Candramonkey's offering
Hare Krsna Beloved Gurudeva: AGTSP AGTU PAMHO In this offering I want to thank U for all the mercy, support and protection that U gave me this year, and always, but specially this year. I have realized that the desire of the pure devotee of the Lord is too strong and does not matter what others say or want if one has the blessings of a pure and surrenderED soul like U, everything is possible and NOBODY can hurt us.
ASA - Well, we are 97.3353% just bad conductors of Srila Prabhupada's mercy, so guess you are realizing how kind us Srila Prabhupada!
I offer upon U my respects one time and millions of hundred times because as it is stated in SB 11.17.27: acaryam mam vijaniyan nava- manyeta karhicit: “One should not treat the Spiritual master as an ordinary human being ,for He is the substitute from the Supreme Personality of Divinity.” You by your service to Srila Prabhupada, ISKCON and all devotees exemplified this sentence that is on SB Canto 4 Chapter 20 text 16: “Anyone who has developed unalloyed, unflinching devotional service unto the lord develop his original good qualities as spirit soul”. Whenever I remember your service I recall this sentence.
ASA - We still have a tendency to flinch for vegetarian pizza!
The first thing in order to take shelter from advanced souls like U is to hear from those advanced souls so as M Prthu asked in His prayers to Lord Visnu. “My Dear Lord I therefore do not need any other benediction but the opportunity to hear from the mouth of Your pure devotee”. So I humbly request that benediction too.
ASA - Start Meeting may help us associate!!
I remembered that in one occasion we were celebrating the Sri Vyasa puja of HH Hridayananda das Gosvami and when I was giving my speech I said: I took Siksa from Maharaja because there are certain things that U can not tell to your father but u can do tell to your uncle. Nevertheless, this year I have realized that now I can tell U anything my beloved eternal spiritual father. This year I told U something really tough that has happened to me and U responded: “ Why not tell us. You got a better friend?” So for that moment I realized that the relationship Guru – Disciple is even more strong now.
Even if many people tried to destroy that. I used to see U as my father and guide, but now I see U as my best friend in this material world. And now I can go and tell U anything without any fear. However this is not an excuse for continue doing nonsense. Please do not worry thanks to iur example and the words that I heard from iur godbrother HH Radhanath Swami Maharaja. “SP wanted that we were devotees with DIGNITY, INTEGRITY AND CHARACTER”, just like U are.
Thank U for allowing me to continue worshipping Gaura Nitai, for giving me confidence, support, for continue trusting me and do not try to drift me apart even if I am the most stupid, unchaste, weak, etc disciple that U have.
Thank U for being the kind of disciple that SP is pleased with. U are the most patient, merciful, intelligent, steady, determined, funny soul that I have ever met.
asa - that maybe because there are several of us here using the same donkey, Oink! Whoop! Paoho...
Gurudeva thank U again. U do not have even a slice of idea all the awful things that I had to put up with this year, but I feel always protected by the Guruparampara through U.
Please I humbly request that U give me iur blessings in order not to fail U again and not being and embarrassment for U and ISKCON.
Thank U again, without U I couldn’t be able to survive this year and always.
Thank U also because this year U taught me that we have to face our problems and do not try to hide, and not being a coward, and also try to understand why things happen and try to be a better devotee each day. Always trying to be iur disciple, Candramukhi dd
ASA - HpS - ASA - I honestly think that your father would be very proud of you and how you dealt with your life this year also. O.K. Let's go ahead you have a lot of very nice work to do for Krsna! See you in a few hours with Miss Yugala kishor Devi Dasi in Argentina!
