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Hare Krishna Gurudeva, please accept my respectful obeisances All glories to Srila Prabhupada. GM thanks for your company and protection, I feel very lucky to have their refuge though still I try to transform into a true disciple.
HpS - ASA -- We feel that we are just something like Sargeants in Srila Prabhupada's army. Sometimes it becomes too tough, beyone our strength, courage, sincerity and so we try to not create problems, engage in stupid things in the minimal way, and then as soon as any opportunity to make progress comes, we take it.
Cuando regrese en el mes de Julio de Austria, regrese al departamento en el que vivo con las matayis y fue cuando nos conocimos, él vive en el departamento 7 y nosotras en el departamento 3. Al principio una devota llamada Alaksya fue niñera durante seis meses de las niñas, ahora la niñera es mi compañera de cuarto Ekanta.
When I return from Austria, come to the apartment where I live with the matayis and than we first met, he lives in the department 7 and me in the department 3. In this time Matayi Alaksya dd was the nanny to the girls for six months, now the new nanny is my roommate Ekanta dd.
He is contractor and has contracts for like six months, has been a year in Mexico and his desire is live in Mexico, he speaks Spanish and girls also, in fact the girls not speak Russian. The girls' mother lives in Russia and divorced three years ago, she have now a new relation there. He was very respectful, has met my parents and asked them permission to meet me, my parents felt calm but his main concern is to finish the University and I have promised.
He is very favorable to Krishna consciousness and the girls also, have good eating habits, girls are vegan and he’s crudivegano in the week and weekends is vegan and not drink or smoke, them love the prasadam. Daily they offer their food to Krishna at home to Srila Prabhupada. Alexey feels inspired by Bhakti Sundar Maharaja and now he is their siksa.
Inside me for some time I was the desire to associate with a person, my mind honestly imagine a similar scenario never That I have now, I Know That I do not be qualified, I have a lot to learn but I feel really happy whos and enthusiastically, They are very loving me and when i see your desire to love Krishna That I just think it's just perfect, a family with Krishna consciousness. And Actually I do not feel alone or worried, Although I Understand That is a great responsibility, I feel the support and love with the Devotees.
For now I'm in university and he supports me, in the evenings I help the girlswith the homeworks. Ekanta nanny go with the girls to the school and kitchen, he works all the day and every evening we can have the dinner and tea all together. Truly we soon would formalize this. Gurumaharaja excuse the attempt at writing this, please we what’s your advice and blessings for make all this well! All I wish is that each step or decision made either to be closer to you and Krishna!
Please please forgive my offenses
Your aspiring servant:
Satyabhama dd
HpS - ASA --- AGTSP.... From our perspective of Diksa guru, be sure that whatever you do will help you improve your 16-enthusiatic rounds and follow the 4-principles strictly. Whatever appears to be progress that does not help these five things at every step is just a step in the wrong direction, a step into pain.
O.K?
How to do this? Ask Krsna. Ask the opinion of several good devotees about big decisions.
Draupadi probably wanted a happy situation but instead, what she got was a very Krsna conscious situation. We are looking for social arrangements, family life, that will be externally a temporary relation to move into a deeper eternal personal relations with people.
Hare Krsna, Hare Krsna!
