Hare Krsna, Gurudev, please accept my humble obeisances, all Glories to Srila Prabhupada. Hope your energy is full. 

I'm writing here because after 4 month of pregnancy, our baby leave this World.

Before yesterday I was in the hospital and now I'm home.

I'm so sad and doing my best to go forward after that.

I'm taking this lesson like a Krsna arrange but it's so hard to pass this test.

Please pray for the baby soul for not back to this World.

Thanks for read my message. 

Dandavats pranam

HpS - Hare Krsna. Of course, your good god sister in Dallas went through the same problem and then Subal explained that one family here had lost two children in the womb and were now straining like anything to bring a third into their family.

Also, Mother Saci and Jagannatha Misra lost so many girls.

Hmmm.

Tough place.

Rest and chant.

Who knows?

Sometimes some Yogi has a little, little, Karma to finish so they take Prasadam and hear the Japa of a devotee mother for few months then go back to Godhead.

Sometimes someone we really hurt in a previous life comes back as our child to get revenge.

Sometimes....

.... Bhisma and Draupadi were so disturbed by the activities in Krsna lila, but they accepted that even though things were seemingly so bad, Krsna was in control.

Certainly, if we are chanting good rounds and following four principles strictly then whatever happens to us is part of Krsna's plan.

We can make this our last breath and go back to Krsna within a few moments, no?

Scream "Hare Krsna" if you have to, like Draupadi!

Please don't get removed from the battle by The Black Witch. So many people need you.