Hare Krsna Beloved and Respected Gurudeva:

AGTSP

PAMHO

I was really touched by your last posts ¡¡

You since a long time were telling us.. we want to write more.. it is time for you all to take responsabilities..and once on SM you said "who will lead mangal artik tomorrow"

You advised us one thing.. and you repeat and repeat the same instruction, and even if we obtained but results again and again  we are so stubborn that we continue doing the things on our way or not being totally transparent with U, acting behind your back, thinking that this time will work out but NOOOO , the mercy and blessings are in Your instructions until we understand that then is not going to be good results ¡¡¡

Today along with Jagad Guru das, etc are organizing the FMP for leading Mangal artik, the days are almost cover and it may rotate. I hope this will be helpful and also I hope this will be a good training for us.

I analized all my life as a devotee and I see no good results... I just feel ashamed because I just was a burden for You, etc... My nature is being pujari but at this point I do not see in which way I am contribuiting to Sankirtan ¡¡ 

I hope to be helpful for U, so sorry to bother U with my problems and mind

If u see anything I may be useful please let me know

Trying to be iur disciple

Candramukhi dd

HpS - ASA ---  AGTSP.  Paoho.   You are doing a lot of service.   Yes, we are waiting for some Mangalal arati Schedule here. Ultimately it is Krsna inside of us that gives us strength, enthusiasm, no?    Thank you!