offering of my heart .

7 years, 3 months ago by RiturajMajumder in Personal Sadhana Reports

Hare Krsna gurudev

Dandavat pranam at your lotus feet. [Lettuce feet]

All glories to Srila Prabhupada. [!!!]

Hare Krsna!

How can conditioned soul like me glorify truely the qualities of a pure devotee like your holiness who is dear to srimati radharani and Krsna and Acharya Srila Prabhupada. So I will just say what my heart (not in sattva guna) feels.

HpS - For us it is easy. 99.9997% of any good qualities we manifest are Guru-krpa!   AGTSP!

Gurudev for me you are the ashraya vigraha of Sri Krsna and his extreme form of Bhakta vatsalya. The ways that you constantly guide me with motherly love and care is something I am indebted too. I dont have realization regarding Krsna or higher spiritual truths but I have faith in you.

HpS - Gotta be careuful. Srila Prabhupada warned that unless we see Guru as representative of Krsna it will become Mayavad philosophy very easy!

The only offering i can make to you is that I am trying and will keep trying to make my sadhana better. I fail multiple times and days but I get up and try again. As you always say " utsaha nischaya and dairya " . I treasure this words and will keep trying . Hopefully by end of this life I can become a human being freed of lusty desires and then next life do some real bhakti.

HpS - Prabhupada comments that if we keep trying we are guaranteed to succeed!

I hope to meet you when you come to Manipur and accompany you till vraj if you and Krsna desire. 

Thank you is a insignificant word for my gratitude towards you.

Your selfish servant 

Rituraj Krsna das 

Assam 

HpS - Yes, see you in the Northeast! Maybe we  can die there and take birth there.