Low days

6 years, 2 months ago by Andrea Ramirez in Personal Sadhana Reports

Dear Maharaja Accept my most humble obeisances at your lotus feet !!

All Glories to Srila Prabhupada! 

All glories to Sri Vijay Gauranga Nityananda Ram!

   Dear Maharaja, i hope you are doing well, in good health, and having everything in order.

My sadhana is pretty active, i attend to mangal aarti twice or three times a week, as much as it is possible for me to attend. chanting my 16 rounds daily as some more rounds. I'm attending to Sadhya aarti and Bhagavad Gita classes after that, I'm taking notes and trying to study every text from the chapter that is being exposed or explain, it's a good way for me to keep track. my principles are fine. I'm still dealing with anxiety and patience, as well as depression. i talked about it with a closed elder devotee friend and he told me that depression may come from the mind being scared of me focusing in pleasing Krishna instead of pleasing it (the mind), and that's why depression occurs.

HpS - Could be. Have to show the mind it is most happy pleasing Krsna!!.

I'm chanting and taking prasadam to keep strong in the process.  My services are good as well, washing Prabhupada's clothes, making garlands, and helping with the kitchen and the cleaning in the temple in general matters. 

 I'm still missing something, or maybe it's just anxiety wanting me to be worried about something to give something to the mind to play with.

HpS - Maybe!!   -[;0]/\___

  if there is any advice or instruction for me to follow to improve my sadhana I'll be happy to know dear Maharaja. 

HpS - Get association in what you do: Japa, Reading, Deity Worship, Sankirtan!!!       Who is in the Temple there?

 Hare Krishna