ter kadamba dd(buenos aires)

9 years, 3 months ago by bhaktina teresa in Personal Sadhana Reports

<var>All glories to sri sri gaura nitai</var>

<var>tlgsp, and Gurudeva accept my obeisances.</var>

<var>How are you?</var>

<var>HpS - A little cold. It is May, but still cold when there are clouds. Also a little allergy from the Spring. Also packing to go to Boise, Idaho for the next ten days.</var>

<pre data-fulltext="" data-placeholder="Traducción" dir="ltr" id="tw-target-text"> <var>thanks for your last letter . I just want to ask if you can help me with ideas about puppets, or scripts , if you could guide me to send these ideas to the temple of helsinki . they are doing a great service. Hare Krsna, Prabhu, What's the news? Any service for us? We have been traveling for 15-months, but excellent results! Some one is asking me for Scripts for Puppet Shows. I guess Scripts for Dramas would also do. Do you have any or have any leads on them? HpS - Look at ISKCON Desire Tree for Drama Scripts. I also wrote some devotees asking about this. I'm reading again the biography of Srila Prabhupada and some adi lila caitanya caritamrta . music to full 16 rounds- 4Principles please excuse me discomfort and invasion ! </var></pre>

<var>Gurudeva happens when the person enters into fanaticism ?</var>

<var>that is failing?</var>

<var>HpS - I guess fanatacism would be blind faith. That is because of many reasons. I want to use my religion for political purposes so I push it without knowledge, just the ritual or something. Could be different motives, no?</var>

thanks a lot! your servant "potato" ter kadamba devi dasi.

HpS - Hare Krsna!!! Engage the whole universe in Krsna's plans!

Srila Prabhupada Ki Jay!!!

Hare Krishna GuruMaharaj! All Glories to Srila Prabhupada! Please accept my humble obeisances.

Thanks for coming,  your association was very inspiring for all of us. We continue in Madrid now I’m studying the Upadesamrita and the Nectar of Devotion. I read these books before but I didn’t spend some time in study, for me the Nectar of Devotion it’s incredible. In the first part Srila Prabhupada achieve to do an amazing theological definitions of the different levels of the Bhakti Yoga. Its funny cause some nights ago I dreamed with the six Goswamis, they were in one room reading some texts in sanscrit. I was out of the room and in one moment I said something to other person and somebody from the room close the door because we were disturbing them. I felt very worry because I incommoded them but after some moments, they open again the door. I don’t know why but the last nights I have a lot of oneiric activity… many strong dreams with friends, devotees, bhutas. Some of them not very nice for example I remember one of them where I was with one spiritual brother and this devotee was talking very bad things from you.

Now many devotees are going to visit the temple in the next days, for example today arrive Yadunandana Swami and Patita Pavana Prabhu from Canary Islands, in one week Dhanesvara Prabhu will come and in a few weeks Harichakra Prabhu will return from India and his plans is to live in Madrid temple.

The service in the temple is ok I continue with the pujari and Kirtan Rasa and his wife are doing an amazing service with the lunch program. I feel that I have a lot of fortune to have their association.

One of the personals purposes that I’m trying to improve is to be more conscious of the time and try to spend in the right way, I realized that if I don’t try to focus in the important things my mind will spend my energies in many stupid things.

The last summer I was in Malaga temple learning puja with the head pujari of the temple, the experience was nice, but the devotee many times was very busy and he dint have enough time. Now I have the opportunity of going some months to study in the Mayapur academy and pass the course of worship (4 months) also I would like to take class of mridanga, the authorities of the temple think that it’s a good idea and they say me that the temple can support the trip. The idea is to return after the courses, share the knowledges and continue with the service in Madrid. Gurudeva what do you think? Is it a good idea?

HpS - To go to India just to learn Mrdanga??  Seems you could learn enough from devotees in Spain, no??

Also from some months ago, I am part of the formal authorities of the temple; this service is very dangerous… Some advice for survive?

HpS - Put personal, vaisnava,  relations before administrative relations. It has worked for us in practical experience also.

4 regs ok

16 Rounds ok

3 Gayatris ok

Thanks for your instructions and your time.

Your servant Mantri Rama Das.

Photo of Lignum Crucis, maybe you remember that i said you that i went to pilgrim to a place where the catholic church have the biggest piece of the world from the cross of Jesus, people start to pilgrim  around 1500. The name of the place is Santo Toribio de Liebana. The scientics said that the wood is more than 2000 years and its from the same kind of wood that they use in Jerusalem to crucify the people.

HpS - Thank you so much for your letter and your news. Don't get trapped in just the external features of Bhakti-yoga. Chant and act with as much love as you can. Understand the logic of Krsna consciousness so that you can concentrate well on the Mantra.

Learn the word by word meaning of the Gurvastak.

Are there regular classes, reading every morning??

ASA Kids, Houston, etc...

Todas las Glorias a Srila Prabhupada!

Por favor reciba mis reverencias querido Gurudeva.

Han pasado muchas cosas desde la ultima vez que lo vi en Houston Gurudeva, tengo tanto que informarle. Comenzare con decirle que después de la platica que tuvimos con usted, prabhu Vidagdha y yo estamos a la espera de saber que pasara con el asunto del restaurante en Hosuton. Aún no sabemos si será posible que puedan contratar a prabhu Vidagdha. El presidente del templo de Houston nos pidió una carta de recomendación por parte de SS Guru Prasada Swami, y una de usted solo para tenerla como referencia me imagino. Su santidad Guru Prasad Swami, ya esta enterado de los pormenores. Aún estamos a la espera, que las autoridades correspondientes tomen la desición.

HpS - Hare Krsna!   Quiere una carta de nosotros???

Mientras tanto, continuamos con nuestros proyectos personales y nuestros servicios en templo.

Con respecto al programa dominical (ASA KIDS), como le mencione me encontraba un tanto desanimada al respecto, pero me he encontrado con la sorpresa de que cada día más devotos y familias, se están uniendo al respecto. Eso me da mucha tranquilidad, y ya no siento tanto la presión con la que estaba realizando ese servicio. Me siento muy apoyada y confiada, en que seguiremos adelante con los proyectos infantiles. Le pido me disculpe mi falta de responsabilidad, pero en ese momento era para mi necesario hacer una pausa, y retomar mi servicio con más entusiasmo y entrega. A finales de este mes, iniciaremos con las clases dominicales, y la idea es entrenar a un grupo de devotas jovénes que se han unido para dar talleres de pintura, barro, etc, a los niños.

HpS - Plan de Minstry of Education es presentar un curriculum super para todo el mundo, si quiere, para escuela dominical, Janmastami est ano, y metodo de entrenamiento de profesor para dominical escuela con esta curriculum en 2017~

Tratando de aterrizar un mejor servicio de mi parte para ISKCON, decidí estudiar una Licenciatura en Pedagogía online,

HPS - Jaya!

...yo tome en cosideración los consejos que usted me dio al respecto, de hacer una investigación de contenidos, fuentes, etc... Madre Lalita Gopi y una devota profesora de primaria en México, me ha orientado al respecto; y he recibido un gran apoyo por parte de ellas. Por supuesto tengo el apoyo de prabhu Vidadgha, que fue quién más me motivo a tomar la desición. No pude antes darle la noticia porque usted se encontraba en India, así que tuvimos que tomar la desición mi esposo y yo, sin poder consultar con usted, le pido disculpas por eso Gurudeva.

HPS - Esta bien!   Buen consejo.

Mi deseo es poder prepararme profesionalmente, y contribuir más eficazmente en los proyectos infantiles en ISKCON. Me he dado cuenta, que me desarrollo bien en áreas dondé tenga que realizar trabajo de organización y unificación de familias, para cumplir própositos educativos en la comunidad infantil. Solo que me hace falta mucha técnica, y me he encontrado con muchos errores en la práctica. Espero poder tomar lo mejor de la enseñanza ácademica, y llevarlo a la práctica conciente de Krishna  en los proyectos de educación en ISKCON. 

Le agradezco mucho su tiempo y quiero que sepa que extraño mucho su asociación en vapu, extraño verlo por las mañanas en el inmenso templo de Houston. Espero verlo muy pronto Gurudeva. Mi hijo Mukunda le manda saludos, el lo recuerda con mucho cariño.

Su sirviente Gopi Radha DD.

HPS - Jaya Mukunda!   Tenemos horrible dolor de estomago hoy dia.   Posible vamos a morir de cancer en unos dias.  Ha!  Ha!  Hare!    Posible Mukunda antes, y Vd antes.

Proxima vida como esta vida.

Ya vamos a clase de Hawaii on line.  10.51AM aqui. clase a las 11.00am.  Somos presentadoros.

Muy bien su esfuerza. Krsna esta completamente en control de su situacion.

Necisita carta de nosotros???

Brief Report

9 years, 3 months ago by Patrak das in Personal Sadhana Reports

Hare Krsna Dear Gurudeva

AGTSP and U!!!  ____'0_  PAMHO

please accept my humble obeisances...  How are U?

I'm ok (For the body i recieved), still dealing with stomch problems...

HpS - Me too!

...but i guess it is part of taking a lot of pills for so many years...Doctors said i not only lost weight but also years.. jojojo.... they are surprised...health is 80% ok... energy is 50% ok so I try to dose it cause my mind wants to do many many many things ... 70% are for krsna... so the other 30% has to be delete or changed for krsna!!! we are working on that... 

Im studying at the university for a degree on Education in Arts... Im also studying for a specialization in Waldorf Pedagogy... and i will start studying hindi again in the Embassy of India... helping a little bit ART with the Conference for  June... 

We are very exicted cause our altar is now in the living room... My family is very happy with that... It pushes me to be a good example...they are doing some service for our deities... buying flowers, making garlands, etc... they respect a lot and want to learn more...

Our Sadhana is getting more fixed... 16R, 4P, MA, worship, ... our reading is better... we also read small books in the bus cause people always ask about it so we have a good excuse to preach and give books...

thanks a lot for all Ur support and for sharing the DTC on the Blog... 

always trying to be a useful tool for Ur sankirtan!!!

at your feet

Patraka Das

HpS - Thank you for this letter. We heard yesterday that you can't do this job as Secretary for Abhirama for the June program!  Big surprise. Please help as much as you can. Suggest a substitute. He needs a translator for the letters, phone calls.

Our respects to you family!!! We hope there is a good program in your Barrio (San Isidro?) also!!

Hare Krsna from Mayapur

9 years, 3 months ago by Bhaktin Belen S. in Personal Sadhana Reports

Hare Krsna dear maharaja, please accept my humble obeisances

All glories to Srila Prabhupada

I felt the need to write you so here am I. I'm living in Mayapur for almost 6 months ago and many many many things happened to me. It's amazing how can a pure place as Mayapur and with so advanced devotees can change the mind.

It was and still a great challenge because in such atmosphere I can discover who am I and which anarthas (that maybe I was thinking I didn't have) I have to work in. 
Deeply I can realize that I'm very fortunate to live here and I must to take advantage of that (sometimes I think too much, and this discouraged me) 

So I'm getting a very awesome association from many pure devotees. I was taking Kirtan academy course and now I'm studying Bhakti sastri part time again with Atul Krsna prabhu in Mayapur Institute. All the devotees here are very advanced.  I feel like the worst one haha. Good for my false ego. 
What happened to me sometimes is like I need to have many things to do at the same time, and need to be busy because if I don't, I start to think too much and It's not good. I feel anxiety because my asram is not clear now and all this environment influence me in a certain sense. So it's a little difficult sometimes to focus in my service beacuse of that. I think is normal, but I have to solve it, Isn't it?

ASA - It seems so!  Prabhupada says, "Girls should be married by 16-years old": http://www.vedabase.com/en/sb/1/17/38. Of course, you could marry Krsna I guess.

Living here in India is a huge challenge for me because the differences between cultures but I really appreciate to have had the opportunity to realize that and I think indian traditional culture is closer to vedic culture than western's so I have many things to learn from them. 

Even all of my "troubles" in my mind I really love to live here. I can't even think about come back to the city. (At least till Mayapur becomes a city ha!) 

I don't know If I deserve the initiation as I'm not qualified at all but somehow I got it again because some special mercy. Maha Hari Prabhu was here so he did the arrengement for that. Was really nice moment and the day after that I went to Vrndavan. No words which can describe that. 

So that's my situation. I'm very good.. only this little anxiety but nothing else. Krsna is giving me a lot of mercy. Too much and I can not understand why. I feel selfish because I'm always thinking more in what I want instead of what he wants (unless he and I both want the same, I would not be pleasing him) A clear example of this is that my guru maharaja is giving me a lot of service with videos and at the same time I'm taking another services and studying which Is what I want to do but of course takes me time. So this kind of negligence in his service (because of course by doing many things I don't have his service as a priority) sometimes makes me feel guilty. Why this things happens?

HpS - I don't know. It could be because you are a selfish witch or it could be because you are an incarnation of Lalita Devi and no service is ever enough to make you feel like you are doing enough.

If you are sincere, Krsna will tell you. You know when you are being sincere. Of course, Guru, Krsna, Sastra and Vaisnava are there to help us.

Is this lack of surrender knowing the deep desire that my gurudeva has in his heart to develop his project and not spending 100% of my time supporting him?

So I think that's all. Wishing your health is good and your preachings programs going on successfully! 

 I wanted to see you when you was here but somehow I couldn't. I hope there's another chance in a near future

Thank you so much for your time and please let me know what you think about all of these things. Your advices are very important for me. I appreciate you a lot.

trying to serve,

Syamasundari devi dasi.

PS: I took the first picture  in Govardhana. I would have liked not to leave that place never. And the other one was from yesterday. Rama navami. 

HpS - Ah!   I think I saw you in a Start Meeting program.

Congratulations. Respects to our esteemed God-brother, Maha atma Das when you get the chance. Please send news from time to time at least!!!!

El rasika-bhagavata y el bhavaka-bhagavata

9 years, 3 months ago by pankaja anghri das in Special Category A

HPS - ASA -  Hare Krsna!  Thank you Panchanghri Das!   Very interesting.

------------------------------------------

Ācārya Kesarī Śrī Śrīmad Bhakti Prajñāna Keśava Gosvāmī His Life and Teach ings

-------------------------------------------

The rasika and bhāvuka bhāgavata Paramārādhyatama Śrīla Gurudeva was profoundly grave and sometimes harder than a thunderbolt, but he was also softer than a flower. He was highly expert in tasting spiritual mellows (rasika) and always deeply immersed in ecstatic sentiments (bhāvuka). He was harder than a thunderbolt towards those who were opposed to bhakti, such as the impersonal monists and the followers of pseudo-devotional sects, such as smārtas, jāti-gosvāmīs, jāti-vaiṣṇavas and prākṛtasahajiyās. Yet to sincere godbrothers and disciples who were steadily engaged in guru-sevā without duplicity, he was much softer then a flower. After Śrīla Prabhupāda’s entrance into aprakaṭa-līlā,

HpS - I think this means Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati, no???

[Ananta Vāsudeva] Vidyābhuṣaṇa and [Sundarānanda] Vidyāvinoda were influenced by undesirable association and became staunch opponents of Śrīla Prabhupāda.

Śrīla Gurudeva’s blood brother Śrīmad Bhakti Kevala Auḍulomi Mahārāja followed in their footsteps, but Śrīla Gurudeva vehemently opposed their ideas. Although Śrīmad Auḍulomi Mahārāja was his brother and godbrother, Śrīla Gurudeva objected to his ideas without compromise and said, “I do not want to see the face of anyone who is opposed to Śrīla Gurupāda-padma. Auḍulomi Mahārāja is my brother from my previous āśrama and in spiritual life he is my godbrother. Even so, from now on I have no relationship or connection with him whatsoever.”

Whenever anyone opposed jagad-guru Śrīla Siddhānta Sarasvatī Prabhupāda’s conceptions, Śrīla Gurudeva would smash their objections to pieces by the strength of undisputed logic and steadfast scriptural evidence. We will now present a few examples of how he was also bhāvuka and rasika. (a) During his manifest presence, Śrīla Guru Mahārāja used to go to Śrī Dhāma Māyāpura every year at the time of Śrī Navadvīpa-dhāma parikramā. He would begin to describe the glories of his most worshipful gurudeva at the place of his gurudeva’s samādhi, in the presence of thousands and thousands of faithful pilgrims. On recollecting Śrīla Prabhupāda’s glorious and transcendental qualities, he would become so emotional that his throat would become choked, he would burst into tears, and all aṣṭa-sāttvika bhāvas would be clearly visible on his body. Incapable of speaking any further, he would somehow indicate that we should say something. (b) Once Śrīla Gurudeva was sitting on the veranda of his bhajana-kuṭī at Śrī Uddhāraṇa Gauḍīya Maṭha in Chuṅchurā, chanting harināma. A few maṭhavāsīs were sitting near him and he was explaining to us about the madhurabhakti of Vraja. He said that only the vrajaramaṇīs are actually associates (parikāras) of madhura-rasa, and they are all in parakīyabhāva. Although there are many varieties of vraja-ramaṇīs – defined according to their different moods – still, they are all parakīyanāyikās (paramour heroines) in madhura-rasa. The mahiṣīs, or queens, of Dvārakā-purī, Śrī Rāmacandrajī’s wife Sītā-devī, and Mahā-lakṣmī of Vaikuṇṭha are not heroines in madhura-rasa. They are all maidservants in dāsya-rasa. In the course of this explanation I [the author] posed a question: “Rasācārya Śrīla Rūpa Gosvāmī has described three types of nāyikās in Ujjvalanīlamaṇi, namely sādhāraṇī, samañjasā and samarthā. Kubjā of Mathurā is in the category of sādhāraṇī; the queens of Dvārakā such as Rukmiṇī and Satyabhāmā are known as

218 Ā c ā rya Kesarī Śrī Śrīmad Bha k ti Prajñ ā na Ke ś ava Gosv ā m ī His Life a nd Te ach ings

samañjasā; and the vraja-gopīs are called samarthā. Among these heroines, the queens of Dvārakā have been called associates in the svakīya aspect of madhura-rasa, and the vraja-ramaṇīs have been called associates in the parakīya aspect of madhura-rasa. So what harm is there in accepting Sītā-devī and the queens of Dvārakā to be associates of svakīya madhura-rasa?” Śrīla Gurudeva replied, “You do not have the capacity to assimilate these profound conceptions at present. This will not be accessible to you now, even if I tell you. Wherever there is affection imbued with aiśvarya-bhāva, a mood of awe and reverence, only dāsya-prema predominates. Pure mādhurya-prema is completely bereft of aiśvarya-bhāva and appears to resemble the love between bosom friends in this world (laukika sadbandhu-vat). The affection of Lakṣmī, Sītājī and the queens of Dvārakā for their respective iṣṭadevas is imbued with the highest aiśvaryabhāva. They have no pure mādhurya-prema and are always in sambhrama-bhāva, a mood of awe and reverence. Thus, although the affection (prīti) of the mahiṣīs is somewhat more elevated than that of dāsya-bhaktas such as Hanumān, Arjuna and Uddhava, their bhāva cannot be called pure mādhurya-bhāva. Śrīla Jīva Gosvāmī and Śrīla Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura have presented a beautiful assessment of this subject in their respective commentaries. “This is why Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta has emphasized the special importance of gopī- prema. Only when one has performed bhajana for some time under the guidance of pure Vaiṣṇavas can one realize these profound subject matters by their mercy.” (c) Once, during the month of Kārtika, Śrīla Gurupāda-padma had brought his noble presence to Śrī Keśavajī Gauḍīya Maṭha. One day, he was sitting in his bhajana-kuṭī and chanting harināma, absorbed in transcendental emotions. I had sat down nearby and was silently reading the chapter on śrī dāmodara-bandhana from Śrī Gopāla-campūḥ. I became so attracted to Jīva Gosvāmī’s ideas that I could not check myself. Taking the book in my hand, I came right in front of Śrīla Gurudeva and said, “In his time, Śrī Jīva Gosvāmī was a great mahāpuruṣa with immense knowledge of all philosophical principles. Yet at the same time he was also a transcendental rasika poet. The combination of vast spiritual erudition with poetic artistry is extremely rare in this world. But when we read the episode of dāmodara-bandhana-līlā in Gopāla-campūḥ, we can see how Śrī Jīva Gosvāmī combined these two attributes in an astonishing way.” Then I began to read aloud from Gopāla-campūḥ for Śrīla Gurudeva to hear: Yaśodā-maiyā ran very quickly after Bāla-kṛṣṇa, who had fled onto the main road. She caught Him with one hand, took a small stick in the other, and began to scold Him. “I’ll give You such a beating! I know You go from house to house stealing. You are a thief (cora)!” Kṛṣṇa: O Maiyā, don’t beat Me! No Cora3 has ever appeared in My father’s dynasty. They only appear in your father’s dynasty. I’m not a thief. Maiyā (smiling): How was the churning pot of yoghurt broken, then? Kṛṣṇa: Well, that is the punishment given by the Supreme Lord. 3 Editor: In the dynasty of Śrī Yaśodā’s father, there was a gopa named Cora Ghoṣa. The literal meaning of cora is ‘thief’. Thus Śrī Kṛṣṇa denounced Śrī Yaśodā’s dynasty, considering Himself to belong exclusively to His father’s dynasty.

219 P a r t four Ā c ā rya Kesarī Śrī Śrīmad Bha k ti Prajñ ā na Ke ś ava Gosv ā m ī His Life a nd Te ach ings

Maiyā: And who fed the butter to the monkeys? Kṛṣṇa: He who has made the monkeys feeds the monkeys. Maiyā (angry, but laughing): Now tell me the truth. How did the butter pot break? Kṛṣṇa (crying): You jumped up in a hurry to pacify the milk that was boiling over, and you were so flustered that your heavy anklets struck the pot and it broke. So tell Me, how am I to blame for this? Maiyā: Okay. In that case, tell me how You come to have butter on Your face. Kṛṣṇa: O Maiyā, every day a monkey comes and puts his hand in the pot to eat the butter, but today I caught him. He pulled out his hand and began to run away, but the butter on his hand got smeared on My face. Tell Me honestly, am I at fault in this? But still, you call Me a thief and want to beat Me. Maiyā: O You who are the king of those skilled in argument! O friend of the monkeys! Now I shall punish You by binding You and Your ally, the grinding mortar, together. After a great deal of endeavour, by the mercy of Bhagavān, she tied Kṛṣṇa to the grinding mortar and went inside to get on with her household duties. Dragging the grinding mortar with His little friends, Bāla-kṛṣṇa began to crawl through the gap between the twin arjuna trees, which stood before the entrance of the house. At the mere touch of the grinding mortar, both trees came crashing down with the most terrific thundering sound. All the Vrajavāsīs, wherever they were, heard the sound and came running. Nanda Bābā and Yaśodā-maiyā also arrived there, and when Yaśodā-maiyā saw her son between the two fallen trees, she became speechless. Nanda Bābā was struck with wonder. He approached his son and took Him in his lap. Seeing His father, Kṛṣṇa began to weep loudly. Nanda Bābā gently caressed Kṛṣṇa’s head and limbs with his hands. Patting Him and kissing His face he said, “Lālā, who bound you like this?” Kṛṣṇa was crying and did not answer. Nanda Bābā asked again and again. Finally, Kṛṣṇa whispered in Bābā’s ear, “Maiyā did it.” Nanda Bābā became very grave. “Maiyā did it? Your mother is so cruel!” He then fell silent. Nanda Bābā then took both Kṛṣṇa and Baladāū in his arms and went to take bath in the Yamunā. He employed brāhmaṇas to recite auspicious mantras (svasti-vācana), distributed cows, etc. in charity, and then returned home. Somehow Rohiṇī-maiyā engaged some gopīs in cooking and serving food to Rāma, Kṛṣṇa and Nanda Bābā. After honouring prasāda in silence, Nanda Bābā went with his two sons to take his seat in the community council. In the evening, he came to the gośālā where he fed Kṛṣṇa and Baladeva with rock candy and squirted warm milk into Their mouths, directly from the udder of a cow until Their bellies were full. When Vrajarāja had finished taking his evening meal in the company of his two sons, the older gopīs of the community all came before him, bringing Rohiṇījī with them. The two children were sitting in Bābā’s lap. Rohiṇījī said, “O King, Kṛṣṇa’s mother has not taken her meal. She is sitting in a

220 Ā c ā rya Kesarī Śrī Śrīmad Bha k ti Prajñ ā na Ke ś ava Gosv ā m ī His Life a nd Te ach ings

corner as silent as a stone. All the gopīs in the house are so sad. They are also sitting silently without eating or drinking.” With mixed feelings of sorrow and amusement, Vrajarāja said, “What can I do? She should realize that this is the fruit of anger.” Tears flowed from the eyes of the older gopīs as they said, “Oh, no, Yaśodā is so soft, inside and out. You should not call her cruel. It’s not right to use a word like that for her.” Hearing this Vrajarāja became even more emotional. Smiling, he asked, “Lālā, will You go to Maiyā?” “No, no! I will only stay with you,” replied Kṛṣṇa. Upānanda’s wife laughed and said, “You may stay with Bābā, but who will breastfeed You?” Kṛṣṇa: “Bābā will squirt warm milk into My mouth from the udder of the cows and feed Me miśri.” “Who will You play with?” “I’ll play with Father and My elder brother.” Vrajarāja said, “Why don’t You go to Rohiṇī-maiyā?” Kṛṣṇa sobbed and said angrily, “I was calling out to My elder Maiyā to save Me, but even she didn’t come.” Hearing this, Rohiṇī-maiyā said softly with tears flowing down her face, “Lālā, don’t be so cruel-hearted. Your mother is crying for You.” Kṛṣṇa’s eyes, too, brimmed with tears when He heard this. He turned around and looked at His father. At the same time, Rohiṇī-maiyā gestured to Baladeva to bring Kṛṣṇa to His mother. Baladeva caught hold of Kṛṣṇa with both hands and began to drag Him towards Rohiṇī-maiyā, but Kṛṣṇa shook Him off with a jerk and wrapped His arms tightly around Bābā’s neck. A shower of tears began to fall from Bābā’s eyes as well. Raising his hands he said, “Lālā, should I slap Your mother?” Bāla-kṛṣṇa could not tolerate this and caught hold of His father’s hands tightly. At that moment, Bābā remembered the anguish within Yaśodā’s heart, and said to Kṛṣṇa, “Lālā, what if Your mother should…” He paused and motioned with his hand, meaning “if she should die, then what will You do?” As soon as He heard this, Kṛṣṇa loudly cried, “Maiyā! Maiyā! Maiyā!” He stretched out His arms in the direction of His elder mother [Rohiṇī-maiyā], and of His own accord He ran to sit on her lap. Rohiṇī-maiyā was in tears. She picked up Kṛṣṇa, who was also crying, and entering the ladies’ inner chamber of the house, she put Him down in Yaśodā-maiyā’s lap. Yaśodā- maiyā covered Kṛṣṇa with her veil and began to weep like a kurarī bird. Kṛṣṇa, also, began to shed floods of tears. All the gopīs who had assembled in the ladies’ quarters began to cry as well, and Nanda Bābā was crying in the meeting room. The whole atmosphere became submerged in vātsalya-rasa.

As soon as Śrīla Gurudeva heard this narration, he began weeping. An incessant flow of tears flowed from his eyes and other bodily transformations (aṣṭa-sāttvika bhāvas) were also clearly visible. I have only seen such an expression of extraordinary spiritual emotions once or twice in my life. 

( om) ajnana-timirandhasya jñanañjana-salakaya caksur unmilitam yena tasmai sri guruve namah.

Nama om visnu-padaya krsna-presthaya bhutale srimate bhaktivedanta-swamin iti namine.

Namas te sarasvate deve gaura-vani-pracarine

nirvisesa-sunyavadi-pascatya-desa-tarine.

-mis reverencias a sus pies !!!

nitya-lila-pravista om visnupada astottara-sata

sri srimad Hanumat presaka svami maharaja ki jaya !!!

su bien queriente srimad pankajanghri dasa.