Letters to the editor

hare krsna mahraj, pamho, agtsp,

hope all is good at your end..

my mail does not bring any good news as compared to other bloggers in the blog, where they are contributing to sankirtana....!!! i am here are struggling to be just sane man  and do little bit sadhana...
i have written urgent because right now i can not control "urge of mind to get angry or get deluded".

i remember many times you said one should take ashrama that helps one hearing anc chnating.. sorry i messed up here.

you r focus have been on 1. good enth rounds 2. four rules 3. morn prog 4. eve prog.

fo this is is essential by 530  mangl arti is important. then 2 hours of chanting and then reading..

here are some details
the situtaion at my home is topsy turvy my child sleeps by 11pm.  so i am forced to sleep after that.. i get up by 4  some how manage mangal arti.
an after i try my rounds, but mostli doze off.. pill buster says i need more rest esp my mind.  result of which is that my mind is not realxed i tend to enter fight / flight mode.

and whenver i miss my morn prg , miss offering deities, miss my my rounds.... my mind becomes more and more disturbed and gradually
uncontrolled. ..pill buster is again again telling me not focu on such rituals its not practical in my casesuch disturbance increases my irritation day to day basis, eventually lead to fault finding  dis satisfaction...
can you tell me the reason (folly/ actual) my mind is becoming disturbed ?

i know you  are not right person to solve this problem because of ur ashrama.  but u r the person whose instruction i strive to follow whatever small i can..
 

HpS - AGTSP!     paoho....    You are one of the most determined people I know. It is always an honor to associate with you.

The problem I have in answering with details is that I don't know the details. I don't see your daily life with family, associates, city life.

Are you in communication with Nitai-gaurasundara Das?  He was happy to make some suggestions for medication if your psychiatrist was of accord.

The advice from the psychiatrist I cannot judge. NGD himself is director of a psychiatric hospital, father of three successful kids and an Indian and a devotee. His advice to me about stomach, heart etc. has always been very good. If he doesn't know, he says he doesn't know.

Call him on the phone?!

Besides that, it is obvious that as soon as the sun gets up the banks, businesses open, mode of passion results. Then bars, clubs, open as the sun goes down. So mode of goodness is early in the morning.

Take advantage of it as you can. Get sufficient sleep. Be sure that Krsna will not punish you for chanting Hare Krsna during Brahma muhurta. Take a nap later. B-muhurta is hour and half before sunrise, not any fixed clock time. It is naturally peaceful time, no?   It finishes with sunrise and beautiful sky.

Nap, nap, nap.

This is our Parampara advice and personal experience. Ben Franklin said the same. Son's habits can be changed, no? Wake him up so that he is naturally tired a little earlier.

Not too many rituals. Little respect for Deity, picture of Krsna, takes 3-minutes. Japa can be spread out during day. Reading, singing, what you like or feel important during B-muhurta.

O.K????    Talk with NGDas.    Stay in touch here.    Can you take a good nap during the day???

We are just about to buy the India tickets. We some struggle with the India x USA ticket because Jet changed their hub in Europe!

Dear Guru Maharaj,

Thank you for your council, you may do with me as you like. I may pour out my heart and mind to you, but I gladly accept your decision. No success could come without your sanction.

Someone once said "It's not who we think we are that limits us, but who we think we're not." I used to have to take medicine for this anxiety; Brghupati prabhu would stomp my foot when I'd freeze. In comparison, I ranked #50 worldwide this year. I haven't had my breakthrough yet, but miracles do happen and with your help I hope one will.

In the meantime I'm meditating on the illiterate Brahmina, Ramacandra's ant, and Sitadevi. Know that my intention is not to reduce my service but to expand it. I'd like to compete transcendentally with my godbrothers who are maharathis, but I feel a bit discouraged because whereas they are dovetailing amazing talents to distribute books, I'm kind of going against the grain. I vowed that book distribution will remain the cornerstone of my life; I'm just considering ways to build on it. Krsna has a perfect plan for me, just trying to get there. How fortunate I don't have to do it on my own! Thank you very much.

(I'm here with H.G. Etasa Krsna prabhu, looking forward to an interview!)

Your humble servant,

Bhakta Eric

P.S.

Maybe You'll see me in Mayapur!

Hare krisna PAMHO AGTSP

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Thank you

Ysv JMHD

Hare Krsna Beloved Gurudeva

AGTSP

PAMHO

We had a very nice Sadhu Sanga in Abhiram's house celebrating M Karunita's birthday. We were talking a lot about you.! Laughing, and making plans how to associate more and better 

Looking forward to see u soon

Peru's disciples

Hare Krishna dear Gurudeva,

Please accept my humble obeissenses,

 All Glories to  Srila Prabhupada!!!

All Glories to Gaura Bhakta Vrinda!!

Hope your health stomach is super fine. 

Here i attach an aproximate calendar for your visit in Bs As. please tell me if its ok for you or want to change, remove or add something.  

Thursday14: Arriving Bs As at noon. Temple reception.

Class/Seminar in the evening program:

 Pada-padma - Embracing the Lotus Feet of Krsna. Canto One and Two of Srimad Bhagavatam (like you never knew them before)

Friday  15:  Srimad Bhagavatam Class.

In the evening: 

Meeting with group of familiar constelators and psicologysts from the Hellinger center. (still to be confirmed)

Saturday 16: Srimad Bhagavatam Class.

In the evening NIOS meeting, personal consultations?

Sunday 17: Sunday Feast. 

Moonday 18: 

In the evening program:

Pada-padma - Embracing the Lotus Feet of Krsna. Canto One and Two of Srimad Bhagavatam (like you never knew them before)

Tuesday 19:  

6 PM Interview with Dr. Klurfan and team ( the director of the mental health center)

ASA -  Maxi will be available for a phone call or questions during this meeting?

I asked Ambarisa to arrange that.

Wednesday 20:  Traveling to  Córdoba early in the morning.

*Its almost confirmed interview at the TV Program, in Canal de la Ciudad, the oficial channel of the Capital City.( they still dont give the exact date, waiting for that).

*Director from Jung center just wrote me , that he is traing to arrange for you to give a conference with there students (this is still to be confirmed).

*MahaHari Prabhu told me the Sunday 17 is the day he is going to pass the temple presidency talk aboutt his sucessor. To ask you if maybe could talk about leadership. 

You are co-ordinating with The Rati-manjari DD, no?

Yes we are working together, talking every week.

See you in a few weeks gurudeva, 

Merry Christmas, Jesus Christ Ki Jay!

your servant,

Madhavendra Puri Das

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