sankirtana

7 years, 7 months ago by Nanuk in Personal Sadhana Reports

PAMHO! Maharaja, it seems so hard to chant the rounds now in the morning. I have had to hang out with little bit karmic musicians to get my logic x/native instruments Komplete Ultimate studio package with the best instruments (almost) for the piano roll or the sequencer. I also have started planning a little water thing to the puppetry tent (black), between the audience and stage, more like in the vedic theater which is situated completely on an island, and audience onn the shore, and the plays are as realistic as news would be. You told me to have sankirtana, sankirtana, sankirtana with this christian guy I told you, who I claimed before having odd sexual thinking, and it was so hard. But now he has started to tell me more things and would like to sing almost everyday, and it seems to really help, because he has started to crumble.. :) to break I mean. Thanks also to his wife. He has been an actor younger in summer theater and has a wild imagination. But his ways of life. He tells everybody that he has panic disorder and he has used different drugs, especially alcohol. But for only me he has also told that he has some major problems with her wife. He attacked for a half of year me, because I told him about regulating sex life also in married life. But he crumbles now, hahaha. So, the thing is, he told me that the major problem in his life is: that he needs everyday sex when in a relationship, but claims not needing so much if not in relationship. And his wife don't want it at all so much.

HpS - ASA -- Maybe he could become a pigeon.

But they are married. But he still defends the christian way.... having sex every single day, and if partner declines, then doing it himself. haha I wonder wherefrom his panic disorder comes from ;) ;) . And I claim that we all do have panic disorder. It's healthy. I have tried to tell him where it comes from, and he is starting to go in pieces which is good, he is after all, quite sincere. And has gone AA also. But he was just a year ago a major meat eater and preaching that he don't eat but meat.

ASA - Carnivorous, Pigeon.

And now he is fully in Krishna consciousness, tries to be. Prabhupada starts to make influence to him. His short biography. This is just odd, when he tries to be a friend, just like a dog, when I have applied in my life, Canakya Pandita's teaching: A bad friend is just a bad friend, but a good enemy is much better. Beacause I have artistic projects. He can go now also once a week to Bhrigu Pada's place (professor in comparative religion), where I don't go, because this I P dasa, who uses opiates and has at least 2 rape cases which people speaks about in this city, and I reported it with a back up from Mahabala (one bhakta) to temple. So I don't want to see the one I spoke. It seems hipocritical anyway. But my question is, how many times sankirtana a week?

HpS - Sankirtan means we join together, team players, with individual Shakti, to glorify Krsna, glorify the Lion, Ocean, Mt. Meru (BG 10). So it should be all the time, but sometime we have to sleep and eat.

I have some major artistic project and I know much better musicians, but I think Maharaja, this time it comes from heart, but there is all those polluting things. It seems it's, well at least he don't drink so very much no more. For his panic disorder only some drinks. And his wife only smokes, and he started too and I have been saying that it's much better. It's funny how these people with all their problems still have so much sincerity, but it comes from great distress..... Hare Krishna P.S. The modern intelligence seem to be many times almost completely against the rasa of the Krishna consciousness. Am I right, because I like also intelligent people. My ex partner Nitai Priya Devi Dasi was like that.....intelligent...

HpS - ASA -- Some else likes Prasadam distribution, no?  Macaroni and corn on the cob at 9 o'clock at night! Bufalos of Braja, Ki Ja!   Ectomorphic Brahmanas of Braja, Ki Jai!  Why not discuss these perverted deads in a more general sense because this is Blog with a lot of B'caris reading it. Details sometimes are important to wake us up, no?
Thank you so much for your association.

Monkey, Piggy, Uncle Gismo, HpS