asa[e] - ISKCON; Stay away! ISKCON Will Break Your Heart
WhatsApp from Carudesna Das (Name Changed to Protect the Innocent):
Hare Krishna, Maharaja, please kindly accept my most humble obeisances; all glories to Srila Prabhupada. I hope that all is going well for you in your devotional service. π
I feel very embarrassed and afraid to share with you the following information. There was some kind of discussion that took place with the GBC and the leaders of this community. As a result of that discussion, I was so hurt by what our GBC shared with me that I have decided to stay away from the temple indefinitely.
I only know what the GBC shared with me in our drive back to the airport and nothing more. I don't wish to burden you with my grief, but because you have always been so kind and merciful to me in the past, I have this great responsibility to let you know well in advance what has transpired and why I will be absent during your visit.
Our GBC and I are good friends. I hold no blame, no ill thoughts or feelings towards him for anything. By Krishna's grace I have been spared such foolish tendencies.ππ»
He actually gave a genuinely warm and compassionate hug when I dropped him off at the airport. So, I feel very confident of his support. ππ»
Please forgive me for my offenses. You are still a siksha guru in my life. ππ»πππ»
HpS/ASA - AgtSP! AgtSP's ISKCON. We have discussed so many times that there are three ISKCON"s. The institution. The circle of friends and finally our individual, directly experienced relationship with Srila Prabhupada FAOI.
Jaya.
I have hellish, HELLISH, H-E-L-L-I-S-H experiences in ISKCON, usually in management relations eg. Temple Presidents, GBC. B. S. Damodara Swami expressed the same to me. Three other GBCs I know express the hell of being involved with the situation.
Even today, I wrote we write notes in our Diary of how to deal with these things:
Devotees in the institution who are causing intense pain to others may be doing it because of the hell they personally, confidentially, are experiencing. They torment others, even to such a degree that they hope others will react with physical violence and kill them. (Direct admission of the tormenters revealed to us).
O.K, we have to avoid, mentally, socially, physically this problem and keep ourselves in a situation where we can give as much help to them as possible.
Of course, this may be Hanuman "helping" the Raksasa army that Ravana sent to the Asokavan when he was talking to Sita. He snuffed them all. (To help them ο»Ώπο»Ώ) but he left Ravana for Rama to chastise!
In general, in our association with your self, we never see that you act in such a way as to cause anything other than a desire for your association! We want it!
Maybe... some misunderstanding??
Maybe GBC miscommunicated something??? Possible??? Go to the source and ask them politely if this is true.