Hare Krsna Beloved Gurudeva

AGTSP

Pamho

I hope your eye recovers pretty soon, thank U so much for all your example and austerities. I need to learn from U, utsahan, niscayad, dhairyat ¡¡¡

I am a little delay with my rounds, FMP for me is at 5am… For instance, On Wednesdays I leave the University at 11pm so be up for mangal artik is a little hard, plus last week I had the flu.. pfff this body is a disease. But I am trying my best to follow your order. Jaya Rama

Regarding installation of Srila Prabhupada’s murti, well since 2014 when I quit to be chief pujari the authorities do not listen to me, I mean my opinion, so I just do what they ask me, obviously if it is proper. So they arranged an installation ceremony, a fire sacrifice was performed, along with an abhishek, I lead the abhishek. This murti inspires respect. And since the moment He arrived lots of things came to light. I know that U recommend not to do it, but the problem is that they need counselors, ask first, anyway, my personal realization is that The Acarya is now there, so ¡¡¡¡¡¡ He will not allow anything improper to occur.

We also participated in the Sri Nrismhadeva abhishek,we bathed 3 murtis, the one in the temple, Caturatma, Palika, Parvati’s and mine.  Anandamaya gave the class, very nice class

Jiyada Nrismha Prabhu is my student BS and Padapadma student, and one devotee from Mexico.

 Regarding Bhativedanta studies… I am not as active as I used to be, I have no time to read the whole material, So I beg for mercy I would like to join as a free student.

HpS - Sure!   Don't forget that you are working for Krsna.  Don't work for anyone else.  He is very clear. He wants regular SB reading (w/ devotees) every morning.  Of course, you can adjust times. He will send all the money He wants to send. He is nice person.

Regarding the holistic part, I am doing it, but just for me, some patients occasionally, my job in the 2 universities is very demanding

Personal life: Once U told me for a devotee there is no personal life… I was wondering about one question U asked me: What is the plan of your life?

Well now, I can respond that question:

I have a commitment with my mother, she is sick and I have to fulfill my duty as a daughter

My parents educated me in such a way not to depend on anyone, my mother not once told me “when U get married…etc, nor my father  haha for him I was his jewel  haha. Well I have always depended on Krsna’s mercy. But I support myself; I act now as my father haha well in terms that I pay the expenses of my home.  I am kind of accustomed to do things by myself and to be I can say independent, I looked one photo of myself back in 2012 and if U see my smile, I was completely happy, there are always problems but really I was really happy and that was before my Romeo and Juliet relationships hahaha, So I said to myself my dear candramukhi there U have your answer hahaha. I have learned to know myself pretty well and I am subconsciously blocking that romeo and Juliet area on purpose, in order not  to suffer, I do not know if that is Ok or not, but I guess that is something that I need to work or maybe not.

HpS - Really make Gopal, you Deities, your family. Of course, if They want to come in the form of empowering a husband, brother, son, second dog, father.....  O.K.   but why think that it is someone different?!

Regarding the fashion magazines the truth is that I do not spend my money on those I just go for a shopping mall twice a month and pick up something that I like I guess it is a matter of good taste hahaha (my ego talking).

HpS - I think Srimati Radharani would do the same.

The thing is that is now I am just interested in giving support to my family. Not only material, spiritual as well. Even if my sister and mother are favorable to my beliefs they are not actually devotees. So I am feeling that I need to practice more my Spiritual life.. I need kind a Spiritual Retreat. I always remember my days in NOVA GOKULA waking up at 3:30 am attend mangal artik, SB Class, chanting rounds. Dhanvantari Maharaja there, devotees, the cows, the horse, the peacocks, I am sick of pollution, traffic jam, etc. Every day in Lima one girl is rape, murderer or beaten. I need some break… So I was wondering if I can go to Alachua, San Francisco Ratha Yatra, or Festival in Tennesse… what do U think? Which are your instructions?

HpS - These are all short visits. We will be traveling a lot. Maybe visit end of September.  Can you get away from work for more than a few days?  What about November in Chile?   Other suggestions?   Move to Chosica with your family and share a car with devotees for daily commute??

So sorry for this long letter I will just try to write on ekadasis , actually this letter was from yesterday..

HpS - Is fine!   Nice to hear from you.

I had a very nice dream of U this morning, U arrived U asked to talked with me and M Astasakhi, then I asked my sister to take us pictures, You enter in a room and all the devotees were there.. U embraced the prabhus it was really nice :)

HpS - ASA -- Yes it was very nice.

Thank U Gurudeva for always being there

Hope not to be a burden

Your eternal servant

Candramukhi dd

HpS - How does Ulysesses get exercise? Nice photos!