Letters to the editor

Agt SP!

Agt Guru Y Gauranga!

Agt Radha Y Krsna!

Agt Gurudeva!

Pamho Maharaja.....o..

Hare Krsna Maharaja, soy B.Pablo del Parikrama, de España.

Sorry to write so quickly, but I would like to tell all my external situation exactly, because many times I am too introspective.

!6 rondas, 4 principios, Mangala arati ( no 2 days, I was extremely bodily tired ), Gaura arati and so happy, sooo sooo happy, but internally. Externally, I am in a heavy situation, but if but if I stand a little more, it'll all be gone, I explain ...

The government has spent months trying to not pay me my share (lol), can not, but they bother me delaying payments (6 months now), by these and other things, I could not pay a fine who got put Virginia (soon I hope to pay it), but I have to go to prison 60 days, is little little money, but the law is the law...haw haw haw and I don´t want my family money more, . This don´t disturbe me anything, really, except that not rot to go to India to Nrshimha to see Radha Krishna Dham and Sadhus....also is that I will to lose the money of the tickets, but really really that is any important to me. Actually I want go in Damodara more...will see what happen ( sure thing I will do. So I have to think and so I'm always thinking. You have taught me well maharaja. )

Virginia is fully possessed by his situation. In a very critical moment of his life, he decided to put his trust in a number of holes, materialists people, and it will cost much personal suffering that decision...

The only reason I do not go elsewhere is Varuna. It is a great person, very sensitive and it deserves the best. I can not leave him among the "pack of hyenas". Now he have 6 to 7 years, within 4 or 5 years, will take about 10 years, then I will continue my path and Varuna decide on its way.

I have many economic problems mainly because I deliberately decided to work with the family, evil doing. Are completely misguided. My father thinks I'm possessed and every time I start to pray Hare Krishna he show like he were praying with the rosary, but he is looking the tv...jajaja so pity. Is totally possessed for his gross gross desires.

My young brother is a nice person but is with the moon at 0 %, then his mind is like the wind and is totally controled for my father, like a child. Now whenever is laughing like mad, because he thinks I can control his mind ... jajaja. Like me elder brother, he live in Boston, had important job he is boss in chip design in a large company of fools, who has taught him that the world can only advance by slaves ... lol totally crazy because of his position and wealth. I laugh at them, all crazy.

A lot of people, many people have much envy me because I'm very independent and I have very very straight. I always say what I think, and if your  company is unbearable I continued " as a ñu "

Like my town, less that 500 persons, very close people, they only only eat fresh, uuuugggg....if you don´t eat meat, drink, and have pig-sex are crazy, any speak to me becouse I am crazy and I do black magic...my Japa, and chant " Hare Krsna "...black magic...jajaja. Are crazy.

If all goes well, within 1 or 2 months everything started very well resolved. I've spent years enduring this, I will not leave now, even if I get into prison, lol I laugh. Consciously or unconsciously all want to I stay away from my son.

When I finish my "obligation", I'll go to not ever back  if Krsna permits. Only Nama Sankirtana, single, Hare Krsna Hare Rama, Hare Krsna Hare Rama .... o ..

This years en medio I wish doing Sankirtan, preaching and distributing Maha-prasadam from my Nice Deaties.

Sorry for the letter soo long, butI have years without tell You details, are sooo horrible, You are not for that, I think, You give me Krsna, Realitation, and I have one eternal deb with You, I do not expect the stupid fools understand it, either my family or other.

Yours, at Your feet, Your servant B. Pablo.

Hare Krsna!

                   HpS - AGTSP. Paoho. Thank you for Enlglish translation. Helps a lot. Seems you are going ahead very, very well with a big battle. It took the Pandavas years to solve their problems but Krsna was using them.

Japa principles, GOOD morning program and get some good counselors, eg. Jayanta, Jara mara, Dandva, so many there. Yadu Swami. Then it will all have been benefit.

AGTSP

paoho   Oink Oink!   Whoop!  Whoop. We are all going to dye. (Take Sannyasa, become civil widows, wear pink, white).

How are you? We are about to die.

It is 7.27PM. Today there were furious snow flurries and then beaming sunshine and then.... It was really impressive, scarey, everybody was freaked!

The ASA Office was freezing except for our little cave. We have to keep the water running a little bit or the pipes freeze and burst.

We are getting more done. After three months (many years) of traveling we are finally settling down to one place until end of July. Then we are thinking 6-weeks on the road to Houston and the Pacific Northwest. Guess September to March again based in Murfreesboro, Tennessee. Then a March +++ tour to Peru etc.

Hmmm.  Europe and India August+++ 2015. Australia?

We only plan to go where our ideas are being appreciated as valuable. If we can't produce valuable ideas then why do we have a human body? Better to be donkeys in Vraja.

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We have intense aching in both sides of our waist. It is like a low pitch strong music. All the pain, and pleasure in the body is just music of different kinds.

Can you live with any kind of music? Can your Bhajan establish supremacy, avoid, use any other music?

That's the art.

We didnt go walking with NGDP today, too cold, so we spent hours catching up on mail.

We also did 2-hours preparing our PPT for Friday.

The Spanich BhVai program with Jagat, LAD, Yugala will be Saturday mornings at 6AM from now on. Join us.

Our Number One Writing Project, 7x9 TPP notebook, is helping  us to develop a Writing Strategy. That TPP Notebook is first. The first one is 90% done. All we need to do now is to review and annotate the entrys. We've started on the second one.

Then, this BhVai looks like Sticks and Stones. Stuff Hanuman picked up to fight with Ravana's soldiers in the Asoka van.

NOI Afterwords is first, thoughts produced by carrying and contemplating Rama's ring.

PdP is the conversations that Hanuman had with Sita about Rama.

LOB/Sankhya is part of the Search for Sita.

Jaya!

O.K!!!!   Arati, kirtan for Radha Natabara.
Thank you so much for your mercy.

M/P - HpS et al..
 

AgtSP!

Agt Guru y Gauranga!

Agt Radha y Krsna!

Please accept my humble oblations Maharaja!

I wish You are nice in all aspects Maharaja!

About the priciples, Yes Maharaja, strictly.

Yours. At Your feet.

Bhakta Pablo.

HpS - AGTSP. 16/4 .. Mangala arati -SB for one year.... You can take initiation.

Hare Krishna dear Gurumaharaja,

All glories to Srila Prabhupada

Please accept my humble obeisances at your lotus feet and hope everything is good for you. 

HpS - ASA - AGTSP paoho. Sorry little slow to answer. 1) Lazy, 2) So much travel. We are making the best use of a bad bargain. We were not born to be happy.

First of all, I want to thank you very much for your mercy, I have had some busy days between medical test and doctor visits for a nodule found in the right breast and last friday I got the results, and because of Krsna's mercy I do not have cancer.

HpS - I was looking in Canto Six where Vrtasura has been mortally wounded by Indra and Indra is happy, but then Vrtasura laughs at him and says, "Indra, I am dying a noble death in combat trying to act according to the laws established by the Supreme Lord, so it is certain that as I die I will go back to Godhead and you will stay in this material world. So who is the winner Indra, you or me?"
So, we can just as well say that you are very unfortunate not to have cancer. If we have to go back to Godhead one treasured piece at a time O.K.

I think Krsna wants me to continue in this world so these days have been of reflexion and I could feel that Srila Prabhupada is always teaching us who we really are spiritual souls, so difficult to understand for me.

My husband sent you a message and because you were in India I understood  You could not read it.  Thank You so much Gurudeva, You are always giving us mercy and we can feel your protection.

Please forgive my offenses and thans again.

Your foolish servant,

Palika Devi dasi

HpS - I got the message and made a special effort to read it because it was from you all. Then we askeed the Candra monkey how you were. We are so indebted to your family that we always try to do some small service to pay off that debt.

I think there are many people that feel that way about. You all.
I think you all would fit into Goloka as cowherd family very well.

Please send us more news as it comes!!!

Dear Maharaja Hanumat Presaka Swami,

Please accept my humble obeisances  All Glories to Srila Prabhupada!!

Was a great Gaura-Prnima  at ISV and we even got to help Hamsa-Priya dd in her new ashram.

A frantic note of thanks for the Prabhupada Journal book, apologies for rabid gratitude, getting closer to closing out Modesto and it’s getting to my tiny brain.

Have even been getting strange dreams, believe some of the gates to this vehicle have been compromised, regardless keep on chanting and practicing the principles. Just have to be even more aware of sense gratifications, seems the mind wants more while I need less. Years of work seem violated in some aspects.

 Anyway, steady as she goes and keep on course!

All glories to your service. Your servant in training,

ccd

HpS - ASA -- AGTSP paoho. Yes, because of the birth we have taken and the lives we have lived we will not be able to stop thinking about sense gratification and sometimes, that may spill into bad dreams. Of course, we can agitate that Karma by lots of vegetarian tacos and carmel burfi late at night, but even without that we may get night pollution.

Boing!

Even more strange Prabhupada says that a devotee should not be too worried by inauspicious dreams because sometimes Krsna sees that we have material desires (have sex with your mother), but rather than having us take a gross birth to experience this (a bull) then he lets us experience it in a dream and we can reject the experience righ there without having to take another birth.

In any case, lets go forward.

Deal with moving like dealing with dying.

Take what you can, need, and leave the rest.

Hare Krsna Gurudeva

Reciba mis humildes reberencias y mi cordial saludo 

Todas las glorias a Srla Prabhupada

Espero q esta carta lo encuentre mejor de salud, gracias por sacrificar tanto por las almas condicionadas.

Gracias por los cuestionamientos que me permitio hacerme Gurudeva sobre:

Voy a quedar en Sankirtan viajero para mas tiempo?
Voy a seguir Kardama Muni y ser casado con "Devahuti" y tener Senor Kapila para Hijo? O va a seguir sendero de Narada Muni? Indicacion?

He estado reflexionando por varios dias buscando una respuesta analizandome interiormente, disculpe la demora para responderle pero no deseaba escribir algo a la ligera, sobre estas preguntas tan determinantes en mi servicio devocional.

OK ahora llevo ya tres años y medio haciendo sankirtan de maraton en maraton, y me siento feliz me gusta mucho este  servicio, digamos que no he parado desde que comence,solo en junio y julio q nos internamos  a estudiar en cueramaro mexico, el varna y asrama actual al q pertenesco es śūdrá, brahmacari y estoy feliz asi.

Internamente Gurudeva, se que ud me conoce mejor que yo mismo, analizandome veo que tengo mucha pasion,

el sankirtan es mi servicio favorito porque me mantiene en constante oracion y me hace sentirme cerca de Ud, mi mente es bastante lujuriosa y esta muy apegada a la vida sexual, externamente por su miscericordia no he caido en relaciones sexuales ilicitas desde q comence a hacer servicio, pero internamente las tengo constantemente, me siento naturalmente atraido a contemplar los objeros de los sentidos y la lujuria me arrastra a hacerlo sin que pueda controlarlo, de ahi me doy cuenta q se genera el apego por seguir contemplando , luego se intencifica mi lujuria, y como externamente no deseo satisfacer esos impulsos entonces nace la ira, que es una mala hierba q debo erradicar (con su mescericordia) porque esta creciendo y creciendo al lado de la semillita de Bhakti q planto en mi corazon Gurudeva.

conquistar el deseo sexual no es una cosa pequeña, segun SS B. Vikasa Swami es el logro mas grande obtenible en el mundo material, y en una clase sobre el Upadesambrta Ud menciono q aspirando a controlar la lengua, lo que hablamos y lo que comemos, entonces podremos tolerar los Udara upasta vegam , la lujuria el fuego q todo lo devora.

Partiendo de este punto mi respuesta Gurudeva es que si aun siendo Brahmacari no he logrado avanzar ni siquiera en Vacah Vegam, y eso que estoy solo sin mas responsabilidad que salir a sankirtan y cumplir mi saddhana diario, como podre entonces controlar Udara upasta vegam estando asociado con una madre que es la idea del curso, si la meta es transformar la lujuria en amor se me hace mas posible en el ashrama en el q me encuentro ahora. 

pienso que debo trabajar mas interna e intensamente en mi proceso de servicio devocional amoroso desmotivado, por un periodo mayor al de estos 3 años que vamos, de una manera mas sincera, para ver si por su miscericordia puedo obtener la miscericordia de el Sr Gouranga para cualificarme con la fuerza espiritual adecuada y seguir sirviendolo de corazon  en el futuro si Ud desea que  cambie de ashrama, pues Gurudeva mi desceo mas intenso no es ser un devoto serio comprometico con la predica digno de ser llamado discipulo de Su Santidad Hanumatpresaka Swami, y poder presentar ante ud lo que mas satisface al maestro espiritual, que sus discipulos sean cualificados y atraigan mas discipulos al movimiento de Srla prabhupada.

Sin envargo gurudeva yo quiero rendirme a su desceo condicionado como soy no se lo que es mejor para mi porfavor instruyame.

su eterno sirviente

B. Burro

Vrajrndra Kumara das

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Hare Krishna Gurudeva

Receive my humble and cordial greeting reberencias

All glories to Prabhupada SRLA

Q I hope this letter finds you in better health , thanks for sacrificing so conditioned souls.

Thanks for the questions that allowed me Gurudeva me on :

I 'm staying in Sankirtan traveler for longer?
I will continue Kardama Muni and be married " Devahuti " and having Lord Kapila to Son? Or will he follow the path of Narada Muni ? Indication ?

I've been pondering for several days looking for an answer internally analyzing me , excuse the delay to answer but did not want to write something light on these as crucial in my devotional service questions.

OK now take three and a half years doing sankirtan marathon in marathon , and I'm happy I really like this service , say I have not stopped since I started only in June and July q we penetrate to study in mexico Cueramaro the varna now the q pertenesco asrama is sudra , and I'm happy so brahmacari .

Internally Gurudeva, is that ud knows me better than myself, analyzing me see that I have a lot of passion ,

Sankirtan is my favorite service because it keeps me in constant prayer and makes me feel close to you , my mind is quite lush and is very attached to sex life , externally by its miscericordia have not fallen into illicit sex since I started making q service, but internally always have, I am naturally attracted to contemplate the objeros senses and lust drags me to do so without being able to control it , hence I realize q attachment is generated to continue watching , then my lust intencifica , and externally and do not want to meet these impulses then anger, which is a weed eradication q I (with mescericordia ) that is growing and growing beside the seed of Bhakti q planted in my heart Gurudeva born.

conquer sexual desire is not a small thing , according to SS B. Vikasa Swami is the greatest achievement obtainable in the material world , and a class on Upadesambrta q I mention you aspiring to control the tongue , what we talked about and what we eat , then we can tolerate Udara upasta vegam , lust q fire devours everything .

From this point my answer Gurudeva is that if even being Brahmacari have not made ​​progress even in vacaḥ Vegam , and that I'm just no more responsibility to go out sankirtan and do my sadhana journal as Podre then control Udara upasta vegam being associated with a mother that is the idea of ​​course , if the goal is to transform lust into love becomes more possible to me in the Ashram in the q I am now .

I think I should work more internal and intensely in my process unmotivated loving devotional service for a greater than these 3 years we go, in a more sincere way period , to see if their miscericordia I can get miscericordia of Mr Gouranga for qualify me with the proper spiritual strength of heart and continue serving him in the future if you want to change the ashram , as my most intense desceo Gurudeva is not a serious devotee to preach comprometico worthy to be called a disciple of His Holiness Swami Hanumatpresaka and ud to submit to what most satisfies the spiritual master, his disciples are qualified and attract more disciples to move SRLA Prabhupada .

No Gurudeva envargo I want to give up their desceo conditioned as I am not what is best for me please enlighten me .

Your eternal servant

B. Burro

Vrajrndra Kumara das

                HpS - AGTSP Thank you. Very nice effort. Seems you should continue as you are for some time more and then your situation will become clear.