Hare Krishna to all the readers, here is a link to Japa-Joe by Guruji His Holiness Hanumat Preshak Swami Maharaj, it can help us to take our japa to the highest possible limits, thanks. yours servant-Raktak Das
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=niASu206qQ4
Hare Krsna Beloved Gurudeva
AGTSP
PAMHO
Very nice to have iur association again through SM, etc, we were kind of leading fmp but U inspire muchhhhhhh more than I do.
We are in a new phase in our therapy. Now I know what I do not want more. And value and respect myself more. I am very happy and comfortable with my therapist.
I complete my rounds but my AIM is to chant GOOD rounds,,, 4p all right. I am teaching BS I like that very much.
I will coordinate with abhiram and try to be useful for the congress in June
I am hanging out with Madhumati dd ( Sankarshan das adhikari), she had already bought her ticket to India and her plan is to stay there..,, and no return anymore, she loves Vrindavan, she is a nice company and inspiration for me.
On Ramanavami I had to work from 2 to 9pm but at home earlier I did an offering to our deities.
When my father left i felt so so unprotected.... but lately I realized that I have SP 's, Krsna 's protection through U. Thank U Gurudeva, I feel protected.,,, so miscreants back off jeje
I am sharing a picture from Lord Rama in chosik last friday
In response to iur letter the dog is SANTINO Dhanya lalita's.
He is so cute,...
Thank U
Trying to be iur disciple
Cmdd
HpS - Hare Krsna. Hare Krsna. Get closer to Krsna. He wants to be your friend just like your psychologist. He has many extravagant plans for all of us.
Sankirtan plans for Lima. He wins His battles!
Hare Krishna Maharaj,
Please accept my sincere humble obeisances. All glories to Srila Prabhupada.
I can feel myself getting closer, much closer to initiation than I have so far in this life. I've moved into the temple, adjusted my work schedule to be present for entire morning program and SB class. I've become the treasurer for the brahmacari ashram here in Denver. I'm really excited and enthused for this seva. Set a timeline for receiving recomendation from TP Tushta Krishna Das Prabhu and Ashram Leader Vinoda Kovida Das.
Since getting established I've found myself getting pulled away by the modes. Sleeping in and missing morning program, pulled around by other bodily desires for illicit sex and intoxication. Slowly taking some desperate measure by writing this letter to gear my association to where it should be. Just overall feelings of low confidence in my ability to take initiation seriously (though two weeks ago I was extremely confident). I want to be able to make my vows with all sincerity and confidence that I will refrain from breaking any regs or not completing my rounds. Truthfully I'm just feeling a bit broken hearted. I know what I should do. But I also have these stupid mundane desires that I listen to far too much. I know my mind is getting to a dangerous place because I've contemplated the 'one foot in, one foot out' situation where I'm being nonsense but still being attached to my service. Though I still know that is not actually doable, there is no middle ground.
I've already purchased my ticked to have your association in Boise. I'm also hoping that Tushta Krishna will be in touch with you to request a visit here to Denver. I know your calendar said probably no other USA stops this year, but I'm praying that Krishna will arrange something.
Your lowly aspiring servant,
Bhakta Adrian
HpS ASA - Yes. We fight with selfish desires. We want Krsna to be happy.
Are we making progress daily.
Yes, we got invitation to visit Denver from Sacisuta Das, but out just is not possible. We're in transit through Denver both ways but will kill us if we start traveling again.
Just Boise.
Make progress today. Don't take more service than you can do. Don't be lazy, HpS!
Hare Krsna. Hare Rama!
We have letters from one week and the days ago to answer! We are getting our feet on the ground and actually working more efficiently back in Tennessee more than before we left.
We'll see. We make our feeble efforts and The Witch makes her counter attacks.
We've answered all the URGENT letters. We will start the Wednesday night Bhakti Sastri workshops. 7pm Nashville time.
They must be fun as well as practical.
We took Rtadvaja Swami's Mother's car for emission test and it failed. It it's a 1992 Oldsmobile. Then we searched for a mechanic that might be able to fix it.
Worked on the ASA calendar for the next Kapi-dhvaja, especially the Boise Festival. Are you coming? Fresh air. White water rafting maybe. Senior devotees.
o.k. Time for bed!
Ki
Hare Krishna Dear Guru Maharaja,
Please accept my humble obeisances.
All glories to Srila Prabhupada.
Issues with editor (formating) should be fixed now. I updated all modules into latest version.
However if you will see any issues please let me know through the email as that is fastest and most reliable way how I will get info.
Your servant Prahlad Nrsimha das
PS: We are back in Sridham Mayapur, will send letter about Thailand soon.
HpS - Hare Krsna! I am back in USA and starting to catch up on the mail. I hoped you might stay in the Dhama but wherever Krsna wants to send us.
Always we're thanking you for your help, especially the Blog. Yes, the format seems different and for our Windows Phone a little tougher in some ways, but we are adjusting.
YES, news of your Krsna conscious experiences in Thailand! ! !
nut
Hare Krishna Maharaja! PAMO AGTSP PP!
Quite some pain in my heart while writing you.
Just checked my account, 8 months I didn't post a letter.
Anyway don't mean this to be a sad one, rather a realistic one.
Well moved out of the Ashrama(Govinda'S) went a bit not too much distant from sydney's cbd. 1/2 hour.
Studying music, happy to see how I can easily apply it to kirtan and see how others and I can enjoy it.
Was doing some rounds few weeks ago and it was really fulfilling and energizing doing it before school days so I wouldn't get too disturbed.
But really nothing firm at the moment in terms of rounds & sadhana/books reading a bit here and there. I Believe I just focused on my music so much
that forgot about everything else basically.
Went to Gaura Purnima+Aindras appearence day+ today I'm going to the Bhakti Club program at the uni . So my preaching is also a bit here and there. Sometimes though, discussing/explaining bhakti things to my friend Juan(from the Ashrama) is helpful/refreshing.
Nothing like the golden times tho.
Having a sanskrit name it'd be nice yea, but not enough inspiration to uplift my sadhana, feel like an old cow under the shade forced to walk on a very hot sunny day 300 km ! Spiritualy speaking, energy is great for 22. And yea I don't yet realise the intricacies of being here, just looking for more of this comfort, not wanting to scape to goloka dham.
Really appreciate what you are doing and all the devotees of Iskcon around the globe.
well i wouldnt' even call myself your servant atm.
Camilo
Hare Krishna AGTSP
HpS - Hare Krsna!
AgtSP. Every one is so different. I can't tell really how you are doing too much from the news you sent. Has Maya captured important ground in our heart or our deviations just superficial?
We are playing around with Samsara, no? And if we get to far into it Krsna can't help us!
One more time around Piccadilly circus!
Fleas, worms living in out intestines... Focus on Prabhupada. Read the Krsna book to see what kind of taste we . Don't push too much artificially, get a higher taste, some intelligent renunciation is needed, no?