Stages

9 years, 11 months ago by candra108_mukhi in Personal Sadhana Reports

Hare Krsna Beloved and respected Gurudeva:

AGTSP 

PAMHO

I hope U are always fine and joyfull as I always see U in your tweets, SM, etc... we are listening to the audios that u share on twitter .. thank U all so much¡¡¡

News: I have my job back.... now I am going to teach in the Pyschologist faculty and also in communications... 

I am taking yoga and pyshoterapy.. (by the way I have to change the physchologist...He was a man and his treatment towards me started to be improper.). I am kind of intelligent and I am not going to try to cover some emptyness or problems that I have with anyone  that is just nonesense... 

My physchology now is a lady one of my sister's colleagues.. she is nice she has 2 nice children... I love to be around them

I am doing yoga also really nice..

I started to think about one conversation that Madhumanjari dd had with me long time ago regarding too much exposure.. so I resigned my facebook account and also I am not joining SM due to I want some time of introspection.. not too much contact with the internet world I have encountered many things that are just fake...with all my imperfections and failures and pride i just try to convey that so I trust... but now I want some introspection... 

Gurudeva i just want to thank U for all your support, and all the things that U do in order to contact us with the sankirtan movement... we are waiting for U... I hope that U gave me all the forces that I need due to U are a transparent media through Srila Prabhupada so then we can reach Lord Krsna...

See U pretty soon at the airport¡¡¡¡ We are making all the arrengments with Gandharva prabhu..junta etc..

My deities are eating now....

Thank U thank U Thank U

Your eternal insignificant servant

Candramukhi dd

HpS - AGTSP   ----  Krsna is waiting so much for us to just sit with Him! That may lead to a quick death, but that is good!

GRACIAS......

9 years, 11 months ago by Amparo Hernandez Castillo in Special Category A

​Todas las Glorias a Srila Prabhupada y a su sankirtana eterno.
Hare krsna querido Guru Maharaja, por favor reciba mis humildes reverencias a sus pies de" LOTO" muchas vracias por contestarme usted tiene mucha razon en todo lo que me dijo,todo es cierto mi mente todo esto pasa por mi mente y la verdad desde que me enferme solo e pensado en mi como cuerpo ,como me.voy a ver como.voy a estar sere fea? Por eso tiene toda la razon en todas las cosas que me escribio,converse con prabhu amala todo ya bien y le pedi perdon porque en este tiempo de enfermedad jamas le pregunte amala cantaste tus rondas? me concentre solo en lo que mi mente queria creer ....gracias GURUDEVA POR DESPEJARME MI CABEZA ,MIS DUDAS Y COMO.SIEMPRE DEVOLVERME AL.CAMINO CORRECTO Y HACERME PENSAR CON SENSATES.........TODO ES SIMPLE CANTAR BUENAS RONDAS Y SER FELIZ .......GRACIAS GURUDEVA POR ENTENDERME Y ESTAR SIEMPRE AHY CUANDO ME SIENTO PERDIDA O DESORIENTADA ....SE DESPIDE ALGUIEN QUE ESPERA PODER SERVIRLO AMPARO HERNANDEZ

HpS - ASA --- AGTSP!!!!
Super buena suerte en Sankirtan y relacion ETERNO con Srila Prabhupada!

BEFORE YOU LEAVE USA

9 years, 11 months ago by bhaktanicasio in Personal Sadhana Reports

Hare Krishna beloved and esteemed Gurudev,

Please accept my humble obeisances,

All glories to Srila Prabhupada,

Gurudeva, thank you so much for being a living representation of Srila Prabhupada's teachings, for your clear example, for extracting the most precious nectar from this refined philosophy. For giving us so much association through blog, SM, tweeter, Kdh, etc.

You are an ocean of good qualities gurudev, i can not take everything you have to give, in fact i take so little, what a fool i am.

4 principles ok, 16 rounds ok (although i have a recorded debt that im cancelling little by little).

I'm alive in the sankirtan movement, many things are going on here in mardel.

I listened to the audios you post on tweeter, today i listened to HH HDG presentation about the need of establishing a philosophical committee in ISKCON. I feel his an your preaching are so much avant garde, is like you are ten years in advance.

This is the big question, what do we need to cease to be a small cluster of people living a parallel reality to become leaders who influence the global status quo?

I face often with clever educated people who leaves our center El Loft because they feel that devotees dont practice what they preach or because they see different kinds of faults in devotees. What can i do for this persons, to help them discover how much nectar there is within ISKCON? 

I was away one week on vacations with formidables Manu and Benja, had very good time many adventures. I feel they are coping great with the fact that their parents are divorced.

Their psychologist told me that they see their parents as good friends.

I'm also doing  psychotherapy. Is really helping me a lot. 

I feel that very little by little I'm making advancement, tiny but important realizations!!

JAYARAMA!! Gurudev!!

Latin America needs your wisdom!!

I'm sure you will impact so many people.

Sadhu sanga, and Krishna Katha!!

Harer nama eva kevalam,

At your divine and sweet soft lotus feet!!

Nikunja Bihari das. 

AGTSP. Paoho. Thank you for you letter. I don't know how to save the wise men who leave the Loft. If they are sincere they will learn how to separate the garbage from the gold in ISKCON. Krsna will push them.

We will be in Peru soon and talk with all your associates there also!

Tulasi Devi Dasi Report

9 years, 11 months ago by hps in Personal Sadhana Reports

All glories to Srila Prabhupada.

Dear Gurudeva, please accept my humble obeisances at your lotus feet.

ASA - AGTSP... Lettuce feet.

I am sorry for not reporting on the last months but I did not want to bother you with my problems. I was serving Sri Sri Radha Madana Gopal for several months and in the meaning some things happened and I decided to wait to tell you.

One year ago aproximately I began a relationship with Bhadrasena das, Harikesa Swami's disciple. After some months I decided to go out the temple to . . . and to know him better.  Since one month we decided to live together in his parent's house and to test to live together. We are aware that it is not the Vaishnav protocol. Now we are expecting a baby and we are going to formalize our relationship as soon as possible. To avoid some criticism in the temple, only a few devotees know it. We are expecting some advise from you if you want to. I beg for you pardon for my offenses to you. I trying to chant my rounds and I hope in some moment recover the service at your lotus feet.

Would you please to change the names?  We don´t want any one to know by now.

HpS - ASA -  Names changed, but you said some people already know.

Your hopeful servants:
Tulasi devi dasi
Bhadrasena das.

HpS - ASA - Everyone in the village probably knows about your relationship. Krsna knows. If you were living together in his parents house that means they approve the relationship and basically you are married.

Be an upright lady. A lady only has children by her husband. This is not an "experiment". An experiment has to be carried out according to certain procedure. So, as a result you probably did not get much information from this irregular experiment.

When you took initiation you knew that 16-rounds and 4-principles were essential for human life. O.K. Were your stupid actions (basically all of us are doing greatly stupid things, like this, or smaller stupid things) done after full effort to act properly? Has this been an accidental falldown, or an intentional falldown?

In any case take a vow of a certain number of rounds that you KNOW you can do daily until Janmastami and then do them for your babies welfare that he will be a devotee of Krsna. Then tell us the result.

urgente

9 years, 11 months ago by Amparo Hernandez Castillo in Special Category A

​All glories to Srila Prabhupada and his eternal sankirtana. "" Hare krsna dear Guru Maharaja, please receive my humble obeisances at his feet of "loto" good GURUDEVA news actually important, know for GURUDEVA you in the. AIRPORT I SAID "EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE, EVERYTHING."

Would come out good, that was well who we MARRY, one helps the other ".. .the to my me helps a lot, however I feel that the solo.le I give problems and more problems and harm you, marrying a woman sick., with children, when you could go to Mathura which was his desire, COMETI knows the. WORST mistake that a woman and was say a lie, maybe white although not exist the lies white now knows GURUDEVA PRABHU AMALA ME says that NO longer wants to be with me, which does not want a life with me than I will to hate is that was by the lie that you. SAID that neither is serious is the fact of the lie, GURUDEVA not is if by the stress of the LAKSHMI which is needed for my operation, by medicines or disappointment that I have menrido know that I I feel helpless and without knowing that do, leave my work and life that I lived in lime, leave my things the REGALE the sold and I came , BRINGING MY SMALL CHILDREN WITH ME, NOW DO NOT WORK BECAUSE I'M SICK AND THAT I CAUSES MOST IT ANGUISH AND DESPAIR, BECAUSE HERE I HAVE FAMILY ALL MY. FAMILY. ERA. AND IS MY. HUSBAND, even at home when he came to ACA family me Hill all the puertad and all that... LEAVE EVERYTHING IN THE HANDS OF. KRSHNA AND CONTINUE WITH 24 ROUNDS AND 4 STRICT PRINCIPLES, IS AN ADVICE NOT ME. DARA BUT IF THE WORDS TO GUIDE ME AND KNOWING WHAT TO DO TELL YOU MY DESIRE IS TO LEARN ENGLISH WELL E GO TO VRINDAVANA AS PROFESSOR I AND MY SMALL STUDY AHY AND PARBHU AMALA WOULD MAYBE NOT BE TEACHER BUT IF THE SAME COOK ETC, IS MY DESIRE THE MORE LARGE I HAVE... THANKS GURU MAHARAJA FOR BEING ALWAYS AHY, THANK YOU FOR ESCICHARME AND READ ME HOPE TO SEE IT SOON YOU IS MY GUIDE, MY FATHER AND MY MOTHER THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR WISE ADVICE... SOMEONE THAT ASPIRES TO BE HIS SERVANT AMPARO HERNANDEZ
 

HpS - AGTSP Utiliza translate.google.com. This is not urgent news. That is your confusion. This is news that we have all the time. We have no source of wealth in this world or the spiritual world other than from Krsna and His devotees like Srila Prabhupada and Nanda Maharaja. Breath regularly and chant Hare Krsna until you can see who is Krsna and what He wants you to do. If he wants you to die today, then O.K.

The Robot translation is not good. You have to use simple clear words for the robot to translate them clearly.

Am I cheating you?

Are you cheating Amala?

Is Amala cheating you? All this is not clear. Just go on chanting and be happy. As you read this I may be dead. We are all connected by our service to our Guru, Srila Prabhupada.

Thank you very much for all you austerity. We hope your kids and husband are happy!!!

URGENTE

9 years, 11 months ago by Amparo Hernandez Castillo in Personal Sadhana Reports

​Todas las Glorias a Srila Prabhupada y a su sankirtana eterno.
Hare krsna querido Guru Maharaja, por favor reciba mis humildes reverencias a sus pies de" LOTO" los cuales espero con ansias poder tener la misiricordia de ver ,si es que la salud me lo permite y el laksmi tambien....
​BUENO GURUDEVA NOTICIAS EN REALIDAD Nada IMPORTANTES ,ESTE CUERPO CADA VEZ SIEN MAS Y MAS Y MAS Y MUCHO MAS. DOLOR ME OPERE DOS VECES DEL ESOFAGO, SALIO BIEN TODO POR DECIR SIEMPRE LO. BUENO,UN PEDAZO.DEL.CALCINOMA ESTA EN UNA ZONA QUE NO SE PUEDE SACAR,, PRABHU AMALA MI ESPOSO SE DESVIVE TRABAJA MUCHO EN DOS EMPRESAS. YO LE.DIJE PARA PONER UN RESTAURANTE PORQUE BUENO DISTRIBUCION DE PRASSADAN Y YO.SOY MUY OPTIMISTA,HE BAJADO MUCHISIMO DE PESO (YA HACIA FALTA)SE ME CAYO EL CABELLO LO QUE ERA DE ESPERARSE ,SABE GURUDEVA USTED EN EL. AEROPUERTO ME DIJO "QUE TODO VA ESTAR BIEN ,QUE TODO. SALDRIA BIEN,QUE ESTABA BIEN QUE NOS CASEMOS,UNO AYUDA AL OTRO" .......el a mi me Ayuda muchisimo ,en cambio siento que a el solo.le doy problemas y mas problemas y le perjudique ,al casarse con una mujer enferma.,con hijos ,cuando se pudo ir a Mathura que era su deseo, SABE COMETI EL.PEOR ERROR QUE UNA MUJER PUEDE HACER Y FUE DECIR UNS MENTIRA ,TALVEZ BLANCA AUNQUE NO EXISTEN LAS ME   ...

ASA - HpS - Hare Krsna. En esta punto estamos perdiendo comprehension de la carta!  No hablamos Espanol bien. Es bastante larga!...    Eso no es bueno para Blog, chat. Bien es puntos cortas, simples a la comenza. Diagolo.
Todo el mundo va a pasar por estas sufrimientos. La muerte es la suma total de todos los experencias. Tiene que prepara para viajar en el ocean sin cuerpo burdo. Vd. y Krsna.   Boooop!   Prepararse ir a Goloka!!!

Otro carta, corta!!  Diagolo...

NTIRAS BLANCAS AHORA SABE GURUDEVA PRABHU AMALA ME DICE QUE YA NO QUIERE ESTAR CONMIGO ,QUE NO DESEA UNA VIDA CONMIGO QUENME VA A ODIAR SE QUE FUE POR LA MENTIRA QUE LE.DIJE QUE TAMPOCO.ES GRAVE ES EL.HECHO DE LA MENTIRA ,GURUDEVA NONSE SINSEA POR EL.ESTRES QUENTRAE DEL.LAKSMI QUE SE.NECESITA PARA MI OPERACION ,POR LAMDECEPCION QUE LE CAUSO LONQUENHICE ,PERO SABE QUE YO ME SIENTO INDEFENSA Y SIN SABER QUE HACER ,DEJE MI TRABAJO Y LA.VIDA QUE VIVIA EN LIMA ,DEJE MIS COSAS LAS REGALE LAS VENDI Y ME VINE ,TRAYENDO A MIS HIJOS PEQUEÑOS CONMIGO,AHORA NO TRABAJO PORQUE ESTOY ENFERMA Y ESO ME CAUSA MAS ANGUSTIA Y DESESPERACION,PORQUE ACA NO TENGO FAMILIA TODA MI.FAMILIA.ERA.Y ES MI.ESPOSO,ONCLUSO EN CASA CUANDO VENIA PARA ACA LAMFAMILIA.ME CERRO A MI LAS PUERTAS POR RELIGION Y TODO ESO ,.......DEJO TODO EN MANOS DE.KRSHNA Y SIGO CON LAS 24 RONDAS Y LOS 4 PRINCIPIOS ESTRICTOS ,SE QUE UN CONSEJO NO ME.DARA PERO SI LAS PALABRAS PARA GUIARME Y SABER QUE HACER

LE CUENTO MI DESEO ES APRENDER INGLES BIEN E IRNOS A VRINDAVANA COMO PROFESORA YO Y QUE MI PEQUEÑO ESTUDIE AHY Y QUE PARBHU AMALA QUISIERA LO MISMO TALVES NO SER PROFESOR PERO SI COCINERO ETC ,ES MI DESEO EL MAS GRANDE QUE TENGO......GRACIAS GURU MAHARAJA POR ESTAR SIEMPRE AHY ,GRACIAS POR ESCICHARME Y LEERME ESPERO VERLO PRONTO USTED ES MI GUIA MI PADRE Y MI MADRE GRACIAS POR TODOS SUS SABIOS CONSEJOS......ALGUIEN QUE ASPIRA SER SU SIRVIENTE AMPARO HERNANDEZ