Letters to the editor

Hare Krishna Maharaj,

Please accept my humble obeisances forever on. All glories to you, all glories to his divine grace Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada.

I believe in Bhaktivinoda Thakur's writings, he once told an analogy: That describing a world without time in words - was akin to a mute man trying to describe the taste of a mango 🥭 to someone who had never tasted it.

A lot of time has passed since I first met you in this material lifetime. 14 years actually. 14 years I still wonder why your spiritual master cast his mercy down on me! I've been stuck interpreting his benevolence ever since.. (most recently the last five years ago).

Well, I'm definitely no pretty Hare Krishna 'Disney movie' of a lifetime so far. That's for sure. Material amnesia is nothing to shake a stick at. My real memories are distant, clouded and uncertain (if I'm being truthful).

What holds me back? I am not sure entirely, in truth. Jung said shame was one of the most powerful emotions, and deep down it is that. Fear. It's fear of failure, to not be blessed by Krsna to succeed, even when you ask for Krsna for it. That's tough to accept. Was it because Bhagavan desired such, or I diverged from Bhagavans will? What good is it all if I lost the most crucial favor of the local Vaishnava community?

It seems it goes full-circle. The bhakta is the lost souls first encounter, then comes back to be the most important eternal service.

Well, as HDG stated: "Guru is for questions." And I undoubtedly have seen you as my siksa-guru these past 14 years. I am writing to once more express my great thanks for tolerating my foolishness, troubles and half-heartedness. I'm sorry it wasn't prettier. Yet I had just one remaining question if you'd cast some mercy on me:

What can I do to best serve you and HDG's mission going forward?

HpSwami-ASA -- AgtSP!

What about the Preface to "Nectar of Instruction"?

That is where we orient ourselves?

Following us, 'huber_robinson', on Twitter [X]?

Chanting some regular Jaw Paw?

Know my heart still stirs, it's hard to keep it clean in this world. . I'm also certain I'll find your further guidance in you and HDG's discourse and writings over time (funny how they work like that often times).. and I'll one day hope to be blessed to see you "up ahead" and give my thanks again!

Jaya Sri Radhe, Jaya Sri Krsna, Jaya Vrindavan!

-Your eternally indebted servant-

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Hare Krishna Dear Maharaj,

All Glories to Srila Prabhupada.

Please accept my humble obeisances.

Dear Maharaj,

This is Lakshmi, daughter of Raktak Das and Acyuta Priya Devi Dasi. It has been a very very long time since I have written to you,

HpS-ASA -- AgtSP, yes, but we are also slow in responding.

...and this is the biggest shame of my life. I have always thought and thought to write you, but never actioned these desires. I have a million things to write to you, and how I want to have your association, but I am also following you on Twitter, and I know you are in Radha Kund now, perhaps ready for the next phase of your soul's existence.

HpS - now spain

I have been scared for years of this, of your departure. You are the only one I have ever seen as worthy for me to take guidance from, the only one I wanted to. But as it is, I have been stuck in Maya. My spiritual life is lost, I personally feel very lost and I don't know what I am doing and where my life is headed, spiritually or materially. I don't want to write too much as I am aware you are also very busy and do not have much time to read too much.

I suppose, I am simply asking for your guidance, some last instructions from you. I want to know. I wish I could be there in Vrindavan, able to have your association and serve you, and learn from you.

Dear Maharaj,

Please forgive me for my negligence in contacting you. I hope I may hear from you soon. That will make this life successful. And I hope that I can receive some instructions from you.

I really hope you are okay, I know the health of the body deteriorates, but I wish that you are well. I hope you are not suffering. My relatives visited you recently I believe, they are the most fortunate. I am so happy they did that.

Please give me some instructions.

I am forever in your debt.

I wish I could've fixed up myself and taken initiation from you years ago. Now I am more lost than ever. I am so selfish, even at this stage, I am still asking for your help, rather, please Guruji, let me ask you, how may I help you actually. Please tell me if there is anything I can do.

Hare Krsna.

Your servant,

Lakshmi .

HpS-ASA - Really nice to hear, agtSP, from you.

How is the Bhima?

You could be worse. Could be thinking being in Maya is great.

We may live, as turnips, in this body for 20 more years

Don't know.

Just making best estimate.

90% of our instruction is to chant Hare Krsna, read the KRSNA book and follow us on Twitter.

We only hope to be a door to Srila Prabhupada.

There are many.

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Write again December 14th.

Get hold of yourself.

Become the genius you are supposed to be.

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Hare Krishna Gurudeva

Please accept my obeisances

All glories to Srila Prabhupada

I am happy to be your disciple and would love to always follow your instruction.

On one occasion you recommended me to go to the United States and have the association of Pyari Mohan Das (ACBS).

I have tried to contact him through email and also a godbrother who knows him.

I have not been successful in either case.

Is my situation no longer good for me to follow this instruction? or do you want me to be with PMD somehow at some point?

Thank you Gurudeva

Your servant

Piyari Mohan das

HpS ASA - AgtSP

Chant as much as possible and don't drink tea or coffee.

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Not important contact. Him.

Now

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Dear and respected Gurumaharaja, please accept my respectful obeisances at Your lotus feet🙏🎶

All glories to Sri Sri Radha Govinda!!

All glories to Srila Prabhupada!!

All glories to You!!!

Thank you so much for your previous reply and your wonderful instruction. I pray for your blessings for it🙏

I wanted to tell you that when you were in India, I dreamed of you and the devotees. The devotees were commenting that in two months you would leave your present body and they were walking around the door of Your room. I was nearby and heard that you would soon leave. So when I woke up I thought of asking You for Your last instructions for me. I ask You now. Please I would like to read from Your lips the instructions that I will be left with for the rest of this life. I thought: I have not been able to create the dance school and I have not been able to go to India either and if it is the wish of our Krsna that these things happen we can do it! I simply turned to Him! Trying with all my might to do what I can do every day, every moment.

I would also like you to PLEASE send me a little piece of Your sacred clothing, this is because Franco told me that at some point he would make a murti of You. He told me that I talk to him a lot about You and I must have noticed that I miss so much how beautiful it is for me to be able to have the nectar of Your presence. So I would like to be able to dress that murti with Your physical clothing. This just occurred to me after this dream.

Please, if I commit an offense by asking for this, please forgive me and accept my obeisances always at Your feet.

I would also very much like to be able to have a handwritten writing from You, be it Your last instructions, or something I always wanted which is a handwritten diary from You, or whatever You consider best for me, even if you consider not giving me any of this, whatever You consider will be the greatest happiness for me.

I promise to send you more YouTube links where you will find more of my dances to Krsna edited and translated into English and Spanish.

Thank you for your valuable time spent in reading this letter.

 Please forgive me for any offense I may have unintentionally committed in this message.

Always trying to follow Your instructions to the letter and remembering them at every moment: Radha Japa Prati Jalpa Devi Dasi

ASA/HpS - Please, agtSP, send again much shorter.

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Hare Krishna remnbered and adored Sri Gurudeva!!!

please accept my humble obeisances to your lotus feet🙏🙏🙏🙏💖🌼🌷🌻🌷🌼🌻🌼🌷🌹🌹🌹

All glorues To Srila Prabhupada!!!

All glories To Radha Govinda!!

Dear and Remembered Gurudev, please, could you tell me which style of dance our GOVINDA likes the most? I think He would like a dance done with love and devotion, but since He is a person and has His own tastes, I would very much like to know which style of dance He likes the most.

Many many many many thanks!!!🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏💖

Please forgive any offense in this letter.

her attempt at maid:

Japa Prati Jalpa Radha Devi Dasi

HpS - !!!! I have never heard from Prabhupada about a specific dance style that Krsna likes, from Prabhupada!!

Maybe others know.

He always says that best dance is by pure devotees.

Engage others in dancing for Krsna!!

All night!

HK GM PAMHO AGTSP

I see everyday the photos and videos that your disciples post on social media from Radha Kunda and I love it. I repost the material on the facebook and instagram account @anjana.suta.academy_chile 

I'm writing to you because I'm looking into my flight ticket. In the letter I sent you yesterday I mentioned the initiation and that it's necessary to wait a little longer, so the initiation ceremony is no longer within my objectives for which I want to visit you. I want to be with you once again so that I can serve you directly and support you in whatever you need and have some conversations with you that I will record and use this material to write and publish a book, as long as you are in agreement and available, this requires time and a little bit of your energy in form of words and thoughts.

I'm looking into the tickets and another option has occurred to me that I want to ask you about, because I think that another possibility could be that instead of going to Spain in November, I can go to the US in December when you return (or whenever you tell me), I can spend a month with you there to assist you in everything you need and take advantage of some time to recording some of our conversations that will become the book. For me it would be the best, a tremendous opportunity.

So I'm telling you this idea and desire that has arisen in me as a proposal, so depending on what you tell me and what you do prefer I will buy the ticket to the US (December or whenever you say) or to Madrid (November).

Whatever you prefer is fine to me, I don't want to bother you or inconvenience you, Gurudeva, I just want to be able to be with you one more time, serve you directly one more time and that we can do the book thing and I can also support you in your writing and translations and whatever you tell me, as long as this is useful and necessary for you, if it's not necessary, everything's fine, I'm at your disposal.

Thank you very much for everything, Gurudeva,

PAMHO AGTSP HK 

Your aspiring servant,

Carlos Rold

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HpS - We, agtSP, are two steps from death.

The AQI has been 151 the last few days. So our vision, hearing, respiration etc have been 90% worse, but that is mercy of Radha-kunda.

I'm not sure of next breath, so Tomorrow, Spain, USA, are all like big fantasy stories to me.

They may happen, but I certainly cannot make materially detailed plans for me or you.

Hope other Bloggers can read your story and give more detailed advice.

You are definitely on the right path and making more progress than 99.999% of the world's common and elite population!!

O.K.

Thank you.

Hare Krsna.

Have to break. Screaming from eyes and sinus pretty intense.

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