Salute to Monkey Commando--- (long , not urgent)
previous letter : https://monkeywarrior.com/detail/12107/
Hare Krsna Maharaj, PAMHO, AGTSP,
here goes our Journal-ism for you only... SHared it....
Seeing your effort to find Sita is commendable ..... Jaya Hanuman....
multiple developments
- We read NOD, chatper on Chivalry, very very nice. this attracted us much more than Gopi Pastimes. But we were arogant, we wanted to be Gopa and fight with Krsna,. Gopas are also very elevated. I think its better to be turf on which Krsna-Gopa Wrestle or dust on the turf.
Narsimha himself taught us this lesson, there was mock fight with our trainer, and
he blew our nose. It was blood raining from nose. It was fun, but Nrsng deva you are
not worth fighting , too weak. Morever Srila Prabhupada, invited Nrsng Deva for
protection primarily not worship.
Anyways, may we assist Krsna in his past times with Gopas , where little wrestle is
involved. again we are arrogant..
may we serve Tom Brown, thats what we can be at best.
2 . One can see moon directly, but with help of telescope its much better. HpS is the lens
closest to our naked eyes, next lense is Srila Prabhupada and series go on.
We are fortunate to find HpS in our life.
3 . We have not heard from bodily hijo for more than 6 months. It seems in temple also
people might be staying away us from our strange social dealings.
I just go to temple hear from temple president, eat prasad, practice Piano and come
back. We are afraid of any responsibility esp in this circumstances.
4. We heard that god can be taken as pain killer or medicine. We have understood, we have
taken God as primarily pain killer. But without guru the medicine is difficult. We are
staying alone, even day to day matters also some times become event. Psyc experts have
identified problem with our upbring and socialization.
5 . in 2010, we met a person a name "Harsh Daddichi", we think it will be nice to donate
organs for some worthy cause or money. We can not figure out how to use this body and
mind, and dovetail it.
6 . When we see many people are able to help you in some sort, then we feel we are
parasite living on you. Many times dont want to disturb you.
7 . Regarding intiation--- 4 rules more strong, mangal arti dwindled. Difficult to do enthused
rounds. Dont know we hare grahmeddhi or householder or vanprastha or brahmchari.
I dont know can we withstand Intiation Standards, and local authorities relationship.
How do we engage ourself in Srila Prabhupada service properly ? loose many battles
against body and mind. can not commit suicide, as life is not that bad.
Every morning Sun shine and sun, gives us hope. and only question we ask krsna why do
you love rascal like us ? he tell we are not our conditioning, we just have forgotten what
we are
8 . We have academic support, so we engage ourself in Inductive sciences with ease.
We tried our hands in stock market, and we some how like the mathematics which is
there. It seems make money from it, and rise in career.
9 . We are honored by emplyed in for Tom Brown for ASA-e. It will be dispatched soon.
thank you 2 leg animal born in India...
HpS - Esteemed two-legged animal of India. Thank you for your letter. I think I am just about as crazy as you. Only determination is to die chanting 16-rounds. Even if it is:
Ha
Ray
Krs
Na.....
Ha
Ray
Krs
Na... ... .... If you are chanting HK:HR you are good. If you are not chanting you are bad or it is uncertain. Kali yuga.
