Edgar Allen Poe, Monkey Offering!

8 years, 3 months ago by Kamagayatri in Personal Sadhana Reports

Hare Krsna Gurudeva,

Please accept my most humble obeisances.

All glories to His Divine Grace Srila Prabhupada!

I read on the blog after Vyasapuja to write back again at another time because you were flooded with offerings! 

On your Vyasapuja we made some attempts to be a monkey servant: peanut butter cookies, soup, air popped popcorn and bananas to Krsna and shared with Bala, Lalita and Bhaktin Andrea. I had a dream last night where I told you I went to work part time as a new therapist at a community health center downtown (I just started working, so this part is true).  I was very happy that you laughed at my emerging false ego and very seriously assured me to keep up with rounds. 

I apologize for not attending the last week of classes. You mentioned that you would like to do a Pada Padma meeting before class, will this be for Ananta Rupas SB chapter one reading notes and discussion? Please let me know how we can best participate.

HpS - The Saturday morning class is in flux. It definitely seems to be going forward. The Bh. Vedanta part is getting more organized with Vaisesika Das participation. We cannot find out if there any morning classes in the Boise temple right now. You can see our daily and weekly class schedule in the Kapi Dhvaja. Hope you get a chance to help people in you job!

Jahnavi Nila picture and family below. Hari bol and Thank you from our family Maharaj. Please let us know how we can better serve you and Krsna. We are stumbling along. Ananta Rupa is gone and Murari does evening and mangal arati services at least 6 days a week as well as take care of Jahnavi while I work!!

HpS - Super man!!!!!

Right now he is surprisingly not overwhelmed! He may also go to Spain soon.

We are born with these endless desires Maharaj, (when your young your asked do you want apple juice or orange juice?? Does it matter what kind of juice that we have ??) and I can see that following some kind of Varnashrama has helped my mind be less disturbed over the years. Striving for regularity in habits and schedule, austerity/misery/baby cooing  that comes with having a child. At some point how do we get get rid of a niyamagrahah yuppy mentality complacency in KC.  Sometimes thinking about the clock that reminds the masquerade folly of death and mortality in the Edgar Allen Poe prose poem http://www.online-literature.com/poe/36/ helps!!!

Your servants,

Kamagayatri Dasi, Jahnavi Nila and Aja

Now there are days outstretched like empty seed lots 

Fields the farmer is too old to tend to

Thirty five and looking at the expanse

I am tired and she is wearing Me like a thin coat 

The donkey skiffs and skoffs with the stillness of the 5:30 slow rise 

The Sita Hanuman picture glows on as an omen 

To greet the ether world with grace 

And the knob of the old crackly radio 

is our fog horn to stop an increpid disease of jiva jago humdrum 

"Anjana Suta Academy recording ABC Workshop Canto Seven, Bhakti-vedanta Curriculum!"

The sadhu birds awakens the nearly half frozen folly 

With Rupa Nuga prayers 

Two drop offerings of charanAmrita butter milk 

And tales of sleeping under a new tree every night 

Suddenly our nest looks small, silly and  Brittle 

So much bothersome gathering 

Of small sticks

And mud for this..??

Wings together in prayer the fields now seem to breathe and awaken with every verse sweetly sung by the sadhu Sanga

A flock to follow 

Take your children and start anew 

Scoff at the empty seed lots 

And glide to a new Bihari Vrindavan tune 

The dew mixing with a watery tear 

Sentiment at its best

Whispers one bird to another 

"I'm finally going home..."

ASA - "And the world revolves like an ancient woman gather fuel in a vacant lot", T. S. Eliot.
Beautiful inspiring poetry.   If we season all this with the KRSNA book we may be "1"s before all of our "0"s.   Go ahead, more news.

Joan of Arc Reports back!

8 years, 3 months ago by Andrea Ramirez in Personal Sadhana Reports

Dear Maharaja Accept my most humble obeisances at your lotus feet !!

All Glories to Srila Prabhupada! 

All glories to Sri Gauranga Nityananda Ram!

 I'm doing much better since i wrote you the last letter. My sadhana is improving as well and attending to Mangal Aarti has healed me up so much. My boyfriend broke up with me because he doesn't want to get married and he blames on me that we both broke principles and after all he says he is confused and he doesnt know what he wants right now, he says im crazy, controlling and bossy (which might be true, except for the being crazy part) (he is also a devotee, with the second initiation) ... he also keeps coming back to say he is sorry and he wants me back, that he loves me and he is trying to reach me with mellow words but his behavior has taken me to be exhausted, he comes and goes as he pleases, and he keeps acting in very disrepectfull ways towards me,  and i don't want to be disrupted by anything right now, i want to keep focus on recovering from what i did, which i still feel ashamed about so i decided to stay away from him and all the troubles that being with him bring to my spiritual path.

HpS - Wow!   AGTSP  Sounds exhausting, like raising and family and keeping two jobs. You're right: Just chant Hare Krsna and Krsna will adjust all these things so everyone is happy. 

It was hard for me to come out with the truth about breaking principles but it was also very relieving.

HpS - Here is good just to discuss things in a general sense and go into details with devotees you know more closely.

I think that in order to become close to the lord i have to be sincere, because no matter hiding the truth,  the consequences will still be there, so there is no point for lying or trying to hide things. i appreciate every single of your kind words and ask for nothing but forgiveness.

HpS - We remember that Rama told Laksmana, that there is no mistake we can make that we cannot correct. We just have to do it.

I get up between 2 and 3 am to chant my 16 rounds, and I'm also chanting extra rounds. i get up, chant my rounds, sing Sri Nrsimha's aarti then do a reading of the Bhagavad Gita. this i have been doing for a week now. i want to make this my daily routine. I'm doing my daily service at the temple and attending to mangal aarti, Bhavagad Gita and Bhagavatam classes and Sadhya aarti. two weeks ago we went to the city to do Harinam and Sankirtan and i did Sankirtan for the first time! very beautiful experience!! looking forward on going on HarinamSankirtan again! 

i want to thank you for taking time to write and guide me thru all of this constant fighting between who i was, who i am and who i shall become in order to serve to the lord as a sincere and humble devotee. 

I'm looking forward into moving to Peru because economically speaking I'm not doing so well here in Panama. migratory laws are really hard on us Venezuelans, because of the political condition back there. everybody is running out of the country and moving to many different countries, there in Peru they are giving us humanitary help. All glories to Peru and Peruvians!!! 

How are monkey, piggy and scientist doing? How are you dear maharaja? how are you feeling lately? how is your health?  let me know if everything its good and also if it's not! i'll appreciated a lot hearing from you.

HpS - We struggle just like you. We are maybe two steps ahead of you and maybe less sincere. Keep readin this Blog and the Kapi-dhvaja and we try to post our news here. Yes!   Be enthusiastic, but also patient.

thank you for being my guidance in this path dear Maharaja!

i hope to hear from you soon !!! HareKrishna!!!

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CASI URGENTE-REENCUENTROS CON LOS GRANDES DISTRIBUIDORES DE LIBROS

8 years, 3 months ago by YugalaKD in Sankirtana / Temple Activity Reports

HK PAMHO

GURUDEVA ESPERO QUE SU SALUD ESTE BIEN, QUERÍA CONTARLE QUE ESTE AÑO HA SIDO UN REENCUENTRO CON DEVOTOS DE SANKIRTANA, EL CHILE CON P. VRAJENDRA KUMARA, FULL NECTAR SUS REALIZACIONES Y AVANCE, Y AYER CON MADRE JAMBAVATI, LA OSA QUE BAILA, ESTAMOS MUY FELICES. TENEMOS MUY BUENA ASOCIACIÓN, AGRADECEMOS MUCHO ESO A KRSNA. ELLA VINO POR SU PAPÁ, OJALA LOS DEVOTOS SOBRE TODO LOS HERMANOS PUDIERAN AYUDARLA, SU VIDA DEDICADA AL SANKITANA AL CUIDADO DE SU PAPÄ Y SU SALUD. y VENDRAN MAS DEVOTOS DE SANKIRTAN POR EL MOMENTO ESTAMOS EN WILSON, SANKIRTANEANO MIENTRAS DURAN LAS VACACIONES.

lAMADRE NECESITA ALQUILAR UN CUARTO PARA SU PAPÁ Y ELLA Y NO PUEDE HACER MUCHO SANKIRTANA POR TEMAS DESALUD, OJALA LOS DEVOTOS PUDIERAN AYUDARLA.

TODOS EN PERÚ DEVOTOS DE CHOSICA Y LIMA, AUTORIDADES SE PREGUNTAN POR SU PRÓXIMA VISITAN Y NOSOTROS LOS DISCIPULOS ESTAMOS MÁS QUE FELICES VENDRÁN MUCHOS HERMANOS A PERÚ PARA VERLO, LO ESPERAMOS MUY EXTÁTICOS GURUDEVA

NRSIMHADEVA LO TRAIGA CON BIEN

HARI BOLO

SU HIJA QUE LO ADORA

YUGALA KISHORA DASI

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GURUDEVA HOPE YOUR HEALTH THIS WELL, I WANT TO TELL YOU THAT THIS YEAR HAS BEEN A REUNION WITH DEVOTOS OF SANKIRTANA, CHILE WITH P. VRAJENDRA KUMARA, FULL NECTAR ITS REALIZATIONS AND ADVANCE, AND YESTERDAY WITH MOTHER JAMBAVATI, THE OSA THAT DANCES, WE ARE VERY HAPPY . WE HAVE A VERY GOOD ASSOCIATION, WE THANK KUNNA VERY MUCH. SHE CAME FOR HER DAD, HOPE THE DEVOTS ABOVE ALL THE BROTHERS COULD HELP HER, HER LIFE DEDICATED TO THE SANKITANA TO THE CARE OF HER PAPÄ AND HER HEALTH. AND MORE DEVOTS OF SANKIRTAN WILL COME BY THE MOMENT WE ARE IN WILSON, SANKIRTANEANO WHILE LASTING HOLIDAYS.

LAMADRE NEEDS TO RENT A ROOM FOR HER DAD AND SHE CAN NOT MAKE MUCH SANKIRTANA THROUGH ISSUES DESALUD, OJALA DEVOTOS COULD HELP HER.

ALL IN PERU DEVOTED CHOSICA AND LIMA, AUTHORITIES ASK FOR THEIR NEXT VISIT AND WE DISCRIMINATES WE ARE MORE THAN HAPPY MANY BROTHERS WILL COME TO PERU TO SEE IT, WE HOPE VERY EXTTIC GURUDEVA

NRSIMHADEVA BRING IT WITH WELL

HpS - Hare Krsna, YKD. Espanyol sigue..   Thank you for this wonderful news. We tried to see before if Mother Jambavati Devi Dasi's father could stay with or near devotees. We don't want to suggest anybody so they feel pressured, but if they have the strength it would be wonderful help to the Sankirtan movement. We are trying to suggest in general now that there might be a lot of support for making a Vanaprastha, retirement community, in Chosica or some such place.

We answer the "Urgent Letters" quickly but that also means that we have to answer them smaller sometimes. <img alt="cheeky" height="23" src="http://hps.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/tongue_smile.png" title="cheeky" width="23" />  We hope that Krsna gives everyone good intelligence and that Srila Prabhupada's Big Drum is heard all over the world.

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HpS - Hare Krsna.. --  Gracias por esta maravillosa noticia. Intentamos ver si el padre de la madre Jambavati Devi Dasi podía quedarse con devotos o cerca de ellos. No queremos sugerir a nadie, por lo que se sienten presionados, pero si tienen la fuerza sería una ayuda maravillosa para el movimiento Sankirtan. Estamos tratando de sugerir, en general, ahora que podría haber un gran apoyo para hacer una Vanaprastha ashrama, comunidad de jubilados, en Chosica o en algún otro lugar.

Contestamos las "Cartas urgentes" rápidamente, pero eso también significa que tenemos que responderlas más pequeñas a veces. Esperamos que Krsna les dé a todos buena inteligencia y que el Gran Tambor de Srila Prabhupada se escuche en todo el mundo.

Urgente urgente y privado

Gurumaharaj por favor asepte mis humildes reverencias, todas las glorias a Srila Prabhupada, . . . . . . .tu insignificante aspirante a sirvienta Ānanda maya devi dasi 
HpS - Hare Krsna!  Aqui somos para serir Vd, pero... como describimos en www.jayarama.us/kd/lte.htm no podemos ocuparnos en conversaciones privados con damas porque somos todos aqui b'caris y sannyasis (BG 16.1 purport "saucam'). Entonces POR FAVOR escribanos otra vez de sus temas importantes de una manera general eg. tenemos problems con la familia, comunidad, mente...,  etnonces podemos responder.     pronto con perspectivo general, y eso es muy importante, ysi hay necesidad de.  hablar privado podemis hacer un arregla con asociacion de una grhastha correcto.

Bien? Esperamos su respuest entre horas.

Urgent- a humiliating request to edit the last letter heading

8 years, 3 months ago by Kamagayatri in Hot Topics, Other

Hare Krsna Guru Maharaj,

PAMHO and AGTSP!

Please forgive me for a previous letter I sent where I used the word foe in the heading instead of folly. In a poetic and pathetic haze, my Sudra tendencies went unchecked. When I found out this old English word meant enemy I was feeling quite fallen. Please feel free to change/edit/destroy this title/post as you like. 

Your fallen servants, Kamagayatri Dasi and Murari Dasa

Monkey, Piggy - Got ya covered!   AGTSP

Moviendo a Peru: Comentatario del "Shakti-man"!

8 years, 3 months ago by hps in Special Category A

Hare Krsna Karuna Krsna Prabhu

Por favor acepte mis reverencias. Todas las glorias a Srila Prabhupada.

Deseo que esté bien de salud de salud y feliz en su vida espiritual.

Agradezco la deferencia bondadosa de quien se toma el tiempo de estar atento a mis mensajes con Su Santidad Srila Hanumatpresaka Swami Maharaja. Es muy amable de darme importancia al tenerme presente.

1. Como ud. mismo escribe, yo solo recojo un comentario.

2. No doy ninguna opinión personal.

3. Se que Atmananda dasa (JpS) no es una autoridad de ISKCON Chosica.

4. Conozco quiénes son las autoridades de ISKCON Chosica.

5. Se lo que ha pasado con el asrama de brahmacaris de Chosica.

6. Se lo que ha pasado con el ex-gurukula de Chosica.

7. Entiendo sobre la recuperación del asrama de brahmacaris de Chosica.

Les deseo todo lo mejor. Muchas gracias nuevamente.

Krsne matir astu!

Su sirviente,
Jīva-Śakti dāsa (HpS).