Still Alive

5 years, 8 months ago by bhaktanicasio in Personal Sadhana Reports

Hare Krishna Gurudev,

Please accept my humble obeisances,

All Glories to Srila Prabhupada,

Thank you so much Gurudev cause your vani is so clear, astonishing. The power of your spiritual realizations combined with your nature are an excellent combination. I think too, as you sometimes said, after your demise you will become very famous.

 

ASA - Try to die today.

 

Here we are in Sri Govardhan, remembering you everyday, while reading this pure nectar blog, or while worshiping deities at home and work. Sometimes is weird, when I wake you up in the picture, i think, Gurudev is already awaken.

I apologize for any inconvenient you had in your eye maybe because your visit to the eye clinic in MDP.

HpS - It may have been from the clinic. When I went to the clinic in Tennessee the nurse said that the furniture in the waiting area was probably contaminated from the people who can run for treatment.

 

I realize how imperfect our seva is.

We keep struggling to balance our material and spiritual life.

16R 4P ok, but is almost impossible to catch up my rounds debt. I noticed that main reason to not chant good rounds is lack of faith in the holy names, many times  there is something more important than japa. Big common mistake.

HpS - For all of us! Also, P'pada says that Maya says, "If you chant, I will kill you. You will die!", but we can think, "Thank you Mataji, that is our aspiration, die materially to awaken spiritually.".

I attend four days a week to Mangala Aratik. Living next to a temple make it much more easy.

Family is great, actually my main preaching focus is reestablish my new family, new wife and kids. Puting energy in trying to make everything works in a sane level. I feel blessed to have a good wife and good kids. They help me with my spiritual life.

HpS - I'm sure ourselves and all our readers hope you advance along these lines very well. Spiritual advancement of anyone will help me fulfill my own personal ambitions until my lotus like ambitions shine like the moon.

Work at Sama is O.K, and the project at Sri Govardhan is growing. Panca Tattva and Adi Yajña prabhus made their base here. So i have very good association.

Keep trying following this yoga,

At your service,

Nikunja Bihari das.

HpS - thank you for the report. There are five more letters. Let us look at them!