Letters to the editor

Hare Krsna Beloved Gurudeva:

 AGTSP; PAMHO ¡¡¡

Gurudeva, I can not join the Pada Padma class on Saturdays due to at that time I am commuting to work <img alt="crying" height="23" src="http://www.hps.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/cry_smile.png" title="crying" width="23" />....

I give classes all saturdays at 9 am :(

Sorry GM I can not present on saturday :(

I join all your classes expect [except] that class.... That is why I joined on saturday nights....I really miss the association of the group ¡¡¡

Looking forward to see u on FMP in a few hours

ys

CMDD

HpS - ASA ---   O.K. See you Saturday night!   Then we will present Bhismadeva's prayers and Topics in the first two cantos and record it and send the link!

May you get a three month contract with the University, with an approved leave-of-absence where you can make $51,000 doing what you like to do, and then not have to work for a year or two.

AGTSP

paoho

Just back from Raleigh: Rathayatra, Sunday Festival, College Program, Meeting with 250-devotees.

Ticket​ was $236 and got $536 in donations for HpS and NIOS.

Sun has just set on our little office. Is DARK.  NGD just called. He is home. We go see him now.

Our eyes are getting pretty tired.  Much do less computer.

We become depressed when we don't see success for Krsna's plans.   That is Maya!!!!       Krsna has successful plans. We just have to be in touch with them.   That can only happen in the mode of goodness with Japa!

O.K.  Letters answered to 3-days.  No URGENT mail.

Who knows what adventure Krsna has for us just outside our door!

Hare Krsna Beloved Gurudeva:

AGTSP

PAMHO

It is very nice to have iur daily association .. sometimes we even crawl for managala artik!

HpS - ASA --- AGTSP!  Nice to have yours and the others!     Are you presenting Draupadi on Saturday morning?

Gurudeva.. the authorities from wilson sent me more than 5 emails asking me to be the head pujari again.. I think and think ask 6 brahmanas.. I did not ask U because on that time U said that it is time for us to grow up. I accept.. but I asked them for 2 weeks.. In order to see how can I help, etc

HpS - ASA -- Good decision!

It is a pity GM if I am sincere I am really discouraged. Wilson is old dirty and it is really frustrating even if I clean and clean... It is never clean enough...  as u said admimistration here is a mess..many fancy jewels that I bought are lost

HpS - It is a mess here too.   I heard from Prabhupada's lips that...  [remember?].....  There are problems in our Temples.

<img alt="sad" height="23" src="http://www.hps.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/sad_smile.png" title="sad" width="23" />. devotees do not want to do practical,service.. then i think in which way I am helping to the sankirtan movement.

I remembered The Loft it was neat and clean... I really miss that... Anyway I had the idea to celebrate Ramvijaya in wilson. M Ganga has Sita Rama Laksman Hanuman deities so we are going to perform an abhishek, a little program in order to inspire us and inspire the devotees... I am going to give the class.

HpS - Some times we serve in Hell, sometimes we serve in Mahar-loka.  We just serve and then Krsna will put good intelligence right in front of our face what to do!   Don't leave, don't deviate!

In Chosik the celebration is going to be on Sunday.. I will help doimg the flower dress for GN.. is going to be a contest... 

We already bought our tickets to chile ...VP for U and all the Guruparampara... just one week.. we are not goimg to bs as because we are working until the end of January

This is our report. 

Trying to be iur disciple

Cmdd

HpS - Please stick in there for six years like this and as far as I know your return to Goloka dhama is guaranteed.

Todas las glorias a Srila Prabhupada y a su sankirtana eterno

Hare krsna gurudeva, pamho, gracias por sus palabras directas y claras, ahora entraré en un momento de introspección, voy a tratar de levantarme más temprano y cantar bien mis rondas y meditar más en Srila Prabhupada y usted.

Morir en sankirtana o en un templo sin opción a regresar a mi vida de antes, estudiar y trabajar???

Con respecto al viaje a India me refería que queríamos comprarlo en las fechas del 15 de enero al 01 de febrero del 2016, ir para esas fechas y quedarse unos 3 meses.

La verdad y quiero ser sincera que todo éste tiempo desde que  conocí a P. Gadai hace 6 años, empecé hacer éste servicio  maravilloso del sankirtana viajero, pero mi padre nunca estuvo de acuerdo con que yo viaje y siempre me está reprochando y haciendo sentir mal con sus indiferencias  y pienso que tal vez no soy buena hija para él al desobedecer, mi padre sabia que yo nunca ejersería mi carrera cuando era niña un devoto le dijo, y más aún ahora en mi carta astrólogica  sale la carta de kalamrta donde es muy extremo a la vida espiritual, el karma no me dá para estudiar ni trabajar ni tener familia, porque  en mis resultados últimos del doctor sale que tengo muy debil y pequeñitos los ovarios. Empiezo a preguntar si yo estoy ejerciendo el deber correcto como mujer???

Estoy muy confundida a quien debo seguir a mi esposo o a mi padre o a Krsna????, devotos grjastras presionan en establecerme y mi karma de un hipie viajero no me dá.

Perdóneme gurudeva, me falta mucha convicción para entregarme a Krsna, como ud. dijo a LAD ¿Voy a servir a Dios o el Diablo?

Tratando de entender el servicio más sublime que dejó srila prabhupada

Nadiya Nivasi Dasi. 

HpS - ASA --- Habla con unos personas que conocen la situation. Canta HK/HR bueno, y busca inspiracion personal en los libros de Srila Prabhupada.

AGTSP!

Paoho... Many long hard days, but that is the material world.  You can do severe austerities for Krsna or you can do severe austerities for Mickey Mouse, but you MUST do severe austerities here.

Seems Krsna is better than Mickey Mouse, and is actually the origin of Mickey Mouse, so why not approach Him directly.

You can complain about things!

Can ask for help.  He gives it.  Can ask for funny, exciting help!

Now is 4.14PM.   We are in Raleigh, North Carolina in Madhava Das' home. The mail is caught up to 3-days.  Also did Yahoo mail.

Really, we don't have to have big problems if you just get up early and get your rounds done.
If we do get big problems then we will get big mercy, Queen Kunti mercy.

Talked with Abhirama and Miguel. Solaris and Peru Symposium on schedule. We finished our suggestions for the Purpose Statement for magazine Solaris and Goloka Foundation in North America.

Rathayatra here was big success, Sunday Feast yesterday was big success. In 45-minutes we go for University Program. They expect maybe 100-students coming to their club. They liked very much Jung and India idea.

Everyday technical and adminsitrative work. Some fighting in Cusco. Struggling to get Reliance working for cheap calls to India and Peru. Talked with Visala Das, Bhakta Daniel, Dr. Desai, checked in for our flight tomorrow, had Lord Nrsmha's Kitri prasadam for lunch.

Now we prepare little PPTX for the university.

BG 15 - 16, for Wednesday night???

Hare Krisna, dear Gurudeva. Please accept my humble obeisances. All glories to Srila Prabhupada.

We already are at home after some holydays in Malaga.

By Krisnhna's Mercy the Carcika's pregnancy is going up (now 14th weeks). We don't know what's he/she. We don't mind.

This summer has been very hard. Many changes in Madrid's Temple, you know. Many adjusments in the service and in our minds. The mind can be the best friend or de worst enemy. Many time our mind is the worst enemy. Now I'm reading and studing The Nectar of the Instruction. I realized that I have to start in the begining. Maybe i wont to run quickly and I lost the begining. I want to concentrate in the chant and The Nectar of the Instruction introspetively for some months. I want to concentrate my service in the congregational development and preaching, helping to Yadunandana Swami. I still be the Madrid's Templep's treasurer. Not how long. The administration is many dificult  living at 50 kilometres from the temple, and many unpleasant things and letdowns have happened . Krisna will say. What do you think about this?

HpS - It is just as you say.  [Best of wishes to Mataji and her baby.] Temple worship is for Dvapara Yuga, but on the basis of Sankirtan we can do it in Kali yuga and then it helps the Sankirtan so much.  So,    Madrid temple has to be a Sankirtan party.  That is most important focus.  Whatever else you can do, do it. Understand you personal contribution and then see what devotees you can work with . Many times I have tried, even 7-years, to get some program going and then I had to be a little firm to politely withdraw. People appreciated it was the correct thing. Other projects are going on 65%, so we give 71% effort to them.
O.K?   You keep your Sankirtan program going ENTHUSIATICALLY and then connect with others as much as you can.
 

Carcika and me are working in the congregational development and preaching  with one Bhakti Vriksa group. And we are working in two diferents courses programms: One, "Self Knowledge, Therapyes for a better world " where we speak about suffering, forgiveness, happines, action and reaction (3th Newton Law), etc from a phycological point of view; and the other one, "Material Problems, Spiritual Solutions" where we speak about the same topics but from spiritual point of view and much more deeply.

I hope I don't go to the hell. But I want to get better. I'm not giving up. I'm not even Kanistha Adikari, but I want to serve to the devotees. It's enought.

Mathura Mani DD was operated yesterday in the morning. The operation was longer doctors thought. Finally They removed her the pancreas, duodenum, pylorus, and some ganglions arround pancreas. She'll sedated for a some days. It was cancer. It's very serious. Krisna knows. Please pray for Mathura Mani.

HpS - Krsna is a very jealous lover!     Maybe He wants her back immediately, so He is going to give her a little time for becoming detached then take her to Goloka very soon.  Is it good or bad if she dies soon?

When you come back to Madrid again?

HpS - Maybe when we come back from India, no? Beginning of April?

Your humble and fallen aspiring to servant, Dandava Das.

HpS - Thank you.  Do not doubt that Krsna appreciates very, very, very much your efforts!!!