Hare krsna gurudev

Dandavat pranam at your lotus feet.

ASA - Locust feet. AGTSP! 

Sorry for not writing since last few months. I am not doing good spiritually. Going through mild depression but slowly coping with everything. 

Sadhana... Rounds are not constant but doing it, but not up to the standards. Gayatri also not very stable since last two months. 

4 regulative principles.. Not followed strictly. Few breaks from the principles happened some time back but trying again to come to standard. It happened due to Karmi food and excessive association of others. Trying again to improve.Please tolerate with me.

HpS - Srila Prabhupada is tolerating us. It is a fact that we make our superiors suffer the bad reactions for bad things that we do. We must be STRONG to resist and do the right thing. There is only one position in this movement that is correct: Paramahamsa. Become a great devotee on the level of Narada Muni. That is the only option.

Regarding deity worship it is constant and this is one thing that is keeping me stable and I find peace serving Them. 

Will definitely want to meet you in Manipur.

HpS - Very nice. The problem is deep. Don't expect superficial solutions will last. They can be stepping stones, but the real change has be deep. 

Trying again to come back to standards. Thank you for replying to my annual report. I really needed a wake up call. 

Sorry for being a disappointment on constant basis. 

Thank you for being merciful. 

Rturaj krsna das 

Shillong 

HpS - What is your work situation???  That is so important at this stage!!