I forgot from last letter that Ter Kadamba as was terrified as some of my friends realized after moving in with this "disciple". I don't want to whine, just want to thank as a man would, that it all starts to make much more sense. I don't use opiates at all, but I have some kind of smoking habbit problem, but haven't drank alcohol, is it for 6 years now, at all. Maharaja, I don't expect you to answer to these, this is just to inform you, like you know. I have quite firm understanding already and faith that you know. You know        <3 Hare Krishna       I would like to get my faith perfect, so I can feel the material world again diminishing      Yours sincerely Nanuk Henrichs

ASA - Most reverend Nanuk. I think that we would also be terrified after moving in with some of your friends, no?  I think that you would be also, no?

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The Śiva-jvara thus understood that without Kṛṣṇa, or Nārāyaṇa, no one could help him. He therefore rightly took shelter of Lord Kṛṣṇa and, with folded hands, began to pray as follows. ...