Internal change

5 years, 1 month ago by brian tellez in Personal Sadhana Reports

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Dear Guru Maharaja: 😍


All Glories to Srila Prabhupada pamho

I write to you from Iskcon Vrndavan, passing a very beautiful quarantine full of incredible services to the deities, to the samaddhi of Srila Prabhupada, to the Deities of Aindrema Prabhu, Im taking care of the Tulasi that was planted by Aindra Pabhu and do service in the house of Prabhupada changing Srila Prabhupada and the bed where I leave the body, seriously it has been an experience that I always dream of living in this temple, thanks for your blessings, Gurudeva lover, nothing is possible without your blessing.😷

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 Gurudeva on the other hand 😔

I have had to suffer because in Mexico the devotee with whom I wanted to marry accuses me of having physically and morally abused her, I spoke with her GM Mahatma Prabhu and with my GBC Guruprasad Swami and accept everything she says ,

They made me write to her a letter. Devotees have made very strong comments to me, but they do not really tell me what I am accused of. I feel bad, Gurudeva, who due to my immaturity has caused so much damage to that mother and the others with whom I have tried to associate, I am very confused and Disappointed of myself, in Vrndavan all offenses are paid and I feel that internally I am in a very existential crisis, to make other people suffer is something that really makes me feel very bad, and I see that I only make great souls suffer that Krsna sends for me, seriously they have been incredible mothers Gurudeva, but Mahatma Prabhu says that I am very immature and I must prepare myself, I do not know how to carry this, I cannot apologize or repair it, now I cannot even go to Mexico to show my face and Apologize, I don't know how to fix the mistakes of my past, Gurudeva is tormenting me, please instruct me on what to do in this situation? I just want to disappear from everyone and leave the preaching, remain devoted and serve yous,

I don't know Gurudeva I feel very confused

 Thank you for listening to me, you are always in my heart, although I am unable to be your disciple, I dream of being one but I cannot escape these material desires, it is already lust, please instruct me on how to continue my spiritual path, I do not want to give up, I know that this is one more proof and Mr. Gauranga and Nityananda have me by their hand. 

his would-be servant Vrajendra Kumara Das

KDPC report 22

5 years, 1 month ago by harsh_horse in Personal Sadhana Reports

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Hare Krsna Maharaj, PAMHO, AGTSP.

i dont know i meet various people in ISKCON all smiling, but somehow nobody resembles you.

here we had fight with our wife, and we are in room in ISKCON varanasi. We are very much relieved by staying away from them, just video chat is ok for us. Only concern is, when other people say "harsh should be with them" , only then i feel problem. otherwise if i am paying their bills, I am ok. i have now left aim of training parikhshith, as it involves conflict with wife.

we have gone to local temple president, asked some practical service where we can engage our mind. Because thats the only way to control it

somehow i like to interact with like minded people, hear them, contemplate, I dont need many people. Interacting with many people make me loose my efficiency and i become outward looking, hence more confused.

recently we good introduced to concept of maths in stock market, this intrigued, may be we can money from it and donate to temple, this involves listening to classes online, reading books, understanding concept, there is no direct service in temple. but this sort of analysis get us absorbed.

we also like the way Bhagvat subodhini has been made, analysis of verses, but if temple can not use that, most probably we will not go ahead.

your grace has experience over 40 years, the local temple is just having some brahmachari and trying to build community, temple.

what can of person do for such temple ? some how we think only you can answer that.

16 rounds ok, morning arti ok, evening arti improving, 3.85 rules.

reading -hearing people, reading 2nd canto, or BG 2 chap

unbriddled horse

Tarangaksi's report

5 years, 1 month ago by Rukmini in Personal Sadhana Reports

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Hare Krishna Guru Maharaja

Please accept my humble obeisances

All Glories to Srila Prabhupada!

I hope you are in good health. I would like to tell you about my recent activities and plans. I'm trying to participate in FMP and to listen your classes. My sadhana and rounds are ok. I was doing service in the pujari's kitchen at Chosica, once a week. Now, my service is in stand by due to this situaion (quarantine).

At home, I'm studying some books about the relationship between the body, mind and spitit. NOI text 2 mentions that eating more than necessary, talking unnecessarily... It's part of an imbalance that leads to disease. For example, the Bhagavad Gita says that "foods dear to those in the mode of goodness increase the duration of life, purify one's existence and give strenght, health, hapiness and satisfaction". Also, in the preface of NOI, Srila Prabhupada says that "one's first duty is to control his mind and senses (...) One must promote himself to the platform of goodness, sattva guna, by following the instructions of Rupa Goswami". So, we can conclude that the improper use of the senses causes an imbalance that may manifest itself in illness. We can confirm this in the Srimad Bhagavatam (1.1.10), "by having irregular, harmful habits, overeating, pleasing our senses and artificial life undermine the vitality of human energy. Therefore, the duration of life is shortened".

So, Gurudeva, do I have to understand that is necessary to follow a process of restructuring of habits and customs in the physical and mental level? Is essential to modify the conduct or the style of life?

Than you very much for reading my letter. I hope to see you soon.

Your insignificant disciple,

Tarangaksi Devi Dasi

Manipura, Old Personally sadhana and Mandir report

5 years, 1 month ago by Yamuneswar Das in Personal Sadhana Reports

All glories to Guru paramoara, Sripada Maharaja and HpS Maharaja.

Rahda Krsna ki jay, Gouranga Mahaprabhu ki jay, Hours bhakta Brenda ki jay.

Guruji, Dandavat Pranam.

In Manipur also due to Corova virus closed down from March end to 14th April.2020. During this period the number of chanting increased to 16x3 rounds and reading period. In the international news indicates that America also one of the victim nations. The number of deaths are very much more than India. In India upto today 120 death and 4500 affected. In Manipur 2 affected but improved one cured.

What about Gurujis health? Last time, in the reply of my letter, Gurujis health was not good, eye also could not read kind period. Is it improved now?

HpS - AGTSP!!! Paoho. This is old letter. We finally got to it!

My daughter got a daughter on 12 March at Bangaluru and my son will marry during Sept.

HpS - Very nice. Vaisnava janma!

I was promoted to Asst. Registrar and posted in the Exam. Section from 17th Feb.

HpS - Do you get to wear a turban to work? Can apply good standards to help improve the future of India.

I am so sorry for not receiving Gurujis no notamritabani for the last so many days.

Yours fallen servant,

Yamunesvara Das

HpS - Sir, please read the Kapi Dhvaja and then put the KDPC from the Letters to the Editor section in the Title of your letter. It changes each Kapi Dhvaja. That lets our Mail Clerks put your letter as VIP. Very Important Prabhu!!! Will we ever see the wonderful land of Manipura again?

PC Cuarentena en Vrndavan

5 years, 1 month ago by brian tellez in Personal Sadhana Reports

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dear Guru maharaja pamho algtSP. I am writing to you from Vrndavan quarantining inside the temple, I have service in the Radharani kitchen with Bhubanesvara Prabhu and then I clean the pots in Aindra's room, it is a nectar that I have been allowed to live here in the temple with your Lordships I feel very Happy, I get up early and I sing more rounds and I read, and I study Mrdanga, even so sometimes in the Mayan nights he has captured me with the internet and Facebook, but I keep praying to Krsna for the Day in which He allows me to serve him properly dear Guru maharaja.

I wanted to ask you about how I can satisfy you being here in Vrndavan and how I can get out of this infernal sinful life that sometimes attacks me.


Your eternal donky Vrajendra Kumara Das


Sadhana

5 years, 1 month ago by indira in Personal Sadhana Reports

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Todas las glorias a Srila Prabhupadha y todas las glorias a todos los asociados de Sri gurú y Gauranga.

Por favor acepte mis más humildes reverencias a sus pies querido maharaja, esta carta va más con motivo de saber de ustedes y de su salud.

Sigo cantando mis 16 rondas cada día y sigo los cuatro principios, he empezado a hacer servicio para Srila Prabhupadha en Nueva Vrajamanda, todos los lunes plancho su ropa y las toallas de las deidades, e tenido que suspender mi servicio por unos días, que hemos tenido que venir a Barcelona porque la abuela de mi marido se puso mal, tuvieron que llevarla al hospital, pensábamos que era la enfermedad que está ahora gracias a la misericordia de krishna no resulto nada grave lamentablemente nos tocó la cuarentena en Barcelona y no podemos salir de aquí, le pedimos a Krishna que cambié pronto esta situación y que realmente aprendamos a ver esta enfermedad o esta oportunidad para acercarnos más, que nos haga comprendes que nosotros no somos los controladores esperemos porque pensamos que somos los controladores supremos hasta de lo qué vamos a hacer mañana krishna, nos está demostrando que el es el unico controlador y está demostrando lo de una manera muy fuerte para que aprendamos a confiar en el, quiero pensar que es el propósito en todo esto.

Muchas gracias por su tiempo

Su sirvienta baktin Indira 🙏🏼

Hare krishna 🙏🏼.