for  health check-up and medication and plan to visit vrindavan for 2 days as it happens to be Rupa goswami disappearance festival. I always liked Ter kadamba environment. I had a strange dream 2days back about vrindavan. I am strangely happy that I got Krsna related dream after so many months.

You adviced me to do some sadhana as much as necessary and I can do..I feel I will try to chant 4 rounds till Rupa goswami disappearance day and see if I can do it .

HpS - Did you????   Answer with URGENT in the Title field. 

I have a doubt .

1) why after chanting and following for whatever little that I did, still I am suffering. Believe me when I say I did pray when I was in vrindavan but it seems nothing is being heard. How do I continue feeling like I don't belong anywhere. I don't belong with devotees as I am not pure and other nondevotee people dont understand me.what is he trying to teach ?

You mercifully accepted me and now due to me you too are suffering too.  Sorry again .

Rturaj krsna das

HpS - I don't know the internal details of your situtation enough to give a specific answer. Krsna arranged for Draupadi to get sexually harassed. Restrained Bhisma deva from protecting her. He didn't agree to Kubja's request to stay at here house always.  These situations have explanations. If you, we, look at people who are materially similar to us. Even old friends from school days then we can see that Krsna really is helping. I look at them and see that they have sometimes fallen into alcoholism or have Parkinson's disease etc. At 70-years old with the kind of wild American youth we had, our health is splendid. Doctor certified.

I want to get free from attachments, and I do, but others are still there. We may go from pints of Burfi to pints of sherbet. That is real progress. 

Some of these attachments are very, very, deep. Some though appearing strong are very shallow.

Let's here the results of your 4-rounds a day.

I see my letter wasn't posted

6 years, 5 months ago by stopngo in Personal Sadhana Reports

All glories to hh hunmatpresaka before I ramble on.these are somethings you requested.

Ys mj

HpS - Hare Krsna. We are in Boise with very bad fever in our divine body, buddy. It is purifying. Thank you Krsna.   Thank you for the notice about disciples course!      Seems you are like 97.335% ready for initiation.  As we mentioned in the Kapi Dhvaja and even in the DTCs here, while traveling it is too hard for us to answer all the letters. We have too many dialogs with people in transit, so unless you put, "URGENT" in the Title field it may slip past our radar.  Thank you.

Waiting for any URGENT news.