HARE KRISHNA GURUMAHARAJji,

Please accept my most humble obeisance.

All glories to GURU and GAURANGA.

Hope your health is ok and I pray to Lord NARASHINGHA, to be always with you... At here we are eagerly waiting for the month of September to come so that we can meet you soooooooon! 

3:05 a.m. now at my place (Silchar). Tonight due to hot temperature I am unable to sleep, so I clicked to youtube (around 1:30 am) and on my uncle's demand (who is sleeping by my side) searched Srila Prabhupada's lectures in Bangla!

Accordingly, I found one and while hearing to that I slept. The climax was that His Divine Grace A.C.Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada came in my dream!!

(This is for the first time I saw His holiness Srila Prabhupada in my dream)

I saw He came at ISKCON Silchar, giving lectures and I was somewhere there as His assistant. After that program, He came to someone's home and was taking rest during mid-afternoon (probably). I came to my home (which was not my present home also unknown to take rest) and didn't notice any of my family members there. When I went to meet Him again, (on the way I was thinking that it was KRISHNA's mercy that He came to meet me??) it was time for Him to leave for another place and I was helping in arranging things. 

Slowly slowly the time came for Him to depart and I started crying like anything? Even water was also flowing from my nose!!

With this pity condition, I was standing in front of Him and trying to tell Him something but didn't utter any word. My tears touched His hand and cheek. He was persuading me not to cry like that, but I could not control my tears.

In the midst of this situation, (when He was supposed to get into the car) I asked Him when shall we meet again? And he replied He remains busy but assured me that He will meet sometime. And by saying this He and one more senior Maharaj got to a car (Maruti 800 AC, sky blue colored) and departed. I was running behind the car and He turned back did namaskar and waved His hand. The car disappeared in the mob.

After that, I came back to that home where He took rest (broken from inside). A beautiful girl (of my age may be), came to me and she requested me to pluck some ornamental leaves for her. I was not paying heed to her request. She again requested me, I saw there were a little of the leaves available. While plucking I was arguing to myself that why I didn't tell Srila Prabhupada about the problems I am facing to do research with the meteorite and what are my plans to spread KRISHNA CONSCIOUSNESS with this research work.

Suddenly, that unknown girl started talking to me, she was questioning me that why I didn't take my own car to drop Prabhupada and why didn't I gave Him some money for His journey. I couldn't reply her as she was 100% correct!! I was feeling guilty and suddenly I woke up.

GURUMAHARAJji please forgive me if you are irritated by this mail. I am helpless It's only You with whom I felt I can share and so emailed you immediately and please provide me shelter at Your lotus feet.

Yours fallen servant,

Bhishambhar Gauranga Das

HpS - ASA ---- Very , very nice, letter.  Did Prabhupada give you any instructions?  Did you hear any of the instructions he gave during the lectures??