Letters to the editor

Querido Mahārāja, espero se encuentre muy bien de Salud, sigo atendiendo las Deidades de Śrī Rādhā-Syamasundara en casa y cantando mis Rondas, desde la llegada de Sus Señorías a casa siento más apego por mi Sadhana, me es más fácil hacer mi Bajana, ya asta el personaje de Payaso cambio; me corte el pelo y ahora ya parezco Vaiṣṇava, estoy leyendo el Nectar de la Devoción y ya no debo tantas rondas, trato de ver las clases de su Santidad Yadunandana Svāmī Mahārāja aunque el horario en México Cdmx es a las 2:00 a.m.

cada vez me apego más a Su Santidad, es hermosa su Predica y tengo un poco de contacto con Prabhu Aditas.

Prabhu Akincana ya está en casa de sus Padres en Guadalajara y va mejorando.

Quiero agradecer su cobijo bajo sus Pies de Loto Mahārāja.

Es una bendición de Śrī Rādhā-Mādhana-Gopāla!!!

Esperamos la celebración de su aparición Trascendental en éste plano.

Todas las Glorias !!

JayA Śrīla Prabhupāda

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Dear Mahārāja, I hope you are in very good health,

HpS - Spiritually, agtSP, we are making lots of progress and body is dwindling day by day. 

I continue to attend to the Deities of Śrī Rādhā-Syamasundara at home and chant my Rounds, since Their Lordships' arrival home I feel more attached to my Sadhana, it is easier for me to do my Bhajana, Even the Clown character changed; I cut my hair and now I look like a Vaiṣṇava,  I am reading the Nectar of Devotion and I no longer owe so many rounds, I try to watch the classes of His Holiness Yadunandana Svāmī Mahārāja although the time in Mexico City is at 2:00 a.m.

HpS - Very nice.

I become more and more attached to his Holiness, his Preaching is beautiful and I have a little contact with Prabhu Aditas.

HpS - Who is Aditas?

Prabhu Akincana is already at his parents' house in Guadalajara and is improving.

HpS  Well I guess that is good, but was hoping that he had died and gone to heaven, Nabadvipa!!

I want to thank you for sheltering me under his Lotus Feet Mahārāja.

It is a blessing from Śrī Rādhā-Mādhana-Gopāla!!!

We await the celebration of his Transcendental appearance on this plane.

HpS - It is now 99% finished and was great success, so many devotees had chance to talk. Now we have some things that will take all year to attend to. 

Hope to hear if rapid and steady progress in your Sankirtan!!!

Let us look at more letters!

All Glories!!

JayA Srila Prabhupada

om ajñāna-timirāndhasya jñānāñjana-śalākayā

cakṣur unmīlitaṁ yena tasmai śrī-gurave namaḥ 

Dear Guru Maharaja,

please accept my humble obeisances on your lotus feet.

All glories to Srila Prabhupada.

I am very fortunate to have the opportunity to write to you on the auspicious day of your appearance.

 In your enlightening association is hope for everyone and with all your travelling you bestow the ultimate benefit upon people in general.

Thank you for your austere and sacrificial life,

In Srimad Bhagavatam (8.7.44)

it is said that great personalities almost always accept voluntary suffering because of the suffering of people in general.

This is considered the highest method of worshiping the Supreme Personality of Godhead, who is present in every one's heart.

Purport:

Here is an explanation of how those engaged in activities for the welfare of others are very quickly recognized by the Supreme Personality of Godhead. The Lord says in Bhagavad-gita ( 18.68-69 ) ya idam paramam guhyam mad-bhaktesv abhidhasyati, na ca tasman manusyesu kascin me priya-krttamah, "One who preaches the message of Bhagavad-gita to My devotees is most dear to Me..."

 There are different kinds of welfare activities in this material world, but the supreme welfare activity is the spreading of Krishna consciousness.

...if one tries to spread Krishna consciousness all over the world,

he should be understood to be performing the best welfare activity.

The Lord is automatically very pleased with him.

If the Lord is pleased with him, what is left for him to achieve?

  GURUDEV!

kṛpā-bindu diyā, koro' ei dāse,

tṛṇāpekhā ati hīna

sakala sahane, bala diyā koro',

nija-māne spṛhā-hīna

 Gurudeva, O spiritual master!

Give to this servant just one drop of mercy. 

I am lower than a blade of grass. Give me all help. 

Give me strength. 

Let me be as you are, without desires or aspirations.

jogyatā-v

icāre, kichu nāhi pāi,

tomā

ra karuṇā-sāra

ka

r

uṇā nā hoile, kāndiyā kāndiyā,

prāṇa nā rākhibo āra 

Your useless servant

Murari das

Hare Krishna

Guru Majaraja

Please Receive My humble Obeisances all Glories to Srila Prabhupada

I wanted to apologise because its long time I didnt write you, please forgive me 🙏🙏🙏

Im doing service of pujary and sankirtan.

I have these questions please :

1._How can I discover who am I? What are my qualities, and what for, God created me?

HpS/ASA - https://vedabase.io/en/library/sb/1/19/38/

2. Im sure that my dharma is to preach with art,and teach it

How can I connect with my dharma? Its been dificult, because I didn't find stability in my life.

HpS/ ASA - https://vedabase.io/en/library/sb/1/15/4/

3.. How can I overcome fear and doubhts? and become confidence in miself and God?

4.How can I overcome panic and anxiety?

5._How can I find miself and have clarity what I have to do?

6._How do I know whats my nature?

Thank you very much Gurumajaraja.

YOUR servant

Divya Dristi DD

🙏🙏🙏

HpS/ASA - Arjuna, our leader, BG, had to realize his service while people were shooting arrows through him. We just go on chanting HK//HR as much as possible and fight.

In the end he was able to defeat:

Drona.

Karna.

Bhisma.

Duryodhana. . . the engine behind all the others. Hari bolo!!

HpS/ASA - Thank you! AgtSP. paoho. We scanned your excellent report but cannot read it in detail because so many.

We are collecting them into a Word File and hope to read them later and comment.

We have your departure date for India in our Calendar and hope that you meet many nice people sent by Krsna on the way and you can enlighten them.

Send news from the Dhama.

HK Gurudeva, Pamho, tlgaSP!!!

I was at the Vyasapuja meeting on Zoom... Wow how many displays of love from my brothers and sisters... I can remember when we were few and how fortunate we were to have so many moments of partnership and service.

This year we have continued with the services of the year 2022, pujari, education, preaching, and support for our authorities in the temples where we have passed. I still have a year and a half of purification left, in this long period of rahu that lasts 18 years...

After 2025, my Jupiter period begins, according to astrologers, the most auspicious moment for me... I never gave so much value to astrology until events that had already warned me came to pass... Now I am being more careful. ..

I am going to India and I will try to stay there for a while, I am praying to Krsna Balaram and Govardhan to be able to achieve this, even if it is a few years. I will try to find a way to continue serving you in Vani... Maybe one day I can be more useful... I need your blessings please...

I feel like you somehow lost faith in me as a disciple, or that you were disappointed, maybe you expected more from me...

If that were the case, for now I do not feel capable of changing all that... A mistake of mine was always not "playing the trumpet" or telling you about the services I did... But I have always remained in service trying to fulfill my vows and your specific instructions, even in my worst moments. And if it's worth anything, in those worst moments, I was always with you, I never left you, I clung to the vani, and that kept me alive... Now that better moments are coming, I will try to continue maintaining that.

But I still can't mature to communicate more with you on your blog and tell you all the services I do, or how enthusiastic I can be in my day... I still can't get over that false ego of reporting everything, because I feel like I'm bragging if I do... I hope you understand me.

However, this past year has been better than all the previous ones despite everything... Because there was a lot of learning and the trials, errors and failures made me grow a little...

But I must confess that Vani is hard for me. That I have felt your physical absence like never before, that I miss you very much, and that I would like to be by your side and be able to serve you in some way... Every disciple would like to do something great for his guru... Maybe a few lucky ones will achieve it. .. I don't know if I want to do that, much less promise you... That's not my dream, I just would like to be able to serve you in vapu again. But if it's a matter of promises, the only thing I can continue to promise you is that I will continue to hold your lotus feet... I know that you are going to take me to Srila Prabhupada... I would even be willing to go with you wherever you are going to serve Srila Prabhupada... All that remains for me is to show you that you can count on me...

Please forgive me my offenses... You foolish wannabe servant... AmD

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HK Gurudeva, Pamho, tlgaSP!!!

Estuve en la reunión de Vyasapuja por Zoom... Wow cuántas muestras de amor de mis hermanos y hermanas...

Puedo recordar cuando éramos pocos y lo afortunados que fuimos al tener tantos momentos de asociación y servicio.

Esté año hemos continuado con los servicios del año 2022, pujari, educación, prédica, y apoyo a nuestras autoridades en los templos por dónde hemos pasado. Aún me queda año y medio de purificación, en este largo periodo de rahu que dura 18 años...

Después del 2025, empieza mi periodo de Júpiter, según los astrólogos, el momento más auspicioso para mí... Nunca le di tanto valor a la astrología hasta que se cumplieron acontecimientos que ya me habían advertido... Ahora estoy siendo más cuidadoso...

Estoy yendo a India e intentaré quedarme un tiempo allá, estoy orando a Krsna Balaram y a Govardhan para poder lograrlo, aunque sea unos años. Trataré de encontrar la manera de poder seguir sirviendote en Vani... Quizás algún día pueda ser más útil... Necesito tus bendiciones por favor...

Siento que de alguna manera perdiste la fe en mí como discípulo, o que te decepcionaste, quizás esperabas más de mí...

Sí así fuera, por ahora no me siento capaz de poder cambiar todo eso... Un error mío siempre fue no "tocar trompeta" o contarte los servicios que hacía... Pero siempre me he mantenido en servicio tratando de cumplir mis votos y tus instrucciones específicas, incluso en mis peores momentos. Y si de algo sirve, en esos peores momentos, siempre estuve contigo, nunca te dejé, me aferre al vani, y eso me mantuvo vivo... Ahora que se vienen mejores momentos, trataré de seguir manteniendo eso.

Pero aún no puedo madurar el comunicarme más contigo en tu blog y contarte todo los servicios que hago, o lo entusiasta que puedo estar en mi día día... Aún no puedo superar ese ego falso de reportar todo, porque siento que estoy alardeando si lo hago... Espero que me entiendas.

Sin embargo este año que pasó ha sido mejor que todos los anteriores a pesar de todo... Porque hubo mucho aprendizaje y las pruebas, los errores y los fracasos me hicieron crecer un poquito...

Pero debo confesar que el Vani es duro para mí. Que he sentido como nunca tu ausencia física, que te extraño mucho, y qué me gustaría estar a tu lado y poder servirte de alguna manera... Todo discípulo quisiera hacer algo grandioso para su guru... Quizás algunos cuantos afortunados lo logren... Yo no sé si quiero hacer eso, menos prometertelo... Ese no es mi sueño, yo solo quisiera poder servirte en vapu nuevamente.

Pero si es cuestión de promesas, lo único que puedo seguir prometiendote es que voy a seguir agarrando tus pies de loto... Se que me vas a llevar con Srila Prabhupada... Incluso estaría dispuesto a ir contigo donde vayas a servir a Srila Prabhupada... Todo lo que me queda es poder demostrarte que puedes contar conmigo...



Por favor perdóname mis ofensas... Tú tonto aspirante a sirviente... AmD

Perdóname por poner urgente...

Hare Krishna dear Gurudeva

please accept my humble obeisances

All Glories to Srila Prabhupada

All Glories to your life of service to Srila Prabhupada, the Vaisnavas, and to Lord Krishna

Thank you SO much Gurudeva 🙏

I have not been able to have a coherent conversation with my father this past year, he was diagnosed with dimencia in 2020.

My Mom called to give me the chance to speak to him on speaker-phone before they stopped life support and I thanked him for all that he has done for us, asked Lord Krishna to help and protect him in his transition, and chanted one mahamantra.

HpS - We chanted one round looking at his picture.

In the family photo I am at the top, then my father Michael, my brother Joshua, my mom Fay, sister Anna, and brother Anthony.

Josh and Anna live in Virginia and Mom and Anthony live in West Virginia.

My Dad was born in Richmond, Indiana 9/28/49.

HpS - Wow I am old enough to be his big brother!

Mom and Dad met when he was in the Navy stationed in prince fredrick maryland in 1972 i believe, and Married in 1973.

He took a civilian job as a base mechanic in maryland, and then transfered to a base in sugar grove west virginia in 1978 when i was 6 mo old.

This base was the hub for dish and satellite communication for the navy for the entire east coast i was told.

He joined the Army reserves as well and was a staff sergeant for i believe over 30 years.

I feel like my Father had a fair amount of trauma in his relationship with his father that affected his self image for the rest of his life, but he has always been very humble, supportive and caring, putting others first in just about everything.

HpS - Super!!! Certainly hope and expect that he is going to take birth in relation to Lord Caitanya.

Cecilia is doing well, thank you!

I saw my family over Christmas, and this year gave each of them a copy of ‘Beyond Birth and Death’ by Srila Prabhupada. We also read this book together start to finish on my birthday i think 5 years ago.

I've brought Mom and Dad to Sadhu Sangha in boone, nc, and we spent Gaura Purnim at New Vrindaban in west virginia I think 5 years ago.

Other than that I have not been a huge help since moving away from home at the age of 18, but have done a variety of home repairs each time im back to spend Christmas together with them.

Gurudeva i feel like i have yet to really achieve inner peace or surrender and this limits how helpful i can be, But Krishna can use anyone to help others, especially those who have surrendered.

HpS - If we are peaceful enough to chant 16 nice rounds and follow the four principles well, then that is quite an accomplishment.

Quite!

Uddhava had not achieved 'inner peace'. After he saw the Gopis and Brajavasis he was perturbed in his heart. He wanted to have the level of love for Krsna that they had, not just Dvaka vasis.

Of course, they are all liberated souls and so our level of inner agitation may be fear of death of our gross or even subtle body.

What is the cause of your inner agitation?

Being in Dvaraka and not Braja?

Dying?

I hope i have addressed all of what you asked without being too long winded about it. I had 11 rounds done before todays Bhagavtam class on 1.10.19, and want to get 16 done before class tomorrow or soon.

thank you for your Mercy and guidance and valuable time Gurudev! hope all is well with you and your health. Nitisara and I were hoping that we may get the opportunity to visit you in India.

HpS - We don't know our worldly destination, but just got ticket to go back to Nashville February 26th.

Jaya Prabhupada! Jaya Gurudeva!

your servant and disciple,

Loka Bandhu Rama Dasa

HpS - ASA -- Thank you! Krsna and Srila Prabhupada certainly thank you.

From WhatsApp:

Gurudev,

Dandavat Pranam. 

Hope you are good in health and doing well.

HpS - AgtSP!! - Our Donkey is falling apart, but we are becoming healthier. AgtSP.

Am at hometown. Will be in Mayapur on February 04, 2024 for spritual practices (bhajan ), study and preaching in bengal. HG Jiva Goswami Prabhuji will be with me.

HpS - Our best wishes for him. His cane went to Srila Prabhupada. Please, some report from him. How long in Mayapura?

Knowingly didn't submitted the disciple report as I care about your eyes. Also, there are always so log many letters that's the reason I avoid to write.

HpS - You MUST submit the short Report under the Reports tab on this Blog!!!

https://monkeywarrior.com/detail/14691/

Please!! When our eyes can't take this Diksa guru work, we will post the news here.

🙂

Wanted to check with you if you have any comments or complaints about me.

HpS - No! Very happy to get news like this and in the Acadamy Group.

Become a Paramahamsa!!!

Thank you!