All Glories to Sripada and Prabhupada

Radha Krsna Ki Jay and Goura Bhakta Brnda Ki Jay

Please accept my humble obeisances unto Sri Guruji's padmacharan that I had never read such talks with Prabhupada or someone what ever I have read. Prabhu Haridasa also reng  and advice me not to ask such confidential matters through letters or in the blog but it should be dicussed personally. Exuse me for such un etiquate behavious as a kaniska adhikari. Sometimes, I want to site together with Guruji for such personal matters but no time (chance ) as senior brahmacharis surrounded for Guruji's service even I could not touch Guruji's padmacharan. We have so many lapses for training of such personal matters for spiritual advancement, but as Guruji know, who will guide us?

We have another plan and in the middle Dr. Nandalal arranged cultural programme (Goura-Lila) and take many valuable times. During such time if get a chance to sing Harinama Sankritan with Guruji sing and we follow. How  will we satisfy and enjoy to participate Hariname Sankrtana? God nows.

On the other hand, Sanaton one person unknown to me arranged to demonstrate the art exibition on the same programme with Nabadwipchandra Das and colided with our programme. They want to narrate with Guruji about the painted posters by taking some time with Guruji, that also inclompleted.

All these are happen due to non-co-operation by those initiated two/ three bhaktas who are running Mandir in their own way. When we call for dicussion about our Gurujis programme they never turnup and respond positively but at the middle they insurted their wishes. Most members did not turn up for Gurupujah and daksina. It is quite wanderfull. In one sense it might be our weakness.

After hearing about Silchar programme through Haridas, I am so happy that the bhaktas gather their and daksinas donated (dan) to Guruji. That is beyond our capacity. I had given my little daksina  with pure tear from heart.

Lastly excuse me again, Dandavat pranam.

Yours fallen servant

Yamunesvara Das

HpS - We are eternal and our relationships are eternal. We can always discuss things in the future. I think Krsna arranged a practical program. Bana Mali Das told me he would start coming every Sunday to Thoubal. That will improve things. Exchanging letters here will improve things. Look at BG purports to verses 10.10 & 11 and tell is what you think.