Respected Guru Maharaj,

Please accept my humble obeisances.  All glories to Srila Prabhupad.

I came to know through Kapi-Dhvaja newsletter that you were remembering me, my life is successful, if guru remembers the disciple, that's it, my material existence is over.  Guruji! please know that you live in our chitta, the innermost chamber of the heart, there is no day that I don't remember you, may be 20-30 times in a day I remember you, whenever anything auspicious or inauspicious occurs to me, I immediately remember guruji and Prabhupad.  The reason I don't write because I feel embarrassed, I am like a gloworm, and you are like a sun, there is just no comparison.  Even in this advance age, you are traveling, preaching so much that I always wonder that how you are able to do that, you are using your body to the maximum limit.  I read in your writings that how some times you have chest pains, missing heart beats or sometimes, you have some poisonous bile/wound, and still you go on, everyday full morning and evening sadhna and so much internet preaching and Bhakti Vaibhava and ISKCON Education programs and working with Dr. Bandopadhayaya and museum book, Havai temple class and personal consultation with so many devotees and answering the email and twitter and kapi-dhvaja and this blog and Carl Jung and Bhagvat, and then program at Nita-Gaur Prabhu's Ashram, there is no set limit, your transcendental activities are Seemaa-vihin-limitless, with whatever humility I have, I can just fall at your feet and pay you my obeisanes, let your service be glorified in the three worlds.

After spending more than 24 years in ISKCON, I still have hard time to follow the four regs and chanting 16 rounds, that's why I feel embarrassed, I actually feel it, that my guruji is so advanced and here look at me, unworthy disciple, nothing glorious.

Hari Leela Prabhu was here with his good wife and another devotee-Kuber Das, I had some opportunity to serve them, I hope they were satisfied with whatever humble offering we had for them.

Priya and children (Lakshmi, Govind-Nandini and Bheemsen) all do remember you and looking forward to have your association in near future, thank you very much, HARE KRISHNA.

I remain yours servant life after life,

Raktak Das

                HpS - AGTSP!   You have to solve these problems! What is it going to be like in the spiritual world without you?