Hare Krishna, Guru Maharaja 

PAMHO

AGTSP

"When do you get up regularly? "

I wanted to reply to this letter that you sended me a long time ago but I was too ashamed to reply and say that I was waking up at 11 am or even 12… 

Nowadays it is very different, I wake up now regularly around 5 or 6 am, depending if I went to sleep early before, I want to wake up at around 4 or 3 am, I think makes my day way more productive, I chant my rounds early in the morning, after I take a shower and also eat breakfast and then I take the bus to work. 

I'm now working with my dad making bread and we have quite a few businesses going, many plans to expand and maybe, just maybe and if Krsna wants, we could earn some money with it. I really hope for it, I have many siblings to take care of if the time is needed and if they start to have children it would be good to have some money to help them with it or anything really. 

Also there is a little chance that I start working in a school, I did the Cambridge exam and I got a C1 certificate even tho I got a C2 at speaking the rest was not so good hahaha

"Can you lead the full morning program, got basic Bhakti sastri education, cook kitri and halavah?" " 

Yes, my voice is like a wild boar so maybe it will not be so pleasing to the ears of everybody but I have some good hands to cook some nice prasadam, also I actually enjoy it a lot. 

"What is happening with your career status? " 

For now not much, I'm working and saving some money, I was thinking to ask you if is a good idea to wait and do business before it, idk if I would even work at the fild of my studies and now I'm doing Bhakti Vaibhava with Param Padam Das, and I fell that maybe I could dedicate to that for the time being like study wise, and later study another things when my life is a bit more stable and sure what it would be good to do, also I would not like to get much influence from materialistic people in the university, again I don't really know, I'm a fool. 

Also after some time of chanting my rounds in the morning and reading some SB I started to have some aversion to the married life and all that is related to it, also familiar life, I don't really know if is due to that or just some other things but every day that passes it feels more like an unwise decision and more of a waste of time, maybe if I tell this thought to my dad he would go crazy and ask for an hour with the psychologist hahaha

As always hopping that your health is good and that this machine that we call "body" keeps working properly, Now I have to leave, we need to go to work with my dad in the bakery. 

Hare Krishna!!! :D

HpS - !!!! Hare Krsna. Jayananda Das said, it is not so important that you have some great service tied into some epic plan. Just always stay engaged in something. If you do some service, you can always clean, the material world in always dirty, then 'vidy vadu jivanam', know-ledge with automatically come. You will develop you intelligence more and more and more.

You will have great strategy.

Asked one devota, nice lady. Which is better, to have a husband or to have brothers. She smiled and said, Brothers.

Rise early in the morning and attend, organize, Mangala arati, Kirtan SB, the engage in other things. M-arati etc will become more and more of a spontaneous effort. Always different.