Hare Krishna, Guru Maharaja,
Please accept my humble obeisances at your lotus feet [lettuce]. All glories to Srila Prabhupada. All glories to you Guru Maharaja.
Guru Maharaja, I am reading Srila Prabhupada Lilamrita, just finished reading the pastimes of Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Prabhupada’s final moments on this earth (Part 4 – How Shall I Serve You). Soon after Srila Prabhupada received a reply letter in December 1936, Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Prabhupada passed away from this mortal world –
Quote from Srila Prabhupada Lilamrita – ending part of Part 4 – How Shall I Serve You
Srila Prabhupada writes,
Dear Guru Maharaja,
Please accept my humble obeisances at your lotus feet. You have got many disciples, and I am one of them, but they are doing direct service to you. Some of them are brahmacharis, some of them are sannyasis, but I am a householder. I cannot. Sometimes I give monetary help, while I cannot give you direct service. Is there any particular service I can do?
Two weeks later, Abhay received a reply.
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Abhay at once recognised this to be the same instruction he had received at their first meeting, in 1922. He took it as a confirmation. There was now no doubt as to the purpose of his life. What his spiritual master said in 1922 had not that been a chance meeting. The instruction was the same: “Turn yourself into a very good English preacher. This will do much good to yourself as well as your audience”.
Srila Bhaktisiddhanta passed away from this mortal world on January 1, 1937. He had been spending his last days reading Caitanya-caritamrita and chanting on his beads.………….................…….
While reading this portion of Srila Prabhupada Lilamrita, I am strongly remembering you Guru Maharaja with a lot of anxiety thinking about the separation we have to feel later after you pass away from this mortal world.
Guru Maharaja, I feel very sad in seeing your health troubles. I don’t know what can I do for your good health. We, a team of devotees, are chanting extra rounds everyday, and we are sincerely praying to Sri Sri Gaura Nitai and Sri Sri Radha Govindaji, for your long life and good health.
We are very immature. We need more of your association. Please live with us little more years Guru Maharaja, this is our humble request.
In the past many years, because of my foolishness, I was neglecting the chances of having more of your associations in many ways. In the recent past of about 1 year, I have been regularly associating with you through vapu, mails, blog posts, classes, lectures, etc. and from the association, I am finding in myself a lot of positive changes. The sayings of yours for your winding up of the earthly pastimes makes me very upset. It is the saddest news I ever heard in my life. I am still longing for your vapu association for many more years.
Guru Maharaja, please let me know which seva will make you most happy from this stupid servant of yours. What kind of seva is most satisfying and pleasing to you from a disciple? What are your projects, what is your mission – how can I take part in those sevas. How can I keep myself engaged in the service of you Guru Maharaj and Krishnachandra with full dedication, full enthusiasm and always nonstop. Please let me know and guide me on these confidential topics. And, please bless me so that I shall keep myself engaged in those sevas till my last breath.
Guru Maharaja, I have started reading Tava Pache Pache. It’s very wonderful. I am continuing my book distribution seva also.
Guru Maharaja, whatever offences I have committed to you, please kindly forgive and please guide me so that I become pure in this life time.
Begging for your association as a disciple birth after birth,
Your humble disciple
Manjuali Devi Dasi
Kaptanpur, Silchar, Assam
HpS - Yes, the separation from our gurus, godbrothers, all vaisnava friends can make us very sad.
That will never, NEVER, N E V E R stop!
You think Radha doesn't feel separation from KRSNA?
🙂
Yet, it is not separation for Her.
It is like black pepper in the Kitri.
It is very nice. It must be in proportion.
We must act in this life so that when we meet again in our next life with Nimai in Nadia we will feel like we know each other.
We have met your family, no?
What other Vaisnavas do we know in Silchar community?
When did we visit there?
Hari Das Swami???
What you are doing now is best service to us. Don't change it. Grow it.
Hare Krishna Maharaj
Please accept my humble obeisances
All glories to Srila Prabhupada
I am pranjal (brahmchari) from ISKCON NEWTOWN, Kolkata. I serve in ISKCON YOUTH FORUM at Bhaktivedanta Research Center and conduct sessions for youth in JADAVPUR UNIVERSTIY.
In weekends I am conducting Ramayana Course for children.
HpS/ASA - Making statues of Ravana and having them beat it with sticks!!! ???
I got your darshan when you visited here . Since then I am periodically following the blog and kapi dhwaj. I am deeply inspired by the content.
I intend to become regular reader Nectar of Instruction with help of TPP book. As advised in the book I aspire to complete the study each fortnight and in this way go through it around 25 times from this gaur purnima to next. I seek your blessings for fulfiling this aspiration.
Secondly In order to get access to your twitter post, I recently made an account there. My user id is titled sarisrip. Can you kindly grant me access
HpS/ASA - Awk! 💥
Gonk! 💥
💥
Brack! 🐵
We don't get notifications from Twitter [X] when there are applications. We dug them up and found six. We approved you are three more.
Didn't approve "Guam" or "Yuri".
Who is Yuri??? Write to us, Yuri.
thank you very much
your aspiring servant
Pranjal
HpS - It was so nice staying in BRC. Thank you. Send photo!!!
Hare Krsna, Gurudeva/Maharaj
Please accept my Dandavats.
I was trying to avoid writing to you, but I was always having constant concern about your instructions and other things by you.
Again as I mentioned my four rules are intact however full morning program or reading is not that much there.
Though I hear other vaisnavas of other sampraday.
I do find myself little purposeless or perplexed about my relationship / association with the current/future ISKCON.
It seems to be very doubtful.
I don't know in what levels and what capacity to associate with them and neither I am finding any one close to your your ideas or even your perspective.
I know all this confusion will go away when I will chant properly and the holy names will talk to me.
However, I don't know when that moment will come . And there is fear of me not associating with anyone from ISKCON once you leave this mortal world.
I do not know how I will I contribute to ISKCON accept for simple chanting and reading and basic non violent or non aggressive behaviour which I had that's all I can say .
I feel solace with you only. I am not qualified or sincere for your concessions given to me. spiritual rituals make sense when you are some how associated.
These days I get up before sun rise and hear metal rock with beats , which gets me started.
My story might be same, hence not writing much.
Pranams
HpS - Cool letter.
American B'cari in New York 1971, rather leader in Temple administration, Sankirtan, wrote to Srila Prabhupada, "SP I cannot stop thinking about illicit sex!!"
Srila P answered, "Yes, because of the birth you have taken you will not be able to stop thinking about illicit sex in this lifetime, but if you follow me you will be able to tolerate it!"
Also heard, saw SP say, sometimes I think about my former activities with my wife, That is natural.
But I don't go back.
That is intelligence.
O.K. Wating for next fortnightly news from ASA - Varanasi.
asa[e] - guru-tattva, hpswami . vaidhi bhakti, mind control
Hare Krsna Gurudeva,
We were hoping that we would get answer of reports.
HpS - 😟 Yes! We have been struggling with our own laziness and limited ability, and seem to be making some progress to toward that goal. That is why we deny having lotus feet. We hope to be one of many avenues to our Guru, ISKCON Founder Acharya Srila Prabhupada.
We pray that you are getting his association through his books, disciples, the Lord in the Heart, and by using us, even though a limited tool.
Even though we know that you are on the journey towards spontaneous bhakti, though maybe not manifest. Its better to assume as you wrote in Guru-Tattva.txt
We will just summarize, we are sticking to four rules strictly, and some manage to chant.
we also did not want to write because their nothing is inspiring to reads, same problem, same issue, even more aggravating.
HpS - "Contributing or distributing the holy name of the Lord is a sublime example of contributing or giving charity (the dadāti principle)." https://vedabase.io/en/library/noi/4/#bb5907
You can always post the maha-mantra. you can even use different colors etc.
Monkey and Piggy will read it to our ASA Deitys!
our mind rambling is of no help. however on 25 March 2024, the way you checked our chanting,
ASA - Was what? ❓ Impertinent, useful, confussing? Did your mind wander from the rest of the sentence?
..our four rules are intact, Japa has dwindled over 4 months especially in quality, we are maintaing four rules by subtle enjoymets [enjoyments], of history, interviews etc.
ASA - 🐵 send us some of the nice links. We can, must, see KRSNA in our passions. Eg. Krsna says that He is the ability in man, among men he is the monarch. so reading Ramayana is perfect but reading about great historical figures has its utility. Merit. for us fallen 🐶.
we some how implement the idea that communicating with you very essential.
we our getting bogged down, on thought of our VAD situation, basic prasad, sudden crying, adrenaline rush etc.
ASA - Tell us about it! We are still at about C+ in honoring Prasadam. Yet, this is Kaliyuga, so maybe all we can hope for is B+.
Some days we get A scores.
we now prominsing to chant one breath one mantra, for at least 24 minutes. and then chant 16 rounds somehow.
HpS/ASA - I think that may cause hyper-ventilation. Try as many Mantras as you can on one breath. Maybe even a few after your lungs are empty.
https://vedabase.io/en/library/sb/3/28/9/#bb26345
we dont know how to maintain even out [our] body....... somehow we think that your Holiness has seen something that he has given inti[ti]ation.
HpS - You passed the test. 🙂 For 1st initiation.
on the other hand we have got introduced to Saint whom we have been hearing , who focuses on Nama-Japa. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-CNldKCGK80&t=29s
We are finding him more helpful than IKSCON [ISKCON?] execpt [except] you.
HpS/ASA - He speaks in a "funny" language!!! Does he say the Name of Krsna?
Yeah, IKSCON, is kind of a perverted form of ISKCON. Then there are not perverted, but just neophyte forms of ISKCON eg. ISKCON Life Membership Programs.
They can be nice. They can be neophyte pure devotees, but they are not required to follow the standard of Srila Prabhupada's initiated disciples.
I don't know if I will disappoint you.
HpS - I am constantly disappointing our Guru, Srila Prabhupada, but he does praise us for some things we do.
What percentage of people in our social/psychological group of Indians follow the four principles?
Chant any Japa, under the authority of Saint like Srila Prabhupada?
We recommend readers to Hear : Self Love worskhops my H. G. Mahatama Prabhu other workshop https://mahatmadas.com/workshops-courses-devotees/
we are determined not to disappoint you.
trying to [be] Hayagriva Avatar Das
HpS - We have been friends for many years. Hope we continue forever. Going to your next letter.
Thank you!!!!
🌴 :teee
🌴.. 🌴
HpS/ASA - Esteemed PRP - Krsna Krsna . . . Hare Hare.
Did you see our message to the Houston Cine Development Group?
I talked with Abhaya about a week ago and he said that Saranga was busy with 16,108 festival projets but he would talk with him.
Of course, we want to develop this work either in Texas or Tennessee etc. and hope that we can get your mercy in the work.
We have a very active worker coming to settle here 3rd of April. Sri Hari Das, retiring as Dean of Engineering at big Indian University.
Even before that we can start looking at certificates in motion picture design at the local university.
Thank you.
[3/19/2024] PRP - Hare Krsna, Maestro!
Yes, I read your message. Thank you for giving me this update. I feel happy that my proposal will be developed either way, and we can continue to work on the aspects that will make this project more productive to you.
Haribol!
[3/26/2024] Pablo Rivasplata: Hare Krsna Maestro
My mind is already there. Today, I started to check for film schools in Tennessee universities. Will let you know my findings:
https://www.memphis.edu/communication/undergraduate/ug_fvp.php
In the paper, this is the one that called my attention because it blends communications with filmmaking.
Then I found these three other options to consider:
HpS/ASA - Hare Krsna! Thank you. I am editing and posting these WhatsApp chats onto our ASA - Blog page.
If you can post in this Blog, it will speed up any work institutional work that we can do with Anjana Suta Academy (ASA).
Of course, ASA is very esoteric: HpS, Monkey, Piggy et al, but let us start with what we have.
Specifically, geographically, ASA is based in Nashville Metroplex. More specifically, Murfreesboro, Tennessee. Within bicycle distance is MTSU (Middle Tennessee State University).
Please investigate their curriculum, prestige and personel???
Thank you for any mercy you can give us.