Almost dying

2 years, 5 months ago by amala karuna das in Personal Sadhana Reports

Jaya Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu

Jaya Srila Prabhupada

 Beloved Guru Maharaja, please accept my humble obeisances .

I do not [know] if You received my previous letter,  this is a new [one], this is a new stage in my life, and continuing with my sadhana.

HpS - Again, we couldn't answer all the letters while traveling in India!  We are somewhat lazy.

I am almost ending up [finishing] with outstanding debts, at least of this life, as You know, I was banned from  entering the temple of Iskcon Cusco in June of last year, I have taken refuge all this time reading and singing japa, my parents are elderly, but they have resourses to maintain the rest of  their lives, my only daughter Radha Krsna leads an independant life, or as You once  told me, Krsna takes over, and gave me the example of Your life and Peter.

My Prabhu, I beg You from the  depthts of my heart bless me so I may be able to continue advancing in Krsna consciousness,  many things have  happened in this time, I would to live in a temple again, if possible in India.

Gurudeva, You are coming to Peru and I am crazy to see You soon, and  take dDarsana and receive instructions. I have read the Mana Siksa, Harinama Citamani and "El terraplen de la separacion" of Srila Goura Govinda Swami, and  am finishing reading the Adi lila of Sri Caitanya Caritamrita, all of this only by Your merci.

I was thinking about my favourite verse, maybe tavaivasmi tavaivasmi, na jivami ... but I reached the conclusion my favourite verse is your pranam, Nama om visnu padaya...   Hanumatpresaka Swamin iti namine. Because You are the manifestation of Krsna on earth.

Always praying for your mercy, your useless servant. 

amalakaruna das.

HpS - How are the Four(teen) regulative principles?  Have any Krsna conscious association?  Relations with your recent wife, who had cancer? We will be in Cusco for some time as now planned?
What happened to your ENORMOUS deities of Jagat Bandhu!?   Paramadvaiti Swami????