Desire for progress and to be accepted

5 years, 11 months ago by berniebg in Personal Sadhana Reports

Dear Gurudeva,

receive a cordial greeting and best wishes, may Krishna and Radha bless you and always accompany you in your arduous task.

Hoy are you?

HpS - Fighting our selfish desires!

I hope that by reading this letter you are in good health.

HpS - Nobody in the material world is in good health, no?  Ha!   Ha!    Yet we can do service.

Dear Gurudeva, I feel the need to express my desire to take second initiation, I joined the movement in 2003, 15 years have passed since that first contact and almost seven since my initiation, I lived a year as an interim between Madrid and the farm and in the course of that period I took the course of Bhakti sastri. I was an active member of the Madrid Congregation formally until 2015, not actively participating in 2016, that same year there was an attempt to live in Guadalajara (Nueva vrajamandala) but it did not turn out, finally leaving for Almería. Currently we have plans to return to Madrid, but before making this decision we had other possibilities, even a few months ago we were about to leave for the UK, we also thought about Milan but due to fate our plans did not materialize .

On the contrary, at the end of December I obtained my accreditation as a psychotherapist or Counseller. At the end of my training the academic director of the association asked me to be part of the training team, I am currently fulfilling the role of librarian.

My standard is simple, 16 daily rounds, SB-CC reading, four principles. I have a small pocket altar, The constant changes have taught me to go light on luggage.

I do not know if I meet all the requirements, but as the saying goes, if you do not ask you do not get (quien no llora no mama)

I hope I have not missed any protocol with this request.

Your aspiring disciple

Bhadra Vardhana.

HpS - Second initiation is very nice, but first is enough to go to Goloka.  We have thought of you many times and were sad not to hear from you.  What has happened to Sananda Devi Dasi? She has become Judo instuctor in Hollywood and drive Jaguars?   She will be the first Spanish astronaut on the moon??

Second initiation:    Are you up always?   Regularly?  For Brahma-muhurta????