PAMHO adorado Gurudev
I summarize in a few lines the tests that happen with the dance:
a "teacher" gave me a slap just for not remembering a dance step, they criticized that I danced alone, they made me travel to leave me without dancing, they promised me things that did not come true, many harshness, very hard with other teachers, devotees, as, everything to do what I love with my soul and that even cost me to take the timid and shame of dancing alone to start a service that would last all my life.
but I will keep going because I have His wonderful blessings. Something that I carry in my blood and that comes from my grandmothers is to pray for hours in the morning and to be a stubborn Indian, I will not leave what I love ever.
For your mercy Gurudev I am learning to channel this and transform it into devotional service. and thanks to you I am attracted to the personal form of Sri Krsna so in this way I can offer this service through srimati radharani who beautifully understands the matajis.
please forgive me for delaying so much in telling this. the tests are hard and everyone touches us in one way or another. But Krishna is always inspiring us if we are determined to serve Him. inspires us through enthusiastic devotees, people who value art, your own students, and many other reasons, but always the main one is the sincerity that you can support with a grain of sand this wonderful movement of sankirtan.
your aspiring servant: radha japa prati jalpa dd.
HpS - Hare Krsna. Krsna is very kind. He does not slap people. You don't have to accept that. Thank you for you letter.