Hare Krsna Maharaja.

AGTSP

I have a serious vrata of sixteen rounds since Janmastami, and I will go to give you one report  since Janmastami. The other four vratas also, because I want be always in my real personality, I want learnt, you know. Also I do some of Hatha Yoga-Meditation. I read a little the books of Prabhupada, but I must improve.

I am very happy with my Japa, especially when I chant more.

This last days I think a lot about Atma, myself inside all my coverings. I feel like if in material consciousness the river of life, go from outside ( fisical body) to inside (myself), and that disturbed me a lot, because I feel like in a hole, with pressure. When thanks of the mantras and meditation, of course the Holy Names are the best, try to put the center in the atma (that is in any place, only inside of me, my consciousness) and force the body to be in second place, I feel one river of serenity, and the body learnt to wait the orders of the self.

My question is, when I chant the Holy Names, if I try to use the same “method” like use the atma in the center, is useless. I can only wait for the mercy or light of the Holy Names and then, sociability came, and if I am not crazy (I am crazy), they say to me “Where are the fruits of your life???...you know, what you do in connection with us, me …UHhh?...are you death??”

What I can say Maharaja, I am a fool.

Green is the sky

Blue the earth

And a stone

Any wind can brake.

Aindra

I listen to you

Kirtan

Maharaja,

I want the way

Friend.

Budanath

Yours.

Hare Krsna.

HpS - ASA --- AGTSP   Thank you for your letter. How to chant?   The Siksa astakam de Senor Caitanya is the real answer.

1. Chant!   The tongue and jaw should move.

2. By Bhakti and techniques that work for you think of what you are chanting.   Get a partner and chant Japa with him, telephone.

3. Chant with the understanding Srila Prabhupada gives in his books.

The fruit of you life is that you love Krsna!!!