All Glories to Srila Prabhupada.
Dear Gurumaharaja and spiritual father.
Please accept my humble and sincere obeisances.
Sorry for not writing to you before, so many things happened this year that forced me to keep my time fully occupied. At home we lived: my aunt (the nurse) who has Alzheimer's, my mother (who sells Ice in blocks), Hari Sundar (my associate), my two puppies and me. I tell him we lived because in May my aunt fell and had a fissure to the bone Femur, due to her mental state, the doctors decided to operate it for her prompt recovery of the bone.
This, brought care to FULL TIME for their mental state and operation. My aunt took care of me as a child, she was like my second mother, she has no children or husband, all her life was dedicated to work in one of the largest and oldest hospitals in Lima and of course study and study (she has master's and graduated in quantity) Since I was his “daughter” because I saw myself in the obligation and ethical moral responsibility to take care of her now that she is 76 years old and in the mental state she is in. After the operation, my aunt Alzheimer's became a senile dementia, so she needs constant supervision, if I neglect she can eat any object she finds and I have to evade her aggressive outbursts, unfortunately she recognizes me only for some moments Take psychiatric medications but it is still a concern and dedication. My mother, not understanding this disease and arguing so much with her (why she doesn't recognize her if a moment ago she had called her by name, etc.) is that I asked her to leave the house and go to the other house to take care of my uncles (the 90-year-old brahmachari, my aunt Ana the 83-year-old teacher who has an NGO) So Hari Sundar and I take care of my aunt with Alzheimer's, sharing times (he in the morning and me in the evening ).
HpS - Jaya!!!! And your father? Do you have lots of Krsna stories and Srila Prabhupada playing in the background for your patients??? They are going to take birth in the Hare Krsna movement in their next life. Who is Hari Sundar, foto????
You know, sometimes when I talk to my aunt, I feel that I see my future (woman alone, dedicated to her work and studies) I am afraid, because she makes me lose my patience and I think “God, when I grow up, someone who is more loving than me ) I feel that at this stage of my life, I became too rational, I think the feelings are good and necessary but at the same time they create a disorder of weakness and imbalance, preventing us from thinking clearly.
In addition, I am dedicated to my work, the school, with my dear students. As the educational institution where I work is personalized teaching, I can not have more than 10 students per classroom and work with children that other schools do not want to receive because they have a series of disorders, children with hyperactivity, opponent challenging, chronic insomnia, dyslexia, dysprosodia (language problems), dipraxia (lack of motor coordination) schizophrenia, neuropsychological problems and more. I like my work, I thank you infinitely gurumaharaja for motivating me and telling me that day “YES, STUDY EDUCATION AT THE UNIVERSITY THE CANTUTA IN CHOSICA, DO NOT DOUBT” if it were not for you, I would never have discovered my vocation, nor studied in my beloved national university of education "La Cantuta". I feel that thanks to being a teacher I balanced my life.
Gurudeva, when I am in class and I see my students with the difficulties that I mentioned before, I think will it be that in the spiritual world there are cowboys that present these symptoms that in this world we call disorders? Without wanting to be offensive, I remember reading in the book Nectar of devotion that gopis and cowboys had some symptoms of love for Krishna, such as stuttering, babble of emotion, talking so fast that they are not understood, dreaming of Krishna , etc. Could it be that my work is a preparation for the spiritual world? Could it be that Mother Yasoda needs me to learn to treat children like this to help her take care of the cowboys?
HpS - I don't know... I think they are not ordinary people. To get contact with a disciple of Srila Prabhupada like you is not ordinary. Maybe they had very demoniac histories and now are acting like birds and beasts or... ??? Chant Hare Krsna and you will get insight. BG 10.11
I finished my studies at the university, I will begin to see the procedures to get a bachelor's degree and a bachelor's or master's degree, I don't know who could help me, I have to find out too many legal procedures.
HpS - Ask The Blue Baboon, Laksmana agra Ja Das, CMDD, Abhirama.
But, meanwhile, as every teacher should always be trained, I am studying a specialization: Language therapy (to deal with my students' problems with methodology and strategies)
I don't know how wrong I am, but now I think that the spiritual life is also to find a balance and goal in life, guided by a trustworthy teacher (as in school) Gurumaharaja there is no day that does not think of you, as a model and inspiration Sometimes I tell my students that I also have a teacher, who guides me, teaches me right and wrong, with love and humor, with patience and care, with songs and letters. Children are happy with so little, and I am happy knowing that you always listen to me through the heart.
Mi papá le manda saludos, me preguntó por usted en navidad, vinieron mis hermanos los gemelos (miden 1m 85cm) mi hermana que sigue soltera porque tiene un carácter peor que el mío y mi madrastra que es mi segunda mamá. El médico dijo que el problema cardíaco que tiene mi papá (síndrome de Wolff - parkinson al corazón) es hereditario, uno de cuatro hijos podría padecer lo mismo, bueno hasta el momento los cuatro hijos presentamos algunos malestares al corazón. ¡Benditos genes!
Gurumaharaj aprovecho en saludarlo por su viasapuja, que el Señor Nrishimha lo proteja siempre y que el servicio a Srila Prabhupada lo mantenga siempre activo.
Con amor, su hija espiritual Yasoda devi dasi
HpS - Super, super, super!!! Who is Hari Sundar???? Foto. Saludos a su Papa... Leya la Biblia (libro Krsna y toma leche caliente con azucar cada noche!)
Mother Yasoda is a MOTHER!!!
