AgtSP
Agt Guru Gauranga
Hare Krsna Maharaja.
I wish You are perfect in all aspects. I am Bhakta Pablo of the Parikrama ,from Spain, the father of Varuna (he is now 10 years old, is Ok)
HpS - No, he should be 15-years old. Ha! Ha! Ha! So nice to hear from you.
How are You? I am ok. I stay now in Nueva Vrajamandala with Radha Govinda Candra as hosts.
HpS - Ooof! We talked with Yadunandana Swami for one hour-fifteen minutes yesterday, after several months. He is President.
I had speak with the authorities about be your formal aspirant to initiation, and they say that I must do the disciple course, but it does not have to have a problem, that your opinion is the most important thing. Today I sent the official request, please, let me be Your aspirant Maharaja __/\o_
I have been here for a month after near of 3 month of pilgrim and near four thousands kilometer thinking what to do with my spiritual life and my increase of work and study that I could hardly sleep…one year sleeping max 4 hours, after working and studying, and some days without sleep, then when I finish of work, I take one Parikrama from Spain to Roma-Jerusalem, because I have seen that what I will go to teach Varuna, only to work and be effective like a machine…no. After a lot of consideration, I decided enter in the Vanaprastha Ashrama, live in the house of Krsna with the permission of Srila Prabhupada and Sadhus, and begin to train my death through Seva (now I have 8 years divorced, and I am 39 years old). My though was wait until Varuna was 12 years old, but is possible is to much late to teach to Varuna everything I can.
Please, let me be Your disciple, now I am confidently.
Please, let me be one pearl in the threat.
If You go out of this world without be my Guru Maharaja, what will be of my after Your departure?
HpS - Krsna is the Big Boss always. He makes adjustments for the Little Bosses.
I have a lot of Anarthas, but today I surrender fully to You, Your lotus feet and Your soul (Srila Prabhupada?)
Please be merciful towards one fallen soul like me.
Your eternal servant, Bhakta Pablo.
HpS - Hare Krsna. Just stay at Nueva Vraja Mandala with Yadu Maharaja, Venu-dhara, everyone for a few years. You will get so much intelligence about your personal, individual, eternal service to Krsna.
