CAUGHT IN MAYA

5 years, 9 months ago by Andrea Ramirez in Personal Sadhana Reports

Hare Krishna

  All the glories to Srila Prabhupada

   Dear Maharaja accept my most humble obeisances at your lotus feet.

 I'm glad I get to read a response from you after 2 months Maharaja, I know how busy you were and saw many pictures of your activities and the initiations back in Buenos Aires. i hope you are in good health and enjoying being back.

HpS - ASA - @#$% THis is the material world!!   Back to Godehead, but the pain here is push to go there, be there here.

 well, this should be a report, but the truth is that there is no report at all. I started working as a chef in a place and that job caught me everyday life, for two months, i just got fired a few days ago, due to an argue I got into with the owner of the place for not getting paid for my work. 

i stopped chanting 6 weeks ago. i also stopped going to the temple, and reading, all i kept doing was attending my deities at home. till today, today i started chanting again, and i came to the temple, im meeting with Vrajendra Kumara Das.  i'm starting to rebuild myself again because i felt empty all this time. and now i feel guilty...

ASA - Be more careful!    Don't let it happen twice.   Krsna will never punish you for chanting 16-nice rounds [morning program [sankirtan]]]. He will always reward you.  Figure out how many rounds you owe Krsna and then start to pay them back.  He will be very, very pleased with you.  You can become a preacher on the level of Narada muni.