Hare Krishna beloved Gurudeva,

Please accept my humble obeisances,

All glories to Srila Prabhupada,

Here we are in Mar del Plata, Struggling, Struggling, Struggling so much to get to the platform of nista sadhana bhakti. But somehow we can not get fixed.

4p are ok, but 16 rounds, sometimes we finished them, sometimes not. Our debt is getting bigger. We are so stupid not to put them as No. 1 priority. So many distractions.

I see so much suffering on a daily basis, at work, at the temple, but what is the solution? 16r / 4p.

At this moment we see this blog as our lifeline. We feel very Identified With Nāmācārya's and Harsh's posts. Like we would make the same questions.

I hope That Before end of the year  i can move to the eco house at Sri Govardhan, They are Having morning program every day. I Attend the program every thursday, I'm pujari.

HpS - Yes!!  That's 90% of the solution, no? Get association. Why go out distributing books alone, why try to chant your rounds alone???   Get a partner. Chant together. Wake each other up, by telephone or live in the ashrama. Report how many rounds you have done by 9.30AM each day to each other, when you get the 16-done.
Association!

Finished the course to teach at the university, so there is 90% probability i will teach at medschool. It was intense, I see it as a big challenge.

HpS - ASA --- Prabhupada FORCED B.S. Damodara Maharaja to get his PhD so he could have respect in the Sankirtan field.

We Continue with our services (i wonder what is the use of them if i can not accomplish my first service Properly, 16r)

HpS - Yes, it is like trying to light a fire while pour water on it, but whatever Karma yoga we do will help us get to the Sadhana bhakti!!!!   I know....

Anyway we feel we are advancing. The approach to the process is little bit deeper. Although I see my self as very ill, I feel That I'm going in the right direction, at the right pace. We are maturing, and trying not to step into anyone.

HpS - We feel the same.  We are some times more concerned with not BEING stepped on by anyone (especially our selves), so that we go on.

Manu and Benja are ok, I want to give them as much KC as possible.

Trying to settle a new perspective in life,

Having always your lotus feet (freeway to SP's lotus feet) as our goal,

your so, so, fallen project of disciple,

Nikunja Bihari das.

HpS - We are just settling India trip, then we will turn to South America. Already some strong suggestions from Abhirama Das and his University associates.