Urgente very sick!!

7 years, 1 month ago by bhaktanicasio in Personal Sadhana Reports

Hare Krishna Gurudev!!

Pamho agtSP,

This last two weeks has been very intense, teaching at the university, moving to SRI Govardhan (today), pushing FFl, teaching at the yoga Course, being a father, fiance, ayurvedic doctor. It is too much. My mind is so passionate I cannot Chant, i can not Focus in the mahamantra. I have been chanting like 6 rounds a day. Again im falling behind and that terrifies me. I dont want to lose my already tiny spiritual Life.

I think i have a psichological issue that makes me be always busy. 

Tonight it Will be my first night at my new home at the devotees community. Urban Life and my mind are killing me. I hope that helps me fix this problem.

Please help me Gurudev!!
Your fallen servant,
Nikunja bihari das.

HpS - Jaya. We have faced the same problem over and over again and each time we made a little progress in understanding that EVERYTHING ELSE DEPENDS ON HARI-NAMA and HARI-NAMA MUST INCLUDE JAPA VRATA.

Use all your talent and inteligence on how to chant the best 16+ rounds you can, even if they are terrible.

Report to the Blog (URGENT) tomorrow with the results!