Hare Krsna Maharaja!

AgtSp!

Agt Guru y Gauranga!

I am Budanath Das from the little mountain

How are yours days in the Dham with sooo many excellent devotees?

How are the seva to Sri Sri Radha-Madhava Asta sakhi? And Prahlada-Ugra Narasimha? Sooo beautiful Mayapur? how are the servants of them? And the senior devoties?

I'm fine, struggling with my sadhana. but some days are sooo good.

How is the health of your body?

I think a lot lately that you're a shaft in my spiritual life, and my only physical union with Iskcon. I feel a great sense of debt to many devotees of ISKCON, They are my spiritual teachers, and You are the main.

Maharaja, if I sing rounds, and want to feel the external reality, clear as mountain sky, trying to feel the maha -mantra from behind the clear reality, and I feel I must let go of all my body, is that desire for mystical powers?, because something tells me I should be a mystic, and that the maha-mantra has to teach me something more than gross matter, I should not look for mystical powers, but if I hear well the maha-mantra, nothing will seem to me more mystical and wonderful, surpassing the matter, and may feel a bigger world without seeing it, perhaps, with the eyes but with the heart, conciusness, soul, but I feel that my conscience becomes a platform, say rounder, rather than as the body, straight. I do wrong? O well? Is a play?  In my dream, Bhaktisidhanta Sarasvati said that to me. Is a nonsense? I just want to run into that world, plane. Is Ok?

Sorry, sorry for my looong letter, but I'm very happy to know that you are in the Dham.

My family is ok, growing, waiting more spiritual instructions from my. I hope that in a year or two, to impress my son very much, in their own way.

Happy, happy travel, sanga, seva.

Yours, Budanath das.

HpS ASA - Hare Krsna Yes, we had to skim over a lot of your letter. We couldn't understand many things. In the previous DTCs we answered most of your questions. Did you see them? Some fixed Japa vow these days? DTC next.