Happy in Body and Family
Hare Krishna, Maharaja
PAMHO - AGTSP
My therapist lowered the dosage of my medication. Thanks to this, I'm getting up earlier without any problems. Before, I had a hard time, even if I went to bed early. It's possible they'll discontinue that medication.
Focusing on preparing for marriage has helped me a lot mentally. It's my nature to have a partner, and I will do everything possible to fulfill my role well within the marriage.
I don't know if it's because of this change in mindset, the withdrawal of medication, or some other reason, but I'm experiencing such a deep connection with Radha and Krishna, especially during the rounds, but also at other times. I feel like I'm entering the spiritual world, I feel peace, joy, and clarity. It's a deep meditation, living in the present, perceiving God in everything.
Of course, these are moments.
I feel like I've become more intelligent, tolerant, and patient.
It's like being aware that I am the soul, and in that way I can identify the mind, the intelligence, my false ego, and I can easily transcend things that were previously intolerable to me.
Maybe I'm crazy, haha, but if this is real, I owe it to my spiritual master, Srila Prabhupada, Radha, and Krishna.
Thank you, Maharaja.
HpS/ASA - Thank you for this news. AgtSP. We have similar experiences and are also not sure if we are advancing spiritually or suffering from the advance of senile dementia! 🙂
I guess there are at least five other people agreeing with this situation.
Of course: https://vedabase.io/en/library/cc/adi/7/102/#bb1084245
If our so called "spiritual advancement" dictates that we break the four principles or not chant 16-enthusiastic rounds/day and don't keep proper company as described in NoI, especially 4-6 and again 9 then we know it is madness.
How Kardama Muni met Devahuti is nice, chapter in Third Canto, no?
 
                                 
                                 
                                 
                                 
                                 
                                 
                                 
                                