Reply to last letter

Hare Krishna gurudev 

Dandavat pranam at your lotus feet.

All glories to Srila prabhupada and acharyas

As to the last letter you had asked me few things.

HpS - ASA - Sorry it has taken to so long to respond. Traveling we meet hundreds of people with whom we talk.  Very nice, but limits the chance to respond of Blog posts.

Well I was working in a rural hospital in West Bengal but I submitted my resignation on 30 July

.I stay alone in Siliguri and plan to stay here for few more months .Going through depression and trying to control my emotions. I will be going to Delhi on 21st august for  health check-up and medication and plan to visit vrindavan for 2 days as it happens to be Rupa goswami disappearance festival. I always liked Ter kadamba environment. I had a strange dream 2days back about vrindavan. I am strangely happy that I got Krsna related dream after so many months.

You adviced me to do some sadhana as much as necessary and I can do..I feel I will try to chant 4 rounds till Rupa goswami disappearance day and see if I can do it .

HpS - Did you????   Answer with URGENT in the Title field. 

I have a doubt .

1) why after chanting and following for whatever little that I did, still I am suffering. Believe me when I say I did pray when I was in vrindavan but it seems nothing is being heard. How do I continue feeling like I don't belong anywhere. I don't belong with devotees as I am not pure and other nondevotee people dont understand me.what is he trying to teach ?

You mercifully accepted me and now due to me you too are suffering too.  Sorry again .

Rturaj krsna das

HpS - I don't know the internal details of your situtation enough to give a specific answer. Krsna arranged for Draupadi to get sexually harassed. Restrained Bhisma deva from protecting her. He didn't agree to Kubja's request to stay at here house always.  These situations have explanations. If you, we, look at people who are materially similar to us. Even old friends from school days then we can see that Krsna really is helping. I look at them and see that they have sometimes fallen into alcoholism or have Parkinson's disease etc. At 70-years old with the kind of wild American youth we had, our health is splendid. Doctor certified.

I want to get free from attachments, and I do, but others are still there. We may go from pints of Burfi to pints of sherbet. That is real progress. 

Some of these attachments are very, very, deep. Some though appearing strong are very shallow.

Let's here the results of your 4-rounds a day.

I see my letter wasn't posted

7 years ago by stopngo in Personal Sadhana Reports

All glories to hh hunmatpresaka before I ramble on.these are somethings you requested.

Ys mj

HpS - Hare Krsna. We are in Boise with very bad fever in our divine body, buddy. It is purifying. Thank you Krsna.   Thank you for the notice about disciples course!      Seems you are like 97.335% ready for initiation.  As we mentioned in the Kapi Dhvaja and even in the DTCs here, while traveling it is too hard for us to answer all the letters. We have too many dialogs with people in transit, so unless you put, "URGENT" in the Title field it may slip past our radar.  Thank you.

Waiting for any URGENT news.

Diet urgent

7 years, 1 month ago by candra108_mukhi in Calendar Development

Hare Krishna beloved Gurudeva

AGTSP

PAMHO

Gurudeva from Spain Ghandamanjari dd is asking about your current diet

And this will also help for other countries that is why I am writing here

Thanks in advance

Your servant

Candramukhi dd

ASA - Prasadam! Remnants of food offered to Krsna with love. No Quienwa, Tofu, Rice.

 Oats and please are good to offer as Kitri to  Lord Nrsmha.

DTC Su(19)

7 years, 1 month ago by hps in DTC

Hare Krsna,

AGTSP paoho.

Here we sit in the Berkeley Temple room. It is 6PM. We are camped in a little.  corner of the B'cari ashrama. We had to use our ingenuity. to bath.

We know so many old devotees here. Rathayatra was tough, but success. Now we are getting ready for the evening program. We may get a room later.

Hare Krsna.

Hare Krsna.

God is love.

Urgent

7 years, 1 month ago by mukta singh in Personal Sadhana Reports

All Glories to A. C. Prabhupada, Sripada and Sri Guruji Maharaja.

Guruji Maharaja, Dandabat Pranam,

Please accept my humble obeisances unto Guruji Maharaja's padmacharan that I had written several letters but no answer. At first I thought that Guruji might be busy, so no answer. I daily open this blog and see Gurujis reply of other Bhaktas. Mostly all letters are written URJENT but I had never written URJENT in my previous letters.

Today I honestly asking unto Gurujis padmacharan that whether Guruji never get my previous letters or not.

I thought that one day Guruji will reply my letter so I am waiting. It is only my duty.

Excuse me for any mistakes if I had committed.

Yours fallen servant,

Yamunesvara Das

HpS - Hare Krsna. AGTSP. Paolo. We are traveling now and we talk with maybe 10, 15, 25 or more devotees daily, so we can only answer letters marked, URGENT, for certain. Others we try to answer as our ability permits. We explained this the Kapi Dhvaja and in the DTCs.

It makes us sad that we cannot communicate better. When we get a chance like this to think of you and Manipur, Thoubal, Tasha Govinda-candra we become even more sad. We hope Krsna makes an arrangement that we have time to write more soon.

If there are any URGENT news or questions then do write them to us with URGENT in the Subject Field.

Hare Krsna,

DTC sa(18)

7 years, 1 month ago by hps in DTC

Hare Krsna.

Kolaveca Sridhar Das is waiting at the door. We will pick up 5 more devotees and drive to Cupertina, about 45-minutes from here. Evening program.

We edited Rathyatra Prayers of Lord Caitanya into one file for tonight. We just uploaded it to Jayarama.us. Look in the Archives. Then in the folder, "ABC Year".

Our life is PACKED. We are keeping healthy at heart, but of course, so much stress traveling, preaching. We are talking with tons of devotees daily. Here in San Jose, with Vaisesika Das, Srivasa pandita, Balimardana, Ananadavrndavana, Balarama, Abhaya, Sridhar Das, Dasi..

Last night Harinama Sankrtan in Palo Alto. Stanford it there and the Harinama is on main street full of interesting shops, restaurants, clubs, cinemas... SUper cultural. People have PhDs left and right. Vais. has organized lights, videos, meditation tent....   So much preaching.

O.K.

We are looking toward, Rathayatra tomorrow, Boise, Spain, Peru . . . Chile.

Again.  We try to answer mail, but traveling it seems only secure we can get to this letters labele, URGENT.