Hare Krsna Beloved Gurudeva

AGTSP

PAMHO

I hope this meets U in really good health!

Many years ago I wrote a letter to U titled honesty. And I know that by that time U already know me very well.

I have received many text messages, emails, phone calls, etc. From devotees who want advice, or want to know about your activities.. And I feel useful. But also with a lof of responsibility. They take me as an example, a guide and honestly I do not feel like that right now. My life is not the one that I want and that frustrates me a lot. So I do not have utsaha. 

I just read a letter in which you reply why feel sorry?? I wish I could have your realization any become detached from this delusion.

I hope to have your association will help. I know it will. But saying I am good I am good GM everything is Ok.. is not the way..

Please kindly forgive all my offenses

See U at the airport soon !!!!

Trying to be iur disciple

Candramukhi dd

HpS -     How is Krsna? Are you and Radha taking good care of Him. He will  never look after Himself properly!